Daffy

i do not want to live in the fucking panopticon fuck the camera that blinks above me at work, the tv watching me at the store, the "smile you're on camera" signs, the ring cameras, the flock cameras, the apps to track your child or partner, the activist friends telling me "just assume everything you do in public is being recorded somewhere", the government building protester databases, the teslas recording every move all around them, the knowledge that everything i type or search or save is being tracked and logged, the ads and search suggestions that mysteriously know what i was just talking about, the way biometrics keep creeping into more places, the way my car spies on me, the way my phone spies on me, the way there is nowhere to go to get away from it!!! no wonder the internet is full of vindictive little stalkers and witchhunts when it's the water and the air of society from the culture to the infrastructure

not to give green day credit but it is immensely funny how often Big Corporation For Guys Men Guys Guy Corporation will be like hi green day play my event. and green day is like ok Big Corporation For Guys Men Guys Guy Corporation but you know we suck dick and penis and want to kill politicians and we are going to play our song we suck dick and penis and want to kill politicians .and Big Corporation For Guys Men Guys Guy Corporation is like ok green day thats cool. and then green day plays their song we suck dick and penis and want to kill politicians. and Big Corporation For Guys Men Guys Guy Corporation is like wtf green day you cant do that you cant play your song we suck dick and penis and want to kill politicians. and this has been happening in a cycle for 30 years.

um I've had good results with welbutrin but that's mainly because I have a depressive disorder and I believe I would've had it if I'd never developed NPD (my mom's been on the same medication since she was like 19)

I know what people are getting at when they say not to do this but I do actually appreciate knowing if someone's mental illness is at work when they give me an apology? like I don't think it's wrong to say "sorry for ghosting you, I had a paranoid episode and could barely look at my phone for two months" or "sorry for missing this event, I was really depressed and couldn't get out of bed" or "sorry I acted really weird and left quickly the other day, something triggered me and I couldn't figure out how to cool down until I was alone" because those are full and complete answers that would be less accurate if the symptom were edited out. I know what those things mean and I would actually prefer to know if my friend messed something up for reasons not entirely within their control rather than have them attempt to take responsibility for things they already actively try to avoid doing.

my approach to blogging whilst having DID is just like. only three of us ever really care about tumblr anyway and none of us are interested in signing our names on posts so why not just post everything in the hosts cadence and hope that nobody cares about our various inconsistencies. and if they do care. well blame your least favourite alter and move on. who care

I am so sorry but I have zero love in my heart for the people that constantly need me to reaffirm that I like them. It’s like having a goddamn tamagotchi beeping in my pocket!!! “Do you hate me :((( do you hate me :((( you haven’t spoken to me for one day you hate me!!!” Like actually, yes, I think I do hate you now!!!

as someone who has ASPD this is how I show affection! so nice to see this treated as something sweet and human rather than manipulative

the thing about mental illness is there's the horrors and stuff but it's also really annoying and inconvenient to have. And people focus on the horrors for obvious reasons but it really is very annoying and very inconvenient

"you don't have to perform around me" sweetheart i have to perform in front of myself

How often have you reblogged this??? It's like every third post I see on my dash??? (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ )

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That's not an answer! I scrolled at least 10 times past this, before I reblogged and I just saw it again! (,,Ծ‸Ծ,, )

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You're a menace to society... (≖_≖)

I am also in a weird mood and bored :3

Valid, but it's still a jump scare every time it reappears on my dash... ฅ^._.^ฅ

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Why do I have the feeling that you will reblog it again... (≖_≖)

What? Me? Noooooooooo :3

Sus (≖_≖ )

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What do I need to do, so that you won't do it again? ಠ_ಠ

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You did it again!!! ( •̀ - •́ )

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/ᐠ •̀ ˕ •́ マ

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Menace! <( ｡ •̀ ᴖ •́ ｡)>

I’m not THAT much a menace :3

IT'S EVERYWHERE!!! ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗ

Hehehehehehheh :3

I can't escape... (=_= )

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I will see this everywhere for the next few days... (~_~)

Hhsheheheeheh harmless chaos

I suppose so... I will post cat pics, maybe then I will get rid of them ( ¬﹏¬)

I should post pics of the wrinkle aliens!

Sphinx cat kittens!