Standing on the shoulders of giants.

when something’s kinda rad, but not too rad

I hope you marry her. I hope she makes you happy. I hope one day you look into her eyes and know that she’s the one. I hope she makes you laugh. I hope she never dismisses your tears. I hope she’s there for you when you need her most and she never makes you question whether you’re enough. I hope she supports you and you support her too. I hope you build each other up. I hope she feels like home after a long day, and her arms feel safe. I hope she does little things absentmindedly which make you smile, and she gets along with your brother. I hope her family are kind to you. I hope you are happy together. I hope you marry her. It is none of my business anymore but I hope she gives you everything you deserve. I hope she gives you everything I never could.

And I finally stopped trying to erase all the feelings I have for you, instead I am now willing to wait for these memories to fade, I am now accepting— maybe someday even I would change.