A Breaking Point
Pairing: Bf Tomoya x Burned out Y/n
Genre: Fluff and angst? Burnout y/n and Tomoya comforts them π§
Div creds: @lariesographic @animatedglittergraphics-n-more
You didnβt know when was the last time you felt this way. The way you couldnβt describe how you were feeling as if each piece of you was breaking and falling apart, like cracked porcelain. Your boyfriend Tomoya started to notice this despite you trying to silently fight your battles.
Stressed from school and having to work a job at the same time, I felt like I had no time to study and the deadlines were all piling up. The shifts I was being scheduled to cover overlapped with certain due dates and I needed the money. I stared at my sandwich, sitting there on the table as I was in my jacket hoodie lost in thought sitting in my apartment. Tomorrowβs the reported research deadline and then right after is the presentation deadline. I sighed as I pressed my hands against my forehead, as I hear the door click open. Tomoya had came out of his bedroom and noticed my untouched lunch.
βHey.. are you okay?β
He asked, his voice cutting through the fog of silence that I was getting lost in with my thoughts. βHuh?β I looked up, not realizing when he had gotten there. βYeah, what makes you say that?β I asked, putting up a smile.
βI mean you donβt look okay, you didnβt eat and youβre unfocused. Also you havenβt been sleeping well, and you just seem very tired,β he pointed out, his voice coming from a place of concern rather than criticism. He pulled over a chair and scooted next to me as he stared at my face.
ββ¦ what?β I asked, my breathing growing quick as I felt his observant and almost piercing gaze. βDo you mind telling me whatβs going on?β He asked softly, my mind freezing at the slight mention. My eyebags, lost gaze, and slouched posture of exhaustion were all obvious to him. So obvious of my cracks that I was scared. Even I didnβt know what I was scared of, but I felt my heart stinging and suffocating with heavy pain.
βI- I donβt know where to start,β I replied, my voice shaking a little as I avoid his gaze. βThen we can just sit here, in comfortable silence, so youβre not alone,β he replied, his gaze not moving from my face. I could feel it, even if I wasnβt meeting his eyes.
βYou donβt have to do that, moya, you have your own things. You donβt have to keep me company,β I hesitated, my hand clutching my jacket sleeve ends. βYouβre carrying everything all by yourself, like you always do. Being here for you is the least I can do,β he kept his gaze on me, his response made my heart squeeze a little. Almost like it was telling me to stop fighting this uncomfortable silent battle, keeping it all in my heart.
βI-β My words couldnβt escape as I slightly choked up, my lip quivering and I looked down.
βOh no, my tears are welling up.β
I felt something warm as I realized tomoya reached out to pat my head. His hand soothing, almost as if to hold me from falling apart.
In that instance, I felt everything in me break. Everything that had been holding it all together, the cracks, start to fall as I started sobbing uncontrollably while Tomoya pulled me into his arms in that moment. Even as I felt like I was falling apart, his hug was like a warm blanket, protective and safe.
After a couple minutes of sobbing, as Tomoya soothed my back and rubbed it, I looked up at him at last to meet his gaze. βUgh I probably look so ugly with snot right now,β I realized as I turned my face away as he laughed and touched my chin to move it towards him. βYeah you look like a snot monster, just kidding.β
βHey, you just called me a wha-β In the middle of the moment, he pressed a kiss on my forehead in that second as I was processing everything that just happened. βWhat the-β I stared at him as he put on his cheeky grin with his pouty full penguin lips and I just started laughing. βPfft, what are you even doing.β
βMaking you laugh, duh,β he said as he shrugged his shoulders as if to him it was very obvious. βYouβve been putting so much pressure on yourself that I feel like Iβve been seeing a ghost of you almost, you slouching, sighing, and walking around dreary,β he noted as I laughed. βYeah, Iβve just been very stressed and stuck in my head about what to do with my schoolwork,β I admitted. βThereβs so many projects, assignments, homework,β I sighed, just by thinking of them.
βHmm, I can help out with ur homework and studying,β Tomoya suggested, as I looked at him for a second. βMoya, you donβt have to do my homework for me,β I replied as he pinched my cheek. βOw-β
βSilly, it wasnβt an offer, if you canβt complete everything Iβll do the rest then, unless you can complete it before me,β he said raising an eyebrow as I laughed. βOkayy, you got me,β I replied as I rested my head against his chest, feeling my heart beat steadying as his heart beat pulled me into a calming lull. From that moment on, I felt the heavy weight from my shoulders lift off.
















