Fine. Use me. Do whatever you want. Cause me love. Cause me pain. I don’t care. Just promise to not leave me. I can’t lose another person. Not again.  

They always give us this false idea of love. In the movies... in the books... in the songs. Sadly all those shadow the other movies... books... songs that gives the true reality of love. 

I have every right to hate you. I have every right to distance myself from you. I have every right to protect myself from you. 

You’ve now turned me into a person who is scared to say “no” knowing it’ll make me uncomfortable. A person who constantly apologizes when I’ve done no wrong. A person who needs constant reassurance about everything when no opinion should matter but my own.

Forgive me father for I have sinned. For I have let teenage love take my innocence. For I have removed the pain in my heart to my wrist. For I have not learned the ability to love myself and gave it to another.

Every time I find a safe place someone’s always ready to set it on fire

Why is it when I look at myself I point out every flaw but when I look at her I point out every perfection

Maybe I was designed to love people I could never have

Your words always say the right thing why don’t your actions

I’d liked to think you’re living a happy life. That’s all I ever wanted for you. What saddens me is knowing I’ll never be a part of it.

I wish I had something nice to say if you were every brought up. But as I imagine someone walking up to me and asking about you, the first thing that comes to mind is how truly I forgot how to love. Forgot how to trust. All because you had to go fuck it up.

You think you ghosted me but I was already dead

You weren’t the beginning of my happiness, but the beginning of my ruining