i think my brainwaves are coming out of my mouth again

some kaz to get me out of an art block

Knight!Adam <3

absolute serve

Anyways practice is practice

Re-Animator in a nutshell?

bathtime

just a quiet evening

Silly doodles.

Edit (spelling): *disco

Tequila Sunset is on the floor

Versus! An ensouled Spike doesn't do bad things because it hurts him. It makes him guilty, he feels regret for the pain he causes. He's even able to articulate Buffy's own moral failings and call her out for the hurt she's caused him, rather than blindly following whatever she demands of him. In the church he recoils from her, tells her to not touch him and asks if he's just flesh to her. Buffy is no longer the center of his moral universe, there's a world of right and wrong outside of what she wants or what she asks of him. Killing is wrong because it's the ending of human life, not because Buffy doesn't approve. His guilt and pain is centered around his own conscience, he has to literally relearn all of these things for himself. His redemption ironically becomes a little more selfish with the soul, bc it's no longer just about being what Buffy needs and deserves, but also about saving himself and learning to be more than just a monster, rekindling that man that he once was before his humanity was stolen away from him

The only girl he'll ever love

interactions that make me go insane

whats the scariest cryptid?