PERFECTION IS THE ENEMY OF GOOD!

why is my youtube algorithm so chopped 😭😭😭 it literally just shows me the three same channels nothing more i swear my feed was actually decent months ago

i'm on better terms with my family and i don't really hold grudges against them for their awful behaviours towards me in the past because i do think they're all doing better and i don't want to dwell on it but my god it gets so fucking annoying when they forget how cruelly they treated me in school. they are the reason i developed an eating disorder as a child, spent years hating myself and my body, have shit self esteem and social skills, have chronic illnesses mentally and physically, and have tried to kill myself more than once when i was still a child. and that's not even to mention how much i tolerate their flaws on a daily basis and how much i suffer for being sheltered and closeted and not getting to live as freely as i want and i just HATE that i don't hold grudges because they start thinking they've never done anything and i have never suffered in my life and have it all easy but then if i try to talk to them about anything they literally are just so emotionally unavailable and harder to talk to than a wall. i'm tired and i want to cry and i genuinely hate it here and i need to get the hell out of this damn country asap. i tried being kind and understanding but that will not fix this goddamned dysfunctional toxic family with so many damn issues my god

tummy hurt 🤕

aurora's card in marvel snap IS SO COOL genuinely on my hands and knees because i want her card so much please let me have it asap marvel 😭😭