Alice

People have been asking me "why cant I just move out"

I have scitzo effective disorder, ptsd, adhd, and an unspecified mood disorder. They are abilest and will do anything to control me.

to be clear, they do not have custody of me because I am 18 but there are a few things that they can do. 1) they can kick me out and I'll be homeless on the street. 2) they can keep going as they are (with the cameras in my room and closet monitoring me and not letting me go outside a use devices other than an innioasis ipod (the phone looking ones)) and I'll eventually get physically abused for "disobeying them" and they'll take away this device so that I'll have no access to the outside world police, people etc. Option 3) they will institutionalze me and I'll be in an abusive situation I can't get out of.

There are a few ideas I have

Start a cash app where my freind sends me money to get on a bus and go to a shelter in new York where my friend can pick me up.

But this Is very hard in my circumstance. I'm on an iPod which means I don't have a phone. I have a gmail. Google voice requires a previous phone number to verify my current one. My cash app can only take up to 1000 dollars before it needs verification.

I need people willing to help. Advice on shelters to go to in new York, ways I can take care of myself, how I don't get tracked getting a job, how to get my id and birth certficate. And how to keep myself safe and my identify hidden.