Christmas was difficult this year. Even though I had Phil and the doggies I felt so alone. I cried because I wish I could spend time with my family but I was not able to. Both my brother and sister dislike me and I haven't spoken to them in over 2 years. Sometimes I blame my bipolar disorder. Everything changed when I was diagnosed. I'm just the black sheep. I hardly have close friends anymore either. I hope things change soon.

















