queequeg died sweetie

I've had it with family obligations pls pls pls stop making me sacrifice every other saturday (which is my only day off btw) to go to some random aunt's 43rd birthday like i do not fucking careeeee and why tf do they insist on me being there for every single random occasion just to not ask me a single question ever and to only ever put me on the very end of the "children's table" which consists of my 3 and 4 yr old cousins and my brother and his gf... and I don't get along with my brother or his gf and I love my little cousins but i really don't want to be at the dinner table with them and once you've seen the way children eat you're appetite is over do you know what I mean and then when I say to just celebrate without me (bc I work so much and it's so hard to find a time where we're all available to celebrate whatever bullshit occasion) they insist on me being there like just fucking leave me beeeeee... and also I live alone i work nearly 50 hours a week like I wanna have time for a social life and my hobbies and I need to run a fucking household like when tf am I supposed to clean my apartment and do my groceries and everything when I'm forced to waste half a saturday sitting at a "children's table" every other week