Abi

He asks Rose, "Do you think of me as a good friend too or just some guy who is hopelessly in love with you and would do anything for you?"

Rose stays silent looking away from Jack.

Jack shouts, "THANK YOU!!! I GOT MY ANSWER. I love you but I cant be just some guy who you couldnt care any less about. I cant be around you anymore, I cant bear a single second of it. I cant do this to myself. I'm leaving this shitty town and all the shitty people, and count yourself in on that list"

Rose turns back and says, "Why do you always say I love you before you go? I already know it and you know I don't like you in that way. So you dont have to say it everytime."

Jack sighs and replies,"I know. But if this was the last time you would see or hear from me, I want you to remember me by the last words I told you. Thats why I always say it."

(cold wind blows sending freezing windchills)

"Alright go inside, you might catch a cold. I'll see you soon. I love you."

that your heart cant hold it'.

but you know whats real scary?

without some element of apocalyse in it?

without some brokenness and pain in it?

without some passion in it?

without hurricane wrapped in between sunshine in it?

without some thorns between flowers in it?

without some clarity and remedy in it?

without some drunkenness between sobreity in it?

how lucky am I to exist in the same space and time as you?

It must have been written in stars, that I found you

but like moth drawn to fire, I was drawn to you

and I must have been fated to be devoured down to ashes

Be smaller if you have to, let love win.

Cause when you become big with your ego, you will win in a short run but you will lose in long run

when I came across you, I wanted to stop and walk with you,

the need to run and fly vanished and your voice became the peaceful music to thwart the chaotic noise,

it was like sweet jasmine breeze in the setting sun,

just talking to you made explosion of fireworks like fourth of July in my heart.

like curly hair of yours, my heart got intertwined with yours at a mere glimpse of your beautiful smile.

and that dreamy eyes of yours, it got me dreaming about the life I wanna share with you.

Damn!!! you make me feel like god took a day off and carefully hand crafted you in his leisure time.

I was crying thinking about you

that place in my imagination and the place in my heart

you were slowly taking up all of that place

I have crossed ocean of time and space in search of you

and now I feel that I have found you

I dont know how I could do without you

But as I see it, its very relative and limited, and its gonna end before we realize it.

Thats why I believe that,

it is not we who spend time

but it is the time that is spending us.

the image of being with you did not scare me

Instead, there was a sense of calmness about you,

you made me feel comfortable and warm

some ghosts of the pasts

some scars that u wanna hide

some words that never left your mouth

and some thoughts you never got over

but will you help me unpack my baggage?

will you let me get rid of the demons?

will you admire the stories behind my scars?