Damien Sheppard - Berserker

Hello everyone,

I just wanted to put something here to say first, I’ve really enjoyed writing with you all and I’m really sorry to have to drop conversations/threads. I received news recently that my father did pass away, it was very unexpected and I’ve been having a difficult time remaining on track with a few things in life right now. I feel like at this time it would just be best for me to step away from the group, I’ve appreciate how all of you have made me feel a part of the group and it’s hard for for me to step away because I’ve enjoyed writing with you all so much. I just am having a hard time staying connected to Damien, and I don’t know when I’ll be able to be present once more.

I’ve loved writing with Damien with everyone here, and I’ve appreciated everyone who has been patient with me as I’ve been going through things. This group is honestly, very supportive, and it’s full of creative writers. I’d love to write with you all once again some time later down the road.

[pm] Just tell me what you need.

Vengeance is not a purpose, it is a drive. Through my vengeance I found purpose. Perhaps you can, too.

[pm] I think I actually have an idea about how you might be able to help.

[pm] Were or are? I will help you track them, if that is what you want. 

I had nothing else to do. Everything had been taken from me, burned down in the house I grew up in, so vividly I still remember the smell of my family’s burning flesh. I hunted down everyone responsible and at the end of it I still had no family and then I also had no more purpose. I was nothing. 

[pm] Were. And I know more will be coming back. If you want to help then, I won’t turn you away. 

[pm] So you know some of them are in town, then?

I killed everyone I wanted to in order to fulfill my vengeance. It brought me nothing.

[pm] I know some of them were. 

[pm] If there were other wolves in town, Damien, I assure I would know, and I would tell you. There are passerbys, but no pack has been in town for quite some time. 

So it is vengeance that you seek, then. I walked a similar path.

[pm] They didn’t come in a group. They didn’t leave either. I expect more will follow though. 

[pm] My apologies.

All the wolves I know of in this area you do, too. If there is nothing to tell, why speak? 

Then why do you seek to harm them? What good will killing them bring you?

[pm] Then you and I know different wolves. 

Because they killed my family. Actually, no. I don’t have a reason to tell you th I don’t even have a reason to trust you.

[pm] She still has her phone.

You have not asked for help so far. What is that you want me to do, Damien? I love all wolves, yes, but sometimes they need to be taught a lesson. They changed you and abandoned you, why would I stand for that?

[pm] That’s not as fun.

I asked for your help in locating the bastards, if you knew of wolves in the area I thought you’d of let me know. You’ve been quiet. 

[pm] University. For…football. Not the American one, though. I forget what it is called here. 

Why would I not? I told you I want to help you, Damien. That has not changed, despite your absence.

[pm] How am I to write her then.

[pm] She is not. I am surprised you are still here, though, if I may say. No luck? 

Time: Two Years Ago

Location: White Crest 

Summary: Damien wishes he could sleep like the dead. 

[pm] it seems to attract a very speciific type of person

[pm] Have you ever noticed that

[pm] the peopl at Dance Macarb 

[pm] that they arent normal

[pm] so im only worthy of a couch?

[pm] I get it

[pm] I see how it is

[pm] Specific how? 

[pm] Like, they aren’t sober in the least and on something else besides their third cocktail?

[pm] Is someone being strange to you? In a specific way. 

[pm] I’ll come up there.

That’s very sweet of you. I have a set of matching hat and scarf that’s a deep verdant, forest green. I think that will suit you quite well and I definitely think it will succeed in keeping you warm out there. [user attaches the address for Sew La Ti Do]. I’ll be there with your scarf and hat waiting!

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Green, huh? Green will be my new favorite color then. I’ll be by Wednesday then, after I’ve had a chance to clean up after work. 

[pm] But Dance Macarbe IS your scene?

[pm] interetsing 

[pm] Thats interesting

[pm] just the couch huh? 

[pm] Im hurt

[pm] It’s more my style than Flaming Mo’s. 

[pm] if youre fast then Im at Flaming mo’s

[pm] if you’re slow then I’m at Dance Macarbr

[pm] because i’m probably not sticking around here for very much longr 

[pm] Flaming Mo’s isn’t my scene.

[pm] I’ll meet you there.

[pm] Duh!!!

[pm] Obviously thats whats’ happening!

[pm] i might be

[pm] are you? 

[pm] It all makes sense now.

[pm] Always.

[pm] Maybe youu were the one not walking straight

[pm] and so it only LOOKED like i wasn’t!

[pm] Is that supposed to make me want to han out with you?

[pm] Right, maybe that was it, and maybe it’s MY phone that’s acting up and making your text look messed up.