꒰ 𝐴𝑛𝑛𝑎𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒 ྀི꒱

People have been asking me "why cant I just move out"

I have scitzo effective disorder, ptsd, adhd, and an unspecified mood disorder. They are abilest and will do anything to control me.

to be clear, they do not have custody of me because I am 18 but there are a few things that they can do. 1) they can kick me out and I'll be homeless on the street. 2) they can keep going as they are (with the cameras in my room and closet monitoring me and not letting me go outside a use devices other than an innioasis ipod (the phone looking ones)) and I'll eventually get physically abused for "disobeying them" and they'll take away this device so that I'll have no access to the outside world police, people etc. Option 3) they will institutionalze me and I'll be in an abusive situation I can't get out of.

There are a few ideas I have

Start a cash app where my freind sends me money to get on a bus and go to a shelter in new York where my friend can pick me up.

But this Is very hard in my circumstance. I'm on an iPod which means I don't have a phone. I have a gmail. Google voice requires a previous phone number to verify my current one. My cash app can only take up to 1000 dollars before it needs verification.

I need people willing to help. Advice on shelters to go to in new York, ways I can take care of myself, how I don't get tracked getting a job, how to get my id and birth certficate. And how to keep myself safe and my identify hidden.

reblog with a song you have stuck in your head / thinking abt

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|　▷　〝　[ｉｔ] ' s been stuck in theяe [４] moяe than a yeaя at this point　⋯　〟

@ra1ning--candies @iris-gotten-digested @meowsteryaps @razorbladed-sugarcoated @achilles-the-loser @wonderkat-jirai @ourscarygirl @pvrgedcvt @ma0ma0sdairy + ony [１] We foяgoя .

YES... I LOOOOOOOOVE MCR LIKE YES YAVGCFDATHAOAOYAYYAYA...

See I don't know why this has been stuck in my head but it has been since like 3 months ago....

Can't list ever song, just the first one will do;

(I'm not joking when I say this album is super popular for my system, so many of us are addicted to this album 🥹 I think we're warming up to hardstyle songs but not comfortable enough to try other artists or songs in general yet)

♔ Ty for the tag! I've been listening to this song like crazy ever since it first came out, I'd die if they made a figure for it,,, waaa ♔ ♔ Tags: @anna-b3ll3 @bloomedamia @digital-saint11 @cerebrospinalflu1d ♔

𝐿𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑏𝑦 𝑇𝑎𝑘𝑎𝑦𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜. (𝐼 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑆𝑝𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑦. 𝑝𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑐, 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑇 ᴗ 𝑇)

Make yourself / your sona in this picrew !!

i think I look precious hehe

Miki’s getting French curls soon so her hair will be pink!!! She decided to do a somewhat idealized version of Miki during prom

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Thank you for the tag ^^

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me and my ever-fluid sona....

us (with my influence oops) & me (🎷)*close-ish 2 how I look in sys ! >:3 ♪

♔ Ty for the tag!!!! ♔ ♔ Tags: @bloomedamia @digital-saint11 @anna-b3ll3 @jiraioshi @cerebrospinalflu1d ♔

Remeber parents! Your child will remember every hurtful thing you tell them! Just because you don’t remember it, doesn’t mean they’re making it up.

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back atchu!

now in no particular order...

@littlemonsterofmalice

@liv2draw

@inkwell-illustrations

@caffeinated--trauma-ferret

STOP THIS IS SO SWEET THANK YOUU

@scpi035 @silvertrail-forgotten @theskirtisdior @flotieclouds @umigirii @blowwuplandmine

WOWOWOOWOW YOURE SO SWEET SWEETER THAN BOBA

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I love ur blogs moots. Theyre so fun to browse through. Love yall /p

THANK YOU CLOUDIIIII

Let me try to mention as many moot bloggers as I can-

@96princessxx, @flotieclouds (RIGHT BACK AT U AHAHA), @mumus-candied-bonezzz, @fawnedupon, @bunnybeauty-darksoul, @oshidorifuufu2, @sleepy-princette, @sleepymeowzidol; @stationaryribbons, @retrovanilla, @kamisheep, @amygdala-decay, @senketsuaakochan, @sethsake, @esther-protector-of-the-young, @jirai-haruhi, @winnytrash-ex, @boop-bo0p, @boxmatthew630, @rayremedy, @fluffycreampuff56, @rotting-lilac....

I'll admit that I don't talk to all of my moots, but remember I'm still pretty shy and awkward, I might not interact as much but I do like checking on your blogs. I hope most of you don't mind me tagging y'all despite that :')

♔ Waaaaaa you both ( @let-you-down & @flotieclouds ) are so sweet for tagging me omgg ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ both of your accounts are genuinely some of my favs too even if we only became moots recently ♔

♔ Tags: @sleepy-starrie @bloomedamia @anna-b3ll3 @digital-saint11 @vampires-byte @landm1ne-ky @landmine-pushing-up-daisies @cerebrospinalflu1d ♔

♔ You all are the best and I hope you all keep pushing on /gen ♔