my dark passenger

112124 1614 don't know what to do with my life. Almost a year just sitting, in bed all day, doing nothing but browse tiktok and every other apps on my phone

011824 0832 first time that i didn't open my cp after waking up. Stayed in bed for a few minutes and stood up. Silent for a few minutes. Finished one video on youtube for video editing. Breakfast done.

011724 2231 I am thinking now what have i been doing for the past 17 days that i have no work. I think i can say that i have been consistent in cooking my meals and working out. Those two definitely I'm sure. The other times I've spent? Not sure.

010424 2145 I've been writing in my journal notebook for the past few days now. Hoping i will be able to sustain the writings.

010124 0706 Good morning and Happy New Year! This year will bring me prosperity, financial abundance, good health, love, happiness, and security. Welcome and thank you 2024!

010124 0105 happy new year! Kylle was here at my place earlier. Arrived at around 8pm then went home around 9:30pm. We had 2. I still haven't given him the pasalubong from bicol. We still haven't talked about what we are. I was supposed to buy him a gift last Saturday but he said he had plans already on that day so i did not bring it up. I'm not sure if i should still continue what we're having. I'm not sure what he really wants.

122823 1537 kylle just went home.met earliert his morning.had 3 rounds.none for him.he was chatting with someone on his phone.thought he will be here until tonight coz he said he'll be in obar later.we didn't talk about what he asked me the other day on text.i didn't bring it up.dont have the courage.