Darkest Hours

“They watched as she scrolled through old the texts, read old poems, listened to shared songs, browsed pictures from the time before things changed, and they whispered, ‘I suppose she doesn’t know how to deal with heartache yet.’”

“If you already have someone in your heart, and your heart is already stolen by someone; don’t try to steal someone else heart; all by intention. What you can’t give, you should not take that.”

“I may not hurt you the way you hurt somebody, but I will make sure you feel the same way they felt.”

“The difference between us is that I saw love, and you saw lust. The difference between us, is that I meant what I said, but you only made scenarios up in your head. The difference between us is that, I’ll always love you, but you threw me out like I was, nothing but an over worn shoe. The difference between us, is I had hope, and you hung it; with the noose of a rope. The difference between us, is I saw reason; but you only saw treason. The difference between us, is I understand pain, but whenever I was on fire; You’d only set me in the rain, to put out my light, so I wouldn’t feel pain, so that you wouldn’t have to help me in an emotional fight and so that my heat wouldn’t radiate onto you but instead you let it drown in the natural sorrows of the earth and blame my hurting and my “problematic life” for your own spiritual demise, and that, that’s the difference between you and I. I promised to love you for every sunrise, but you stopped loving me as soon as you were afraid that you wouldn’t see light until the next day. Now I cry at every sight of a man that tells me what you did wasn’t right, and that it shouldn’t have happened that way. And if you ever really loved me, even though you never meant what you said. Don’t you dare ever try to come back and mend your way again into my head, and never try to make your way again back into my bed. And if you ever want to, please pack a gun full of lead and pull that trigger to my fucking head, because if I had to go through what you put me through again, babe, I’d much rather be dead.”

Detox