deadhrat

🖥️: be the best version of urself

me: 🗡️

never take advice from someone who's falling apart 🗡️🖥️

It's been a year, I guess, since I held a real pencil. I'm really a traditional artist in any sense, always preferring something that I can touch. I used to draw every single day, and I can finish a piece in just one sitting. But that's until I have to leave my home to find a job in the city. It's already been two years in the corporate world, and I haven't let go of my creative spirit. I won't let my whimsical ass die. Though my current situation won't let me touch a real pencil and draw on a real paper, I have to find another way to express my whimsical side or else I'd go crazy. That's when I transitioned into digital art. Though at first I'm not having it, it seems like I've still convinced myself that it's fine. I thought that the digital medium wouldn't satisfy my itch, but I'm rocking it now. So yes, it's not really about what medium you're using. As long as you sit on your ass and be as whimsical as you can, your creative spirit will still thrive.

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I should really stop scrolling

And as I reach for my phone, it is rushing down my throat

I let it in

it's already engrained deep within me but I'm still reaching for it

gaslight me right, tell me 'keep quiet', I'll go along, di-di-dum

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it's me, I'm Cathy...

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