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Summary: Macklin is carrying a month's worth of suffocating pressure on his shoulders, and it only takes a sharp chirp from Igor at practice to make him finally snap. When they retreat to Igor’s apartment to burn off the tension, a night of intense praise and a very embarrassing slip of the tongue forces a confession neither of them expected.
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The tension on the ice had been building all morning, a heavy, static charge that everyone on the team could feel.
Macklin wasn’t playing poorly—he was too much of a perfectionist for that—but his energy was completely off. Every whistle was met with a sharp bite of his skate into the ice, every missed pass with a muttered curse. He was a live wire, wound so tight that even the slightest friction was going to spark.
Igor had been watching him all through the drills. He knew Macklin’s habits better than most, and this agitated, short-fused version of him was a glaring red flag.
The snapping point came during a routine three-on-two rush. Igor misjudged a bounce off the boards, the puck slipping past his stick and clearing the zone. It was a minor mistake, the kind of textbook fluff everyone made at least once a practice.
"Chernyshov, what the fuck are you looking at?!" Macklin barked, his voice cutting sharp across the rink. He skated hard toward Igor, his stick slamming flat against the ice with a resounding crack. "The puck is right there! Wake up!"
The rink went momentarily quiet. A few guys slowed their strides, glancing over. Normally, Igor might have taken the heat or just nodded, but today, seeing the sheer, irrational frustration burning in Macklin’s eyes, Igor just leaned back on his stick. He didn't get upset. Instead, a slow, easy smirk spread across his face.
"When was the last time you got some, man?" Igor chirped back, his voice loud enough to carry. "You seem a little pent up, Celly."
A beat of stunned silence hung in the air, and then the surrounding ice erupted. A few of the guys let out loud oooohs, someone banged a stick against the boards, and a couple of the veterans started laughing openly.
Macklin’s face instantly flushed a deep, furious crimson that had nothing to do with the physical exertion of practice. His jaw tightened so hard the muscle ticked. He glared at Igor, looking for all the world like he wanted to drop the gloves right then and there, but instead, a frustrated, strangled sound escaped his lips. He spun on his heel and skated away, throwing his weight into his strides.
For the rest of practice, Macklin went on an absolute rampage. He was finishing checks harder, putting everything into his wrist shots, and moving like a man possessed. Igor just watched, a knowing look in his eyes, staying out of the blast zone.
:::
An hour after the final whistle, the locker room had completely emptied out. The chaotic energy of twenty-something guys yelling and rushing for the showers had faded into a heavy, humid quiet.
Only the two of them were left.
Igor was sitting on the bench, slowly lacing his sneakers, when he realized the rhythmic sound of Macklin packing his gear had stopped. He looked up.
Macklin was standing by his stall, his back partially turned. His shoulders were dropped, the manic edge from the ice completely drained out of him, leaving him looking small and incredibly tired. He stared down at his hockey bag for a long moment before he spoke, his voice barely above a whisper.
"The last time was with you."
Igor blinked, putting his foot in his shoe. He paused, letting the words sink in, a little confused. "But...Mack, it’s been a month?"
Macklin finally turned around, his eyes tired and heavy as he looked at Igor. He let out a breath that was half-laugh, half-sigh, a bitter edge to it. "Yeah. Exactly. It's been a while."
The pieces clicked together in Igor’s head. The stress, the short fuse, the sheer exhaustion—it wasn't just a product of the pressure of the season. The fact that Macklin had been entirely cut off from his only real release valve, bottling everything up inside his own head because he didn't know how to reach out.
Igor’s expression softened completely. He stood up from the bench, stepping closer into Macklin’s space.
"You know, if you need me...you can just ask," Igor said softly, his tone completely devoid of the teasing chirp from earlier.
Macklin closed his eyes, leaning his head back against the top of his stall. A long, heavy sigh escaped him, running through his whole frame. "You know I don’t like relying on people."
"You can rely on me, though," Igor replied instantly, not dropping his gaze when Macklin opened his eyes again. He reached out, his hand briefly brushing against Macklin's forearm—a grounding, steady pressure. "Come to my place at seven."
Macklin looked at him, the tension in his jaw finally melting away, replaced by a quiet, grateful relief. He nodded once, the air between them finally clearing. "Okay. Seven."
:::
The drive over to Igor’s was the longest twenty minutes of Macklin’s week. He’d spent the afternoon trying to decompress, taking a long, scalding shower to wash off the lingering grit of practice, and deliberately forcing himself to breathe. He wanted to leave the tight, anxious version of himself behind. By the time he pulled up to the apartment, he’d traded his usual structured clothes for an oversized hoodie and a pair of soft gym shorts—the ultimate armor of someone who just desperately needed to unwind.
Inside, Igor had spent the evening doing exactly what he’d promised. He’d cleared away the usual apartment clutter, dimmed the harsh overhead lights, and set a quiet, low energy in the space that felt entirely separate from the chaotic world outside.
When the knock came, Igor opened the door to find Macklin standing on the threshold, looking softer than he had in weeks.
As soon as the door clicked shut behind them, locking out the rest of the world, the final remnants of Macklin's guard dropped. The rigid, hyper-focused posture he carried 24/7 completely vanished. He let out a long, shuddering exhale, closing his eyes as he extended his arms out in a silent, heavy invitation.
Igor let out a low, affectionate chuckle at the sight. He didn't say a word, just stepped right into Macklin’s space, closing the distance between them.
Reaching down, Igor slid his hands firmly under Macklin's thighs and lifted him up in one smooth, effortless motion. Macklin didn't hesitate; he immediately wrapped his legs around Igor’s waist, burying his face straight into the crook of Igor’s neck. A tiny, contented sigh escaped him as he let his entire weight collapse into the hold, trusting Igor completely to carry the load.
Holding him close, Igor adjusted his grip, securing his arms around Macklin's lower back. He took his time, walking steadily through the quiet apartment and carrying him down the short hallway into the bedroom, where the real world couldn't reach them.
Igor moved with deliberate care, walking to the edge of the mattress and easing his frame down to gently deposit Macklin onto the sheets.
But Macklin wasn't ready to let go. The moment his back hit the mattress, his hands slid from Igor’s shoulders up to the nape of his neck, fingers tangling in the short hairs there. With a sudden, needy tug, he pulled Igor straight down with him.
When their lips connected, a hot flash of butterflies erupted in Igor’s chest, a sudden, electric rush that caught him entirely off guard despite how long they’d known each other. It was a dizzying reminder of just how much he’d missed this—how much they both had.
Tempering the sudden jolt of adrenaline, Igor planted his palms on either side of Macklin’s head, steadying his weight above him so he wouldn't crush him. He leaned into the contact, shifting his angle to deepen the kiss into something thick and passionate.
The initial desperation melted into a slow, bruising heat. Every line of tension that Macklin had been carrying all week seemed to dissolve beneath the pressure of Igor’s mouth. Macklin let out a soft, muffled sound against Igor's lips, arching his back slightly, demanding more.
As the kiss grew increasingly desperate, the rhythm lost its tentative edge. Igor slid his hands out from beside Macklin's head, wrapping one arm securely around Macklin's waist and the other sliding under his shoulder, pulling their bodies entirely flush together. The soft cotton of Macklin's hoodie offered little barrier against the heat radiating between them, every inch of contact sending a spark through the quiet bedroom.
The friction between them was an instant, blinding relief. As Igor shifted his weight, pressing his hips down against Macklin’s, a heavy, ragged sigh was wrecked from the back of Macklin’s throat.
They began to grind against each other in a slow, rhythmic heat, the movement desperate and heavy with weeks of unexpressed frustration. Every tight coil of stress that had been winding up inside Macklin over the last month seemed to snap, shattering under the sheer physical weight of Igor’s body pressing him into the mattress.
Igor gripped the hem of Macklin’s oversized hoodie, his knuckles brushing against bare skin as he anchored them together. He was breathing just as hard now, the slow burning heat in his chest exploding into a fierce, consuming need to completely consume and soothe the frantic energy beneath him.
With every roll of their hips, the friction intensified, sending sharp, electric jolts of pleasure straight down their spines. Macklin’s hands dug hard into the fabric of Igor’s shirt, his legs tightening around Igor’s waist to pull him even closer, refusing to let even a fraction of an inch of space come between them. The bedroom was silent save for the friction of sheets, the heavy, synchronized hitching of their breaths, and the low, needy sounds Macklin only ever made when he was completely undone in Igor's arms. It was raw, unhurried, and exactly what they both needed to finally let everything go.
The heat in the room reached a fever pitch, the rhythmic friction driving them both right to the edge. Macklin threw his head back, his eyes tightly shut as a breathless, undone sound escaped him. The constant, suffocating pressure of being the perfect player, the perfect teammate, the perfect man—it all vanished, replaced entirely by the blinding sensation of Igor’s weight and the bruising intensity of their movements.
Igor could feel the exact moment Macklin completely broke. He stopped trying to control his breathing, stopped trying to hold back, his fingers clawing desperately into the fabric of Igor’s shirt as he rode the sudden, overwhelming wave of release.
Seeing Macklin completely unraveled under him sent Igor straight over the line. With a low, ragged groan, Igor pressed flush against him one last time, letting his own release take over, his muscles locking up as the last of the month-long tension finally burned away.
Seeing Macklin completely unraveled under him sent Igor straight over the line. With a low, ragged groan, Igor pressed flush against him one last time, letting his own release take over, his muscles locking up as the last of the month long tension finally burned away.
After a few heavy moments of breathing into the crook of Macklin's neck, Igor slowly pushed himself up. He stepped off the edge of the mattress, his chest still heaving as he quickly stripped off his own clothes, leaving them discarded on the floor before climbing right back onto the bed.
He moved over Macklin again, leaning down to shower him with soft, lingering kisses—pressing them to his jawline, the pulse point on his neck, and down his collarbone—as his hands worked to gently peel the oversized hoodie over Macklin’s head. He tossed it aside and slid the gym shorts down his legs, leaving Macklin completely bare beneath him.
Instead of reaching for a towel to clean them up, Igor shifted lower, his gaze fixed on Macklin’s heavy, sensitive length, which was covered in his own release. Leaning down, Igor trailed his tongue up the smooth skin, licking it clean with slow, deliberate strokes that made Macklin’s hips twitch off the mattress.
Before Macklin could fully process the sensation, Igor leaned over him entirely, taking Macklin’s warm soft length into his mouth. He wrapped his lips tightly around him and began to suck, the wet, sliding friction instantly cutting through the quiet room.
Macklin gasped loudly, his back arching off the sheets as a sharp jolt of pure pleasure shot straight down his spine. Blindly reaching out, his fingers found Igor’s hair, fisting the short strands tight as he tried to anchor himself. The sudden, intense sensation on top of his recent release was a tidal wave of overstimulation, the sheer sensitivity making his head spin as he clung to Igor, completely helpless to the feeling.
Igor didn't slow down, using the tight grip in his hair to guide his rhythm as he swirled his tongue over the sensitive crown. Macklin got hard again remarkably quickly. Every wet, pulling slide of his mouth sent a frantic shiver through Macklin’s entire frame.
"Igor—wait, please," Macklin choked out, his voice a breathless, broken whisper. His knuckles turned white where they were tangled in Igor’s hair, his hips jerking instinctively against the intense, consuming heat. He was so sensitive that every single touch felt magnified tenfold, a sweet torture that was quickly pushing him past his limits all over again.
Recognizing the frantic, overwhelmed hitch in Macklin's chest, Igor finally relented. He slowed his pace, letting his lips trail up the length one last time before gently pulling away.
Macklin immediately collapsed back into the pillows, his chest heaving as he let out a shaky, trembling breath. His legs were still trembling slightly, completely undone by the sudden rush of overstimulation.
Igor crawled back up the mattress, hovering over him with a soft, affectionate expression. He smoothed a few stray hairs away from Macklin’s damp forehead, leaning down to press a tender, reassuring kiss to his lips.
"I got you," Igor murmured against his mouth, his voice low and grounding. "Just breathe, Mack. I've got you."
After a few minutes of quiet rest, allowing Macklin’s breathing to slow and the initial wave of overstimulation to subside, Igor shifted his weight. He slid back down the mattress, settling himself deliberately between Macklin’s thighs while lying on his stomach, completely focused on him.
Igor’s lips, tongue, and mouth went to work, entirely dedicated to driving Macklin to the absolute peak of pleasure. He moved with a slow, agonizingly thorough rhythm, rotating between burying his face against the sensitive heat of Macklin’s ass—opening him up with wet, deliberate strokes of his tongue—and moving back up to take his length into his mouth, sucking hard and deep.
The contrast of the sensations had Macklin’s fingers digging blindly into the bedsheets, a low, continuous groan trapped in the back of his throat.
As Igor transitioned between them, he paused to press heavy, bruising kisses along the insides of Macklin’s thick, powerful thighs. Looking at the strong line of muscle, sculpted from years on the ice, Igor couldn't resist the urge. He leaned in and nipped sharply at the soft skin of Macklin's inner thigh, leaving a dark mark.
Macklin let out a sharp, ragged gasp at the sudden bite, his hips bucking off the bed as the perfect mix of pain and intense pleasure sent a frantic shiver straight through his core.
The sharp nip to his thigh left Macklin completely defenseless, his head rolling back into the pillows as Igor went right back to work.
Igor's tongue searched out every sensitive patch of skin, his mouth hot and unyielding as he alternated between deep, pulling suctions on Macklin's length and wet, teasing strokes lower down. He kept his hands firmly planted on the undersides of Macklin’s heavy thighs, anchoring him in place and keeping him wide open to the onslaught of pleasure.
"Igor, fuck—" Macklin choked out, his voice completely wrecked. His hips were twitching involuntarily now, riding the fine line between absolute bliss and total sensory overload. The sheer thoroughness of how Igor was worshiping him, taking his time with every inch of his body, was driving him insane.
Igor only used that desperate praise to fuel his pace. He sucked harder, his tongue swirling around the crown of Macklin's length before diving back down to press flat, warm strokes against his opening, driving Macklin into a frantic, breathless state.
Macklin’s fingers knotted into the bedsheets so tight his forearms trembled. He couldn't think, couldn't brace himself. He was entirely at the mercy of Igor’s mouth, the heavy, dark heat in his lower stomach building up into a tight, explosive coil that was threatening to snap at any second.
The sudden, blunt pressure of Igor’s finger sliding smoothly inside him was the absolute breaking point.
Macklin didn't even have time to gasp. The unexpected fullness, combined with the intense, unrelenting friction of Igor’s mouth, instantly shattered the last of his control. His hips bucked violently off the mattress, his entire body going rigid as he came immediately, a thick, desperate release spilling over Igor’s lips and chest.
A choked, completely undone sound tore from Macklin's throat, his eyes rolling back as his muscles clamped tightly around Igor’s finger. He was trembling from head to toe, utterly spent and completely consumed by the overwhelming wave of pleasure crashing over him, rendering him entirely breathless against the sheets.
Even as the initial heat of Macklin’s release began to settle, Igor didn’t pull away. He kept his finger slid deep inside, shifting his weight slightly on the mattress so he could crawl higher, trailing his mouth up the smooth skin of Macklin's stomach and ribs, covering every inch of him in warm, lingering kisses.
As he began to move his finger in a slow, steady rhythm, expanding and stretching Macklin from the inside, Igor leaned close to his ear. His voice was a low, gravelly rumble, thick with an absolute, genuine adoration that went far beyond the bedroom. He started muttering specific, heavy praises into the shell of Macklin's ear, his accent wrapping around the words.
"You are so incredible, Mack," Igor murmured, his finger curling slightly inside to open him up further, finding the exact spot that made Macklin let out a shaky breath. "The way you carry the puck, how smart you are on the ice...nobody can touch you. You're the best player out there. So strong, so reliable."
He added a second finger, the slow, deliberate stretch causing Macklin's thighs to tremble where they were draped over Igor’s shoulders. Igor kissed his jawline, his breathing heavy. "Everyone watches you, but you're here. You're mine right now. Let it go, Mack. Just relax for me."
The hyper-specific praise, tailored to the exact pressures Macklin carried every single day, hit different than anything else. It melted the very last of Macklin’s rigid defenses, his mind going completely blank as Igor continued to patiently and thoroughly prep him for what was to come next.
Igor kept up the steady, rhythmic stretch, his fingers working deep inside as his voice continued to fill the quiet room with low, heavy praise. He watched Macklin’s face closely, tracking every twitch of his jaw and every hitch in his breath until he noticed a familiar shift—Macklin’s length was stirring, growing hard and heavy against his stomach once again. Igor is always amazed by Macklin’s seemingly endless ability to come.
Igor paused the movement of his hand, keeping his fingers settled inside to keep Macklin open, and leaned over him. His eyes were dark, heavy with anticipation.
"Do you want my cock?" Igor asked, his voice a rough, quiet gravel.
Macklin didn't hesitate. He nodded his head enthusiastically against the pillows, his fingers blindly reaching up to grip Igor’s shoulders, pulling at him. "Yes. Igor, please."
But Igor didn't comply right away. He stayed exactly where he was, hovering just out of reach, deliberately making Macklin wait. He pulled his fingers out slowly, the sudden absence making Macklin let out a needy, frustrated whine.
"Tell me what you want," Igor murmured, teasing the hot tip of his length against Macklin’s entrance, but not pushing in.
"Please, Igor," Macklin begged, his hips twitching upward in a desperate attempt to close the distance. His eyes were wide, completely unraveled and completely focused on Igor. "I want you inside me. Please, fuck me."
Satisfied with the desperate edge in Macklin's voice, Igor finally gave him what he wanted. He leaned his weight forward, sliding in slowly, inch by inch, letting Macklin's tight, prepared heat adjust to the full width of him. A long, ragged sigh fractured out of Macklin’s throat as he took all of him, his legs curving tightly around Igor's hips.
Igor paused for a moment to let them both breathe, looking down at Macklin's beautiful, blissed-out face. The stress of the past month was entirely gone, replaced by a flushed, heavy daze of pure pleasure.
They locked eyes—a fierce, unyielding connection that grounded them both—as Igor finally braced his hands on the mattress and picked up the pace, driving deep and steady into the heat.
The rhythm they found was nothing short of incredible, a heavy, consuming heat that had them both completely lost to the sensation. Every deep thrust from Igor was met with a desperate, rolling tilt of Macklin’s hips, the friction between them building a thick, intoxicating tension in the quiet bedroom.
Macklin was entirely undone, his mind spinning from the sheer pleasure of it. He was clinging to Igor’s shoulders, his breaths coming in short, ragged gasps, when his brain completely short-circuited.
"Ah—fuck, Cherry—" Macklin gasped out, the word slipping past his lips before he could stop it.
The reaction was instantaneous. Igor froze, slowing his pace down to a complete halt, still buried deep inside. He leaned up on his forearms, looking down at Macklin with a thoroughly amused, deeply questioning look.
"Cherry?" Igor repeated, his accent making the slip of the tongue sound even more prominent.
The moment the word registered in his own ears, Macklin’s face flushed a violent, deep crimson that put his earlier blush on the ice to shame. A look of sheer mortification crossed his features, and he immediately slammed his hands over his face, hiding behind his palms.
"Oh my god," Macklin groaned loudly into his hands, wishing the mattress would just swallow him whole.
But Igor wasn't about to let it go that easily. He let out a low chuckle, nudging his hips forward just enough to make Macklin whine, though he didn't resume the pace. "Cherry? Where did that come from, Mack?"
Macklin went completely rigid under him, stubbornly refusing to answer. He kept his hands clamped tightly over his face, acting like the absolute brat he was when he got defensive, hoping if he stayed quiet long enough, Igor would just drop it and go back to fucking him.
Seeing the stubborn set of Macklin's jaw, Igor decided to play a little dirty. He gripped Macklin’s waist and slowly, deliberately began to pull out, the sudden loss of friction causing Macklin's eyes to snap open.
"No, wait—" Macklin blurted out. Abandoning his pride, his hands flew down to grip Igor's hips tightly, using all his strength to yank Igor right back down, forcing him flush against him again.
"Then talk to me," Igor smirked, hovering just above his lips.
Macklin let out a defeated, frustrated huff, his cheeks still burning. "I saw some fans calling you that on Twitter, okay?" he muttered quickly, the words tumbling out in a rushed, embarrassed confession. "I just...I thought it was cute."
Igor’s smirk widened, a dangerous, knowing glint entering his eyes as the pieces clicked together. It wasn't just the slip of the tongue—it’s the implication behind it. Macklin was notoriously private, rarely spending time scrolling through social media, which meant he’d actively had to go looking.
"You were looking me up on Twitter?" Igor teased, his voice dripping with amusement as he leaned down, brushing his lips against Macklin’s burning ear. "Our golden boy, searching my name?"
The slow, deliberate grind of Igor’s hips starting back up was pure torture. He didn't rush, drawing out each long, agonizing stroke just enough to keep Macklin completely focused on the feeling while he waited for the rest of the confession.
"I wasn't just searching your name," Macklin panted, his fingers digging into the muscle of Igor's shoulders as the heavy friction started to scatter his thoughts again. "I was...I was looking for your first NHL goal. The video from the game."
Igor paused for a fraction of a second, his heart giving a distinct, heavy thump against his ribs before he smoothed out the next deep thrust. "Yeah?"
"Yeah," Macklin breathed, his head rolling back against the pillows, the stubborn, bratty defense completely melting away into something raw and honest. "I watch clips of you playing. A lot. When you're on the ice...the way you protect the puck, Igor, it's insane. Your vision is so good. You make everyone around you look better."
The praises started spilling from Macklin’s pretty lips in a breathless, unchecked rush. He wasn't just talking about hockey anymore; he was looking right at Igor, his eyes wide and glazed with pure adoration. "You're so powerful out there. So fast. I love watching you play, Cherry. You're so fucking good."
Hearing those specific, unfiltered compliments coming from someone as hyper-competitive and elite as Macklin completely riled Igor up. A dark, possessive heat flared in his chest, shattering his patience.
"Yeah? You like watching me, Mack?" Igor growled, his voice dropping into a rough, aggressive rumble.
He didn't wait for an answer. Bracing his hands firmly on either side of Macklin’s head, Igor completely abandoned the slow pace. He began to fuck him harder and faster, his movements turning heavy, deep, and relentless. The bedroom filled with the sharp, erratic sound of Macklin's gasps, his praises turning into high, needy whimpers as Igor drove him wild, using every ounce of his strength to utterly consume the boy beneath him.
The relentless, hard pace drove them both past the point of no return. The air in the room was thick, heavy with the sound of flesh against flesh and the frantic, broken gasps escaping Macklin’s mouth. He was entirely unraveled, his legs locked tight around Igor’s waist, riding every deep, bruising thrust as the tension in his lower stomach coiled into a tight, white-hot knot.
"Igor—fuck, I'm gonna—" Macklin choked out, his head thrashing against the pillows, his fingers clawing desperately into the muscles of Igor's back.
"Together, Mack. Come for me," Igor growled, the friction driving him absolutely insane. He picked up the pace even more, delivering a few final, devastatingly deep thrusts that hit the exact spot, shattering whatever restraint Macklin had left.
Macklin’s body went completely rigid. A loud, entirely undone moan tore from his throat as he came hard, the fluid spilling up across their stomachs.
Seeing Macklin break, the tight, pulsing heat of his release clamping down around him, sent Igor straight over the edge. With a low, primal groan, Igor drove into him one last time, his own release hitting him like a freight train.
As the blinding pleasure crested, Igor leaned down and buried his face into the crook of Macklin's neck, sinking his teeth sharply into the meat of Macklin's shoulder.
The sudden, sharp bite mixed with the overwhelming rush of his climax made Macklin arch his back completely off the mattress, a loud, echoing moan vibrating through the quiet bedroom. He clung to Igor, trembling violently from the sheer intensity of it all, completely spent as Igor poured into him, their heavy, ragged breathing filling the room as the final waves of tension finally washed away.
For a long time, neither of them moved. The only sound in the room was the heavy, synchronized thumping of their hearts and the ragged edge of their breathing slowly leveling out.
Slowly, the tension drained from Igor’s muscles. He collapsed his weight into the mattress beside Macklin, but immediately pulled him flush against his chest, tucking Macklin’s head securely under his chin. Macklin rolled into him without a second thought, his arm heavy as it draped over Igor’s waist. They spent a few quiet minutes just holding each other, letting the afterglow settle over them, before Igor tilted Macklin's chin up.
They began to make out again, but the frantic, desperate edge from before was completely gone. These kisses were soft, lazy, and thick with a quiet warmth, their lips sliding together in a slow, content rhythm that lasted for several minutes until they were both thoroughly dazed.
Finally, Igor gave Macklin one last soft press of his lips and reluctantly rolled out of bed. He padded into the bathroom to quickly clean himself up, returning a moment later with a warm, damp cloth.
When he walked back into the bedroom, he looked down at the bed and felt his chest tighten. Macklin looked absolutely spent. He had curled deeply into the pillows, his limbs heavy and limp, looking like he was about to drop off to sleep at any given second. He was completely pliable as Igor gently wiped away the remnants of their release, cleaning him up with careful, soothing strokes.
As Igor tossed the cloth onto the nightstand and slid back under the covers, Macklin let out a tiny, soft sigh. Without opening his eyes, he mumbled a quiet, "Thank you."
Igor smiled, the expression fond and fiercely protective. He reached out, his fingers gently brushing a few damp strands of hair away from Macklin's forehead. He hesitated for a fraction of a second, his heart rate spiking with a sudden, unfamiliar flutter of nerves. They had hooked up multiple times before, but it always followed a specific script—a release valve for the pressure, followed by a quiet drive home in the dark. They had never crossed the line into something that looked like a shared morning.
Clearing his throat softly, Igor spoke up, a rare touch of vulnerability in his voice. "Hey...you should stay here tonight. You don't have to drive back."
He held his breath, suddenly worried he’d pushed too fast or broken some unwritten rule between them.
But Macklin didn't tense up. Instead, he just shifted closer, burying his face right into Igor's chest, his voice nothing more than a sleepy, muffled murmur against his skin.
"I would like that."
A wave of relief washed over Igor. He wrapped his arms securely around Macklin, pulling him tight against his chest as Macklin's breathing finally slowed into a deep, peaceful sleep.
Sometime later, the room had settled into a profound, heavy quiet. They were still just sitting there in the dark, the sheets tangled around them, when Macklin broke the silence. His voice was quieter now, stripped of all the earlier exhaustion, but carrying a sudden, serious weight.
"I don't want to go another month without being fucked by you," Macklin said bluntly, staring at the ceiling.
Igor shifted, propping himself up on an elbow to look down at him. A soft, easy smile touched his lips. "You don't have to, Macklin. Call me anytime. You know I'm here."
Macklin didn't answer right away. He took a deep, steadying breath, his chest rising and falling sharply. Beneath the covers, Igor could feel the sudden, rapid thumping of Macklin's heart racing against his own chest. The tension in the air shifted, turning thick and vulnerable.
"No, it's not just that," Macklin admitted, his voice cracking slightly before he forced the words out. "I don't want to fuck anyone else. No one is as good as you, Cherny. No one makes me feel as good."
Igor’s breath hitched slightly at the raw honesty of it, but his default instinct kicked in to lighten the sudden intensity. He let out a low, teasing chuckle, bumping his shoulder against Macklin's. "So...you have a crush on me?"
He said it in a completely joking way, expecting Macklin to roll his eyes, push him away, or act like a brat again. Instead, Macklin turned his head on the pillow, looking right at Igor with wide, completely unblinking eyes.
"Yeah," Macklin said softly, his voice steady and dead serious. "I do."
The words hung in the quiet space between them. Igor froze, the smile completely dying on his face. The playful, teasing reply he’d been formatting completely vanished, his brain short-circuiting at the unexpected confession. He wasn't expecting that at all, and for a long, heavy moment, he just stared at Macklin, completely at a loss for words.
The silence stretched a second too long, and Igor could practically see the exact moment the confidence drained out of Macklin. A tight, painful look of worry began to form on Mack’s face, his jaw clenching as he started to pull back, clearly internalizing the quiet as a rejection.
Panic flared hot in Igor's chest. He couldn't let Macklin retreat into his shell—not after he’d just laid himself bare like that.
"Hey—no, look at me," Igor blurted out, his voice a little too loud, a little too rushed in his eagerness to fix it. He scrambled forward, reaching out to cup Macklin’s face with both hands, forcing Mack to lock eyes with him.
"I am just stupid, okay? My brain broke," Igor rushed out, a breathless, self-deprecating laugh escaping him. "I was joking because I didn't think...Mack, I feel exactly the same way."
Macklin blinked, the tense lines of his shoulders loosening just a fraction, though his eyes were still guarded. "You do?"
"Yes, of course I do," Igor said fiercely, his thumbs sweeping soft, grounding circles across Macklin’s cheekbones. "You think I look at anyone else the way I look at you? There is no one else, Mack. I have a crush on you, too. Big time."
The worry on Macklin's face finally shattered, a slow, incredibly relieved smile breaking through his usual guarded expression. Igor let out a breath he felt like he’d been holding all month, leaning down to press a hard, fiercely affectionate kiss to Macklin’s lips just to prove he meant every single word.
Summary: A beach bonfire, a heavily spiked fruit punch, and a very long, very quiet twenty-minute ride home. Will takes advantage of the loud radio to push Macklin straight over the edge, right under their teammates' noses.
Word Count: 1.9K
The salt air is thick and biting, but the heat from the towering bonfire keeps the chill at bay. The fire crackles with a rhythmic, heavy snap, sending a fountain of orange sparks swirling up into the black California sky. Macklin and Will are currently hovering over a portable grill, the smell of charring burgers and hot dogs mixing with the sweet, sharp scent of burning cedar. They’re laughing about something, their voices loud and loose as they jostle for space over the flames.
Nearby, the big blue cooler is a graveyard of melted ice and aluminum. Condensation drips off frosted cans of local IPAs and stray bottles of ginger beer, while a suspiciously bright red fruit punch sloshes in a gallon jug, heavily spiked and dangerously sweet. Eky is the life of the party, currently using a piece of driftwood to flick a crushed beer can across the sand in a makeshift game of beach hockey. He’s shouting instructions in Swedish, his blonde hair windblown and messy, looking like he hasn't a care in the world.
Other teammates are scattered around the glow, huddled over a smaller pit dedicated to s'mores. There’s a chaotic assembly line of dark chocolate slabs and giant marshmallows that are being toasted to a precarious, gooey golden-brown. Half the graham crackers end up in the sand, but nobody seems to care. They just shake them off and keep eating, their faces lit by the flickering amber light.
Colin sits a few feet back from the main heat, leaning his shoulders against a sun-bleached log. He’s the anchor of the group, nursing a single can of lemon sparkling water. He watches with a quiet, amused smirk as Macklin abandons the grill to lean heavily into Will’s space, gesturing wildly with a plastic cup of punch. Macklin is already at that stage where his personal bubble has completely evaporated, his arm draped over Will’s shoulder as he explains, with extreme gravity, why a specific teammate has the worst celebratory dance on the roster.
The music from a half-buried Bluetooth speaker thumps a steady bassline against the sound of the crashing Pacific waves. For a while, the world is just this small, warm circle of light. But as the fire begins to settle into a deep, glowing bed of embers and the wind turns sharper, the high-energy shouting starts to mellow into sleepy, drunken chuckles. Colin finally stands up, brushing the sand from his jeans and jingling his keys—the universal signal that the night is winding down.
The interior of the SUV is a sharp contrast to the wild wind of the beach. It’s warm, smelling of leather and the lingering scent of smoke clinging to their hoodies. In the front, the glow of the dashboard illuminates Colin’s face as he keeps his eyes locked on the dark road, his jaw set in focused concentration. Beside him, Eky is a blur of motion, his silhouette bouncing as he cranks a high-energy Swedish pop track, his voice filling the cabin with loud, rhythmic lyrics that provide a perfect, noisy shield.
In the backseat, the world has narrowed down to the small, shadowed space between Will and Macklin. Macklin is heavy with drink, his head lolling against Will’s shoulder, his movements loose and clumsy. Will, eyes dark and glazed with a sudden, sharp intent, leans in until his lips are brushing against the shell of Macklin’s ear. He whispers something low—short, jagged, and filthy—that cuts right through Macklin's drunken haze.
Macklin bolts upright, his spine snapping straight as he stares at Will with wide, shocked eyes. His breath hitches, his heart hammering against his ribs. Will doesn’t give him a second to recover; he just watches him with a steady, commanding gaze. "Open," Will murmurs, the word barely a breath.
Like an obedient puppy, Macklin’s jaw drops open. Will slides two fingers past his lips, and Macklin’s eyes flutter shut. "Suck on them," Will instructs, his voice a velvety, honest hum that vibrates in the small space between them. "Swirl your tongue around. Make them wet for me, Mack."
The sound of Eky hitting a high note in the front seat drowns out the wet, rhythmic sounds Macklin makes as he obeys, his tongue working frantically over Will’s knuckles. Once the skin is slick with saliva, Will draws his fingers out with a slow, deliberate tug. Before Macklin can even draw a fresh breath, Will’s hand is moving, disappearing beneath the waistband of Macklin’s sweatpants.
Macklin gasps, his body arching instinctively. He leans heavily into Will, seeking the friction, seeking the heat. Will’s hand works with a ruthless efficiency, his fingers sliding between the firm heat of Macklin’s cheeks. When he finds the tight entrance, he doesn't hesitate. He presses one slick finger inside, then another, the lubrication from Macklin’s own mouth making the entry seamless.
"Shh," Will breathes, his face inches from Macklin’s as he starts to move his hand. "You have to be quiet, Macklin. Colin is right there. Eky is right there. You don’t want them to hear how much you like this, do you?"
Macklin’s head falls back against the headrest, a strangled moan building in his throat as Will begins to curl his fingers, stretching him out with slow, grueling precision. The sensation is overwhelming with the vibration of the car, the thumping bass of the music, and the invasive, stretching heat of Will’s hand. Macklin begins to shift, his hips stuttering in an attempt to ride the rhythm of Will’s fingers.
"That's it," Will whispers, his voice a dark, encouraging lure. "Just take it. Relax for me."
As Will picks up the pace, his fingers working deep and insistent, Macklin’s composure begins to fracture. A loud, sharp sob of pleasure threatens to break out, but before it can escape, Will’s free hand comes up, clamping firmly over Macklin’s mouth.
Macklin’s eyes fly open, meeting Will’s in the dark. He’s pinned, silenced, and completely undone. He can only breathe through his nose, his hot, frantic exhales puffing against Will’s palm as he bears down on Will’s hand, his body shaking with the effort. In the haze of his arousal, Macklin reaches out, his hand trembling as it finds the hard, heavy ridge of Will’s cock through his jeans. Will is clearly struggling to keep his own composure, his breath hitching as Macklin’s fingers clumsily try to curl around him.
But Will doesn't let him. He catches Macklin’s wrist with a firm, bruising grip, pulling his hand away and pinning it back down onto Macklin’s own lap.
"No," Will breathes against his ear, his voice dropping into a dark, commanding rasp. "Don't worry about me. Good boys stay still and let themselves be taken care of. You just focus on what I'm doing to you."
Macklin lets out a muffled whine into Will's palm, his head thumping back against the seat as he surrenders to the instruction. He can only endure the rhythmic, stretching friction deep inside him, his world narrowing down to the heat of Will’s touch and the desperate, quiet struggle to stay under the radar while the streetlights flicker past in a rhythmic strobe.
The SUV hits a bump on the highway, sending a jolt through the backseat that only pushes Macklin harder onto Will’s hand. Will doesn't slow down. If anything, his fingers become more demanding, hook-curving deep inside to find the friction that makes Macklin’s entire body go rigid.
"You’re so tight, Mack," Will murmurs, his lips practically sealed against Macklin's ear, his hot breath making the younger player shiver. "Are you trying to hold onto me? Is that it? You’re doing such a good job being quiet. Such a good, obedient puppy."
Macklin is vibrating, his eyes rolled back as he focuses entirely on the sensation of Will’s hand working inside him. The Swedish pop music in the front is peaking, a frantic beat that matches the frantic pace of Will’s fingers. Every time Macklin feels a moan bubbling up, he bites down hard on the meat of Will’s palm, his teeth sinking into the skin as a desperate substitute for a scream.
In the front seat, Eky’s exuberant singing suddenly falters. He shifts in his seat, the blue light of the dashboard catching the sudden, sharp realization in his eyes as he glances back. He sees the way Will is hunched over Macklin, the tension in their bodies, and the rhythmic, hidden motion of Will’s shoulder. The dots connect instantly in his drunken, hazy mind. A mischievous, blurred grin spreads across his face, and he begins to reach a hand back over the center console, his fingers stretching out to join the fray and touch Will's arm.
Before he can make contact, Colin’s hand shoots out from the steering wheel with lightning reflexes. He catches Eklund’s wrist mid-air, his grip like a vice.
Through the thumping bass of the radio, Will thinks he hears Colin’s voice, low and warning. "Eklund, no. We’ve talked about this. Eyes forward."
Eky lets out a small, huffed laugh but doesn't fight it. He allows Colin to guide his arm back to the passenger side. He turns around in his seat, slumping back down and staring out the windshield, though the smug look doesn't leave his face for a second.
"That's it, bite down," Will continues, his voice a dark, encouraging lure as he brings his focus back entirely to the boy underneath him. "Take it all. I can feel you shaking. You're right there, aren't you? Go ahead. Do it for me, Mack. Ruin those clothes."
The tension in the back seat reaches a breaking point. Macklin’s hips give a sudden, violent jerk, and he lets out a muffled, high-pitched whine that is smothered entirely by Will’s hand. He cums hard, the heat of it blooming through the fabric of his grey sweatpants as he weeps silently into Will’s skin, his body sagging as the climax crashes over him in waves.
Will watches, fascinated, as a dark, damp circle spreads across the front of Macklin’s sweats in the dim light of the passing streetlamps. He leans in one last time, nipping at Macklin’s earlobe. "Good boy," he whispers and plants a light kiss to his neck.
Slowly, deliberately, Will withdraws his fingers. Macklin lets out a pathetic, broken whimper at the sudden emptiness, his head lolling back against the seat. He doesn't even have the energy to adjust his clothes. Within two minutes, the combination of the alcohol and the come-down wins. His breathing evens out into a deep, heavy sleep, his head eventually sliding down to rest on Will’s shoulder.
Will sits back, adjusting his own position and exhaling a long, shaky breath. He looks out the window, convinced the loud music and the dark night had given them total cover.
They finally pull into the driveway of the house. The music cuts out abruptly, leaving the cabin in a deafening silence. Colin doesn't turn the engine off immediately. He just sits there, hands still at ten and two on the wheel, staring straight ahead at the garage door.
"Eky, go inside and start the coffee," Colin says, his voice flat and clinical.
"Got it, Grafer," Eky chirps, stumbling out of the car and tripping slightly on the curb as he heads for the front door.
Once the door to the house clicks shut, Colin finally shifts the car into park. He doesn't turn around, but his eyes catch Will’s in the rearview mirror. They are cold and knowing.
"Will," Colin says, his voice dropping into a dangerous, quiet register. "You owe me dinner. A very expensive dinner. For every single thing I just had to hear for the last twenty minutes."
Will freezes, his hand still resting on the sleeping Macklin's arm, the realization hitting him like a bucket of ice water that the SUV’s acoustics weren't nearly as forgiving as he’d hoped.
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Summary: Messy, quiet, and absolutely effective. Will Smith finds out exactly what goes into a Macklin Celebrini hat trick.
Word Count: 1.5k
The silence in the apartment felt heavy, almost clinical, as Macklin stared at the glowing screen of his phone. The text was brief, an apology about a flat tire or a last minute shift—it didn't really matter. What mattered was the sudden, jagged spike of anxiety vibrating under his skin.
He threw the phone onto the sofa and began to pace the length of the hardwood floor. To anyone else, he looked like a focused athlete centering himself, but internally, the gears were grinding. His pre-game ritual wasn’t about ego. It was more about the release. Without that specific moment of physical decompression, his brain felt like a browser with fifty tabs open, all of them screaming for attention. He needed the fog to clear so he could see the ice.
"Shit," he hissed, glancing at the clock. The drive to the SAP Center was looming. He checked his contacts, scrolling past names he hadn't called in months, feeling the desperation claw at his throat. It was too late to bring someone new over.
He stopped in front of Will’s bedroom door. Through the wood, he could hear the faint, rhythmic thud of a hockey puck being toyed with. Will was probably just sitting on his bed, stick-handling a green biscuit to pass the time.
Macklin took a breath, his fingers hovering over the handle. He and Will were close—bonded by their experience, the city, and the massive expectations on their shoulders—but this was a line they hadn't crossed. Yet, the pressure in his chest was winning over his pride.
He pushed the door open. Will was exactly where he expected, perched on the edge of his mattress. He looked up, a lopsided grin forming. "Ready to head out, Mack? You look like you're vibrating."
"I'm stuck," Macklin said, his voice lower than usual. He stepped into the room, closing the door behind him with a soft click that made the air in the small space feel suddenly pressurized.
Will set the stick aside, his expression shifting to something more attentive. "Stuck how? Equipment? If you forgot your lucky socks again—"
"No, it's the ritual, Smitty," Macklin interrupted. He didn't dance around it. He knew Will knew he usually had company before games. "The girl bailed. I’m wired, man. I can’t go out there with my head feeling like this. I need...I need a favor."
Will blinked, his brows knitting together as he processed the directness of it. There was a beat of silence where the only sound was the hum of the AC. Macklin expected Will to laugh it off or maybe get hit with that sudden, awkward realization of what was being asked.
"A favor," Will repeated slowly. He leaned back on his hands, looking Macklin up and down. He wasn't recoiling. If anything, he looked like he was evaluating a play on the fly. "You're asking me to step in?"
"I'm asking you to help me clear my head," Macklin corrected, his heart hammering against his ribs. "Straight up. No weirdness after. Just...I need to get this out of my system before we hit the locker room."
Will let out a short, dry breath that wasn't quite a laugh. He looked at the floor, then back at Macklin. "You think I'd be any good at it?"
"I think you're a fast learner," Macklin countered, the tension in his jaw beginning to ease just a fraction as he saw the hesitation in Will’s eyes start to melt into a focused, competitive curiosity.
Will stood up, closing the distance between them. The height difference felt more pronounced in the quiet of the bedroom. "Alright," Will said, his voice steadying. "If it gets you on the board tonight, Mack, I'm in. Show me what you need."
The shift in the room was instantaneous. The air, once filled with the mundane scent of hockey gear and laundry detergent, suddenly felt thick and electric. Will didn’t back down. He just nodded, his eyes tracking Macklin’s movements with a focused, analytical intensity—the same look he had when breaking down film.
Macklin grabbed a spare pillow from the bed and tossed it onto the hardwood, the dull thud echoing in the quiet apartment. He didn’t hesitate, his fingers working the drawstring of his sweats and pushing them down. As he settled onto the bed, he leaned back on his elbows, legs spread wide. He felt exposed, but the familiar spike of pre-game adrenaline was already starting to transmute into something much more visceral.
"Get down here, Smitty," Macklin rasped.
Will sank onto his knees on the pillow. Up close, the reality of the situation hit him. He’d had plenty of girls do this for him, and he’d wondered, in late-night passing thoughts, what it would be like from the other side. Now, looking at Macklin—flushed, tensed, and waiting—he realized he wanted to know.
He reached out, his fingers trembling slightly as he guided Macklin toward his mouth. When he first took him in, it was unpracticed. Will’s teeth grazed him, and a stray thread of saliva escaped the corner of his mouth, slicking the base of Macklin’s shaft. It was messy and uncoordinated, but the heat of Will’s mouth was incredible.
"Easy, easy," Macklin groaned, his head falling back. He reached down, his fingers burying deep into Will’s short hair. He wasn't forcing him down; instead, he was grounding himself, his knuckles white as he gave a firm, steady pull that forced Will to tilt his head back and take more. "There...yeah. Use your tongue, Smitty. Just like that."
Will found a rhythm, his confidence growing with every low, broken sound Macklin made. He liked the weight of Macklin’s hand in his hair, the way it felt like an anchor. The messiness of it—the wet sounds of friction and the heat pooling between them—didn't gross him out. Instead, it was an ego trip. He was the one doing this to the team’s golden boy. He was the one clearing Macklin's head.
"Fuck, you're...you're doing so good," Macklin panted, his hips beginning to twitch in a sharp, rhythmic stutter. He was talking Will through it now, his voice a series of strained commands and appreciative moans. "Right there...don't stop. Faster, Will. Please."
The tension in Macklin’s thighs corded like steel cables. He felt the familiar, rolling wave of release crashing toward him, sharper than usual because of the person at his knees. His grip in Will’s hair tightened, pulling him flush against his lap as his body bucked.
"Fuck, Smitty!" Macklin cried out, his voice cracking as he came.
Will didn't flinch. As the heat filled his mouth, he didn't pull away or reach for a towel. He swallowed, his throat working in a slow, deliberate gulp that sent a fresh shockwave through Macklin’s cooling nerves.
Macklin slumped back against the bed frame, chest heaving, his eyes blown wide as they landed on Will. "You...you swallowed?"
Will wiped the corner of his mouth with his thumb, a dark, satisfied glint in his eyes. He realized, with a start, that he wasn't just doing this for the team. He liked the taste, he liked the control, and he liked the way Macklin was looking at him right now—like he’d just discovered a whole new side to his teammate.
"Yeah," Will said, his voice husky but steady. "I did. Let’s go win a game, Mack."
—
The energy inside the SAP Center was electric, a jagged wall of sound that didn't let up for sixty straight minutes. On the ice, Macklin played like a man possessed. Every movement was fluid, every decision instantaneous. The heavy, clouding fog of pre-game nerves had been replaced by a razor-sharp clarity that felt almost like a superpower.
By the time the final horn blared, the ice was littered with hats. Macklin had netted three, and the Sharks had secured a dominant shutout.
Back in the locker room, the atmosphere was chaotic. Music was blasting, and teammates were shouting over the noise, shoving Macklin in celebration. Through the crowd of sweating bodies and shedding gear, Macklin’s eyes found Will’s. Smitty was sitting at his stall, peeling off his socks, looking remarkably calm for someone who had just helped orchestrate a clinic on the ice.
They didn't speak until the media had cleared out and the room had thinned, leaving only a few players lingering near the showers. Macklin was leaning against his stall, still buzzing from the adrenaline, when Will wandered over, throwing a towel over his shoulder.
"Hell of a game, Mack," Will said, his voice low enough to stay between them. "I’d say you seemed pretty...relaxed out there."
Macklin let out a short, breathless laugh, looking down at his skates. "Yeah. I felt good. Best I've felt in a long time. Everything just clicked."
Will stepped a little closer, the ghost of a smirk returning to his face. He leaned in, his shoulder brushing against Macklin's as he lowered his voice to a conspiratorial whisper.
"Well, looking at the scoreboard, it's hard to argue with the results," Will teased, his eyes flickering with a sudden, playful intensity. "Maybe we should make that a permanent part of the routine. If it's going to get you a hat trick every night, I think I can handle the sacrifice."
Macklin looked up, caught between a grin and a flush of heat that had nothing to do with the game. "You're serious?"
Will just winked, heading toward the showers. "Check the stats, Mack. Results don't lie."
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Summary: In Saginaw, they were magic. In San Jose, they’re lethal. But between the teal jerseys and the Russian whispers, some things are getting harder to translate.
Word Count: 8k
Release Date: The next time Cherny or Misa get a point 🩵 04.13.2026
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note: any italicize dialogue is being spoken in Russian
The locker room was emptying, the heavy thud of gear bags and the hiss of the showers fading into a hum. Michael sat on the bench, his chest still tight from the morning skate, trying to focus on the tape in his hands. He was methodical, or trying to be, but his pulse was a frantic, stuttering beat against his ribs.
Then came the weight. The bench groaned as Igor sat, the heat radiating off his frame hitting Michael like a physical wall. Igor didn't say anything at first. He just leaned forward, elbows on his knees, his broad shoulders encroaching on Michael’s space until their jerseys brushed.
Michael’s fingers slipped. The tape tangled.
"Misa."
Igor’s voice was a low vibration that seemed to settle right in the marrow of Michael’s bones. He didn't wait for Michael to look up. He reached out, his hand large and calloused, and simply covered Michael’s hands where they clutched the stick.
Michael froze. He could feel the individual ridges of Igor’s fingerprints pressing into the backs of his hands. The air in the room suddenly felt too thin, too recycled.
"Still so fast," Igor murmured. He didn't pull the stick away. Instead, he slid his palm down, his fingers forcing their way between Michael’s until their hands were fully interlaced over the blade. He squeezed, a slow, heavy pressure that made Michael’s breath hitch. "In Saginaw, you are fast. Here, you are...frantic. Why?"
Michael swallowed, his throat dry as sandpaper. He looked down at their joined hands—pale Canadian skin disappearing under the scarred knuckles of the Russian. Igor leaned in closer, the scent of cold rink air and citrus-sharp soap clouding Michael’s head. His lips were inches from the shell of Michael’s ear.
"It’s just...the coffee," Michael managed, his voice a breathless thread. "I had too much. You’re just—you’re confusing the words, Igor. You mean I’m 'energetic.' You don't know what you're saying."
Igor didn't laugh. He let out a slow, hot exhale that ghosted over Michael’s neck, sending a violent shiver down his spine. He tilted his head, his gaze dropping to Michael’s mouth with a devastating, quiet focus.
"I know the words," Igor said, the English deliberate, his thumb tracing a heavy, rhythmic circle over Michael’s pulse point. He didn't let go. He leaned in until their foreheads almost touched, his blue eyes darkened to the color of deep water. "I know 'want.' I know 'stay.' You think I am stupid, Misa?"
Michael’s heart slammed against his teeth. He wanted to bolt, but he also wanted to pull Igor’s head down and bridge the last inch. He was certain Igor was just being…european…just being too comfortable, too blunt without realizing how it translated. He had to be.
"You're just...messing around," Michael choked out, finally wrenching his hand back. His skin felt cold the second the contact broke.
Igor’s gaze lingered on Michael’s mouth for a heartbeat too long, the quiet intensity in the locker room turning the air thick and heavy. He finally straightened up, the movement fluid and powerful, his silhouette cutting a sharp line against the rows of empty stalls.
He didn't walk away immediately. He took a step back, just enough to let the cool air rush back in between them, though the phantom heat of his hand still burned against Michael’s skin. Igor reached out, his fingers grazing the collar of Michael’s practice jersey, smoothing the fabric with a slow, deliberate tug.
"Don't be late for the bus, Misa," Igor murmured, his voice dropping into that low, resonant register that Michael felt in the base of his spine.
He didn't wait for an answer. He turned and headed toward the showers, his stride easy and confident. Michael sat there, paralyzed, watching the way Igor’s shoulders moved under his gear until he disappeared around the corner.
The silence that followed was deafening. Michael looked down at his hands—they were still trembling. He gripped the bench until his knuckles turned white, trying to convince himself that Igor was just being a supportive teammate, that the word 'want' was just a fluke of a developing vocabulary.
"He doesn't know," Michael whispered to the empty room, his voice sounding small and unconvinced. "He definitely doesn't know."
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The ice at Sharks Ice was scarred and gray by the end of the second hour, but the air felt electric. Warmer, somehow.
Coach had blown the whistle ten minutes ago, shifting the magnets on the whiteboards. Igor had been pulled from the top-line rotation with Macklin and Will—a powerhouse unit that usually ate up all the oxygen in the room. Now, he was skating toward the second-line circle, his long, powerful strides bringing him right into Michael’s orbit.
"Misa," Igor said as he glided up, his breathing steady, his eyes locked on Michael’s face. He didn't say anything else, just tapped his stick once against Michael’s shin guards. A quiet, heavy acknowledgment.
On their right was Graf, looking back and forth between the two of them with a curious, analytical squint.
"Alright, boys," Warso barked from the bench. "Let's see if the Saginaw magic still works. Full speed. Go."
The puck dropped, and the world narrowed.
It was more than clicking; it was a haunting, muscle-memory reflex. Michael didn't even have to look. He knew the exact moment Igor would peel off toward the back post; he knew the specific weight Igor wanted on a saucer pass into the high slot. They moved in a lethal, synchronized dance, cutting through the defensive pairing like they were back in the OHL, playing against teenagers instead of NHL veterans.
Michael zipped a blind, backhand pass through a defender’s legs. Igor was already there, his blade hitting the ice a millisecond before the puck arrived, Redirecting it into the top corner with a violent, satisfying thwack against the netting.
"Holy shit," someone said from the bench.
They ran it again. And again. It was effortless. It was a secret language written in skate edges and peripheral vision. Every time they finished a rep, Igor would skate back toward the center circle, hovering just a little too close to Michael, his shoulder clipping Michael’s in a way that felt like a claim.
"You are still where you belong," Igor murmured as they lined up for the final drill, his voice a low, rough rasp through the air.
Michael felt the heat flare up his neck. "I’m just...I'm just playing center, Igor. Don't get weird."
"I am not being weird," Igor countered, his gaze burning through the mesh of his visor. "I am being...precise."
The whistle blew, ending the session. As the team huddled at center ice, Coach was nodding, scribbling furiously on his clipboard. "Misa, Chernyshov...that’s staying. I don't know why we waited three weeks to try that, but I’ve seen enough."
As they began the slow skate toward the gate, Macklin Celebrini pulled up alongside Michael, a mischievous, knowing grin plastered on his face. He nudged Michael’s shoulder with his elbow.
"Damn, Mikey," Macklin chirped, loud enough for a few other guys to hear. "I thought me and Will had chemistry, but you and Igor? That’s not hockey. That’s like...soulmate stuff. You guys even breathe at the same time."
"Shut up, Mack," Michael snapped, his face turning a shade of red that clashed horribly with his teal practice jersey.
"No, seriously," Macklin continued, glancing back at Igor, who was trailing just half a step behind Michael’s left shoulder. "Igor, what’s the secret? How do you know exactly where he's going?"
Igor didn't even blink. He reached out, his heavy, gloved hand coming down on the nape of Michael’s neck, a brief, possessive squeeze that made Michael’s knees go weak.
"I have been watching Misa for a long time," Igor said, his English thick and dangerously steady. "He is easy to read. Especially when he is...frustrated."
The locker room was going to be a nightmare. Michael could already feel the 'soulmate' chirps coming from the veterans, but all he could focus on was the ghost of Igor's hand on his neck and the terrifying thought that Igor might actually know exactly what he was saying.
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The locker room was a hum of receding noise—the heavy clack-clack of skate guards on rubber mats, the rhythmic thud of stall doors, and the fading echoes of Gaud’s relentless chirping. Michael took his time, meticulously unlacing his skates, his head down as he tried to let the heat in his face die down.
"Misa."
The voice was closer than he expected. He looked up to find Igor already dressed in a charcoal hoodie, his damp hair pushed back, leaning against the wood of the stall next to Michael’s. The locker room was nearly empty now, just the two of them and the distant sound of a vacuum in the hallway.
"You are hungry?" Igor asked. It wasn't really a question. It was an observation, his blue eyes tracking the way Michael’s shoulders finally dropped an inch. "I know a place. Good fish."
Michael felt that familiar, traitorous skip in his chest. He should say he had errands. He should say he was meeting Sam. "Yeah," he said instead, his voice a little too quick. "Yeah, I’m starving. Let’s go."
The ghost of a smirk played on Igor's lips. "Good."
Igor’s car was a sleek, dark beast that smelled like leather and that same sharp citrus cologne Michael could never quite get out of his head. As they pulled out of the Sharks Ice parking lot, the midday San Jose sun hitting the windshield, the silence between them wasn't awkward. It was heavy. Igor drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting casually on the center console, his fingers tapping a slow, rhythmic beat that Michael found himself hypnotically watching.
They ended up at a small, sun-drenched spot near Santana Row. The table was small, forcing their knees to occasionally brush under the wood—a contact Michael tried to ignore but felt like a live wire every time it happened.
"So," Igor said, leaning back after the plates were cleared. He wasn't talking about the power play or the forecheck. "You like it here? Truly? Not just the hockey."
Michael blinked, surprised by the shift. "I do. The weather is...I mean, coming from Ontario, the sun is a bit of a shock. But I like the pace. It feels like everyone is building something here."
"It is like us," Igor murmured, his gaze dropping to the glass of water he was turning between his fingers. "In Saginaw, we were kids. Now..." He looked up, his eyes locking onto Michael’s with a sudden, searing intensity. "Now we are men. We can build something real."
Michael swallowed hard. He reached for his own drink, his hand brushing Igor’s in the process. He didn't pull away immediately this time. "It’s different," Michael agreed, his voice a low breath. "Everything feels...higher stakes."
"High stakes is good," Igor said. He stood up, tossing a few bills on the table before Michael could even reach for his wallet. "Makes the win better."
As they walked back to the car, the air was warm, smelling of jasmine and exhaust. Igor didn't head back toward Michael's place or the rink. Instead, he pulled up his GPS.
"I have the film from this morning," Igor said as he shifted into drive, his profile sharp against the California light. "The transition plays. I want to see how we look from above. You come to my place? We watch together."
It was a professional request. It was about hockey. But the way Igor said together—slow and deliberate, his tongue clicking against his teeth—made Michael’s heart hammer a frantic rhythm against his ribs.
"Yeah," Michael said, staring out the side window so Igor wouldn't see the way he was biting his lip. "Yeah, let’s look at the film."
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The drive to Igor’s apartment was shared in silence. In the car, the afternoon sun slanted through the windows, catching the sharp line of Igor’s jaw and the focused, quiet way he handled the wheel. Michael kept his gaze fixed on the passing palms of San Jose, his mind a messy loop of Saginaw highlights and the heavy, lingering heat of Igor’s hand on his neck from the rink.
When Igor pushed the door open, the apartment didn't feel like a high-end rookie's landing pad. It was warm—surprisingly so—and smelled of cedar and the faint, clean scent of the tea Igor brewed by the gallon. It was lived-in in a way that felt permanent. A heavy, cream-colored wool throw was tossed over the back of a deep leather sofa that had seen better days, and a stack of books—some with Cyrillic spines, others dog-eared English paperbacks—crowded the coffee table.
"Sit, Misa. I get the laptop," Igor said, his voice dropping into that low, resonant frequency that always seemed to vibrate in Michael's marrow.
Michael sank into the sofa. The leather was soft, cool against his jeans, but the cushions were deep enough to swallow him. He felt exposed in the quiet of the room, far from the white noise of the arena. When Igor returned, he didn't take the armchair. He sat right next to Michael, his heavy frame dipping the cushions and pulling Michael toward him by sheer gravity. Their thighs pressed together, a long, burning line of contact that Michael tried—and failed—to ignore.
Igor clicked through the frames of the morning skate. The blue light of the screen washed over them, casting long shadows against the warm walls.
"Look," Igor murmured. He paused a clip of Michael cutting through the neutral zone. "Your edges here. In Saginaw, you are fast because you have to be. Here, you are...dangerous. You see Klinger? He is playing back because he knows you will embarrass him."
Michael looked at his own image on the screen, feeling that familiar, nagging doubt. He picked at a loose thread on his hoodie, his head ducking. "I don't know, Cherny. I almost fumbled the transition. I’m just...I’m just trying to keep up with you and Reggie."
Igor didn't scoff. He turned, the movement slow and deliberate, until his broad chest was inches from Michael’s shoulder. "Keep up?" he repeated, the word sounding rough and foreign. "Misa, you are second overall. You are the heart of this line. But you act like you are still the 15-year-old kid with the 'exceptional' tag, afraid to make a mistake."
"It’s not that," Michael whispered, his voice catching. "It’s just a lot of pressure. I don't want to let anyone down. Especially not you."
The room went completely still. The only sound was the hum of the refrigerator and the frantic, quiet thud of Michael’s heart.
Igor didn't answer with words. He reached out, his hands large and calloused, and took Michael’s face between his palms. His thumbs traced slow, heavy arcs over Michael’s cheekbones, his grip firm enough to ground him but soft enough to make Michael’s breath hitch. Igor leaned in until their foreheads were almost touching, his blue eyes searching Michael’s with a searing, quiet intensity.
"You could never let me down," Igor said, his English perfect, his voice a low growl. "You are Michael Misa. I am still here because I wanted to play with you. Remember that."
Michael felt his eyes sting, a rush of shy, overwhelming heat flooding his chest. He felt small in Igor’s hands, but for the first time, he didn't feel like he had to hide.
Igor let his hands linger for a heartbeat longer before slowly pulling away, though he didn't move an inch back. He settled his weight against the sofa and draped his arm over the back, his hand dangling just inches from Michael’s shoulder. It was a silent invitation, a bridge built out of shadows and cedar-scented air.
Michael took a shaky breath and leaned. He let his head fall against Igor’s shoulder, his heart hammering so hard he was sure Igor could feel it through the layers of their clothes. He waited for the joke, for the teammate like pat on the back.
It never came. Instead, Igor’s arm tightened, his hand hooking around Michael’s shoulder and pulling him flush against his side. He tucked Michael into the hollow of his frame, his chin resting lightly atop Michael's head.
They went back to the film, the silent highlights of their magic flickering on the screen. But Michael wasn't watching the goals. He was listening. Pressed against Igor’s ribs, he could hear it—the rhythmic, frantic, and undeniably fast beat of Igor’s heart.
It was racing, matching Michael’s beat for beat, a secret language that didn't need a single word of English to understand.
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Toronto in mid-winter was a stark, biting contrast to the perpetual spring of San Jose, but inside the hotel, the air was still and climate-controlled. For the first time on a road trip, there had been no pretension of separate rooms. No late-night hallway treks or "forgetting" a phone charger just to have an excuse to knock on a door. Their bags were side-by-side in the suite, their shared space a silent acknowledgment of the shift that had happened between them.
Michael stood in front of the full-length mirror, struggling with the silver cufflinks his mother had given him for his draft day. He could hear the low hum of Igor moving in the bathroom, the sound of a comb clicking against marble.
When the door opened, Michael’s breath hitched. Igor was in a deep navy wool that made his shoulders look impossibly broad, a crisp white shirt open at the collar. He looked expensive, lethal, and entirely too composed.
Igor walked up behind him, his reflection looming over Michael’s in the glass. He didn't say anything at first, just reached out and took Michael’s wrists, his large fingers steadying the erratic shaking of Michael's hands to slide the cufflinks into place.
"You are staring, Misa," Igor murmured, his eyes meeting Michael’s in the mirror. He leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of Michael’s ear as he whispered in Russian, "You look so beautiful."
Michael felt the heat ignite at the base of his spine. "What...what was that? Is that about the tie? Because I can change it."
Igor just smirked, a slow, devastating pull of his lips that didn't reach his eyes. They stayed dark, fixed on Michael’s flushed face. "It is about the view," Igor said in English, his voice a low gravel. "Let’s go. I am hungry."
The restaurant Michael had chosen was a hidden gem in Yorkville, tucked away behind an unassuming heavy oak door. Inside, it was a cathedral of old-world luxury: dim amber lighting, velvet banquettes the color of spilled wine, and the low, sophisticated murmur of Toronto’s elite. The scent of truffle, woodsmoke, and expensive bourbon hung heavy in the air.
They were seated in a corner booth, the shadows shielding them from the rest of the room. A bottle of vintage Barolo arrived, the deep red liquid catching the candlelight as the waiter poured.
"To Toronto," Igor said, lifting his glass. "To your home."
"To the road trip," Michael countered, his heart performing a slow roll in his chest.
As the meal progressed—rich wagyu carpaccio followed by handmade agnolotti—the wine began to loosen the tight coil of professionalism that usually held them together. Igor was in a mood Michael hadn't seen before: playful, sharp, and relentlessly flirty. He spent the entire dinner leaning across the small table, his forearm resting dangerously close to Michael’s, his fingers tracing patterns on the white linen.
They talked about the city, about the pressure of the upcoming game against the Leafs, but the conversation kept veering into deeper waters.
"I used to watch you play," Igor said, his voice dropping as he swirled the last of the wine in his glass. "In the OHL. I would sit on the bench and think, this boy plays like he is haunted. I wanted to know what you were thinking when you scored."
Michael felt exposed, the warmth of the wine making his skin feel too tight. "I was just thinking about the next shift. I didn't know you were watching me like that."
"I was always watching," Igor corrected. He reached out, his hand finally bridging the gap, his thumb grazing over Michael’s knuckles. The touch was heavy, intentional. He leaned in, the candlelight dancing in the blue of his irises. "I could never take my eyes off you."
"Igor," Michael breathed, his head spinning. "The Russian...you know I don't know what you're saying. You’re doing it on purpose."
Igor’s smirk widened, showing a hint of teeth. He didn't pull his hand away; instead, he turned Michael’s hand over, tracing the lines of his palm with a slow, agonizing deliberation.
"Maybe," Igor whispered, his English perfect and sharp. "Or maybe I am saying the things you are too scared to hear in English yet."
He signaled for the check, his gaze never leaving Michael’s. The air between them was thick, charged with the kind of electricity that precedes a massive storm. Michael followed him out into the biting Toronto night, the cold air hitting them like a physical shock, but as they climbed into the back of the waiting car, all Michael could feel was the burning heat of Igor’s side pressed firmly against his own.
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The gold-toned lights of the Toronto hotel felt too bright, cutting through the comfortable haze of the Barolo as they retreated into the suite. The door clicked shut, sealing out the hallway and leaving them in a silence that suddenly felt heavy, stripped of the restaurant’s velvet distractions.
Michael kicked off his shoes and sank onto the edge of the nearest bed. The mattress dipped, and a moment later, Igor sat across from him. He had shed his jacket, his white shirt unbuttoned at the throat, sleeves rolled up to reveal the powerful, corded muscle of his forearms. In the dim glow of the bedside lamp, he looked like a shadow Michael had been chasing since Saginaw.
"You are thinking too much, Misa," Igor murmured. His voice was a low, resonant frequency that seemed to vibrate in the marrow of Michael’s bones. He didn't move away; he leaned forward, elbows on his knees, his physical presence encroaching on Michael’s space until their knees were inches apart.
Michael looked up, his head swimming just enough to make him feel reckless. "I was just thinking about...before. Before San Jose. Before we were like this."
Igor tilted his head, his gaze steady and unreadable. "Before?"
"You never talk about it," Michael said, the words tumbling out a little too fast. "Home. Or girls. Or...anyone. I know you’re not seeing anyone now, but I don't actually know anything about your history. Was there someone back in Russia?"
The temperature in the room seemed to drop. Igor didn't flinch, but his expression flattened, the playful, flirty spark from dinner vanishing behind a shuttered, stoic mask. He looked down at his own hands, his large fingers interlacing over his knees.
"History," Igor repeated, the word rolling off his tongue with a low, cold resonance. "There is not much to tell. In Russia, you play hockey, you go home. There were...distractions. Girls for the photos, for the parents. But nothing that stays. It was empty. All of it was a sham."
"What does that mean?" Michael whispered, leaning in, desperate to bridge the sudden gap.
"All fake," Igor translated after a moment, his eyes snapping back to Michael’s with a searing, quiet intensity. He shifted, his jaw tightening until a small muscle jumped in his cheek. "And you, Misa? You ask because you have a long list? You were the star in Ontario. Everyone wants the second overall pick."
Michael swallowed hard, the warmth of the wine turning into a leaden weight in his stomach. The sudden frost in Igor’s tone made him pull his shoulders in.
"It wasn't a list," Michael muttered, looking down at the carpet. "But yeah. Before Saginaw...there were people. High school. A few girls. A guy I saw for a few months back in eighth grade. I wasn't exactly hiding away."
Igor’s gaze didn't flicker, but his posture went rigid. The air between them, once thick with shared heat, was now brittle. He looked at Michael as if he were seeing a stranger—someone with a life and a past that didn't involve him.
"So you are the expert," Igor said, his English sounding clipped and dangerously formal. "You know how these things go. You have your...experiences."
"I didn't say that," Michael snapped, the defensive edge in his voice cutting through the quiet. "I just...I haven't really seen anyone since I started with the Spirit. There hasn't been time."
"Because of hockey?" Igor asked, leaning back just enough to break the shared warmth between their knees. "Or because you are waiting for someone better than what you found in Saginaw?"
Michael felt a flush that had nothing to do with the wine. He gripped the edge of the mattress, his knuckles turning white. The secret was burning in the back of his throat, the name he had been carrying for the last few years, but the coldness in Igor’s eyes made it impossible to let out.
"There is someone," Michael said, his voice barely a breath. "Someone I like. A lot. But it’s..it’s complicated. I don't talk about it and I don’t know how they feel."
Igor stared at him for a long, agonizing beat. The silence was heavy, punctuated only by the distant, muffled siren of a Toronto ambulance. Igor’s expression didn't soften; if anything, he looked more distant than he had in the locker room months ago.
"Complicated," Igor echoed, a faint, bitter trace of a smile touching his lips. "Certainly. Of course."
He stood up abruptly, the mattress bouncing with the sudden loss of his weight. He didn't look back at Michael as he walked toward the bathroom, his movements stiff.
"I am tired, Misa," Igor said over his shoulder. "We have morning skate. Do not stay up late thinking about your...complicated person."
The door clicked shut, leaving Michael alone in the dim light. The validation he’d felt earlier was gone, replaced by a hollow ache. He stared at the closed door, wondering if the language barrier was finally working in Igor’s favor—allowing him to shut Michael out the moment the truth got too close.
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The morning skate at Scotiabank Arena was a disaster class of missed connections. The magic that had been their trademark for weeks had vanished, replaced by a clumsy, stuttering rhythm. Michael felt like he was skating through slush, his head spinning with every cold, monosyllabic response Igor gave him. He couldn’t understand it. He’d been honest—mostly—and yet Igor was treating him like a stranger he was forced to work with.
The game against the Leafs was worse. Michael sent a pass to where Igor should have been, but Igor had already peeled away. They finished the night with a minus-two rating, and the air in the locker room afterward was suffocating.
"Rough night, boys?" Macklin asked, his voice uncharacteristically quiet as he looked between the two of them. "You guys looked...disconnected."
"We’re fine," Michael snapped, his voice sharp and defensive as he tore at his laces. "Just a bad game. It happens."
Igor didn't even look up. He just grabbed his towel and headed for the showers without a word, his shoulders a rigid, frozen line.
When they finally let themselves into the darkened suite that night, the tension was a physical weight. Michael moved to his bed, his heart heavy, expecting another night of the cold shoulder.
He was sitting on the edge of the mattress, head in his hands, when the bed dipped.
Igor didn't stay on his own side. He sat down right behind Michael, and before Michael could even breathe, a heavy, warm arm reached around his waist and pulled him backward. Igor didn't let him go; he settled against the headboard and tucked Michael firmly into the crook of his arm, his chest a solid, steady heat against Michael’s back.
"Misa," Igor murmured, his voice no longer cold, but rough with a quiet, exhausted vulnerability.
Michael didn't fight it. He let himself go limp, leaning his head back against Igor’s shoulder, the scent of cedar and hotel soap finally grounding him. "You’ve been a jerk all day," Michael whispered, his voice trembling just a little.
Igor let out a long, shaky exhale that ghosted over Michael’s temple. He tightened his grip, his hand splayed flat over Michael’s stomach. "Fuck," he breathed. "I am sorry. I was...jealous. It is a bad word in English, but a worse feeling in the heart."
Michael blinked, his heart stuttering. "Jealous? Of what?"
"Of the people before," Igor said, his English slow and deliberate. "Of the 'complicated' person you like now. As your best friend...I like being the most important person in your life. When you talk about others, I feel...Useless. Unnecessary."
The honesty of it stripped Michael bare. He turned slightly, snuggling deeper into the curve of Igor’s arm, his face hidden against the soft cotton of Igor’s shirt. He didn't have the words to tell him that he was the complicated person, that there was no one else, but the closeness felt like enough for now.
"You’re an idiot," Michael said softly, his hand coming up to rest over Igor’s forearm. He felt Igor’s heart start to pick up speed again, that frantic, rhythmic beat he’d heard on the sofa in San Jose.
Igor didn't pull away. He just tucked his chin over Michael’s head, his hold possessive and steady. "Maybe," Igor agreed.
"You can tell me anything, Igor," Michael added, closing his eyes and letting the warmth of the room finally wash away the chill of the day. "You don't have to be weird about it. Just tell me."
Igor didn't answer with words. He just squeezed Michael tighter, a silent promise held in the dark of a Toronto night, while outside, the city continued to freeze.
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The charter flight back to San Jose was a low-humming vacuum of dimmed lights and exhausted athletes. Michael was slumped in his seat, his shoulder serving as a permanent headrest for Igor, who had crashed out some time ago.
A few hours in, the quiet was broken by a low, gravelly mumble. Michael looked down, expecting Igor to be waking up, but the Russian’s eyes were shut tight, his lashes casting long shadows over his cheekbones. He was talking—fast, rhythmic, and entirely in his mother tongue.
"Asky! Hey, Asky!" Michael hissed, waving frantically at Yaroslav Askarov a few rows up.
Askarov grinned, unbuckling his seatbelt and vaulting over the back of his chair to crouch in the aisle next to them. Michael already had his phone out, the recording light blinking red. "Blackmail," Michael whispered. "Translate for me."
Askarov leaned in, his head tilted as Igor muttered something that sounded like a disgruntled grocery list.
"He is talking about...pelmeni," Askarov whispered back, stifling a laugh. "He says his mother makes them better than the place in San Jose. Now he is saying the skates in Saginaw were too stiff. Very boring, Misa."
Michael grinned, keeping the camera steady. "Keep going. This is gold."
Igor shifted, his head rolling slightly so his forehead was pressed into the curve of Michael's neck. He let out a long, shaky exhale, his voice dropping into a soft, melodic cadence that sounded nothing like hockey. He spoke a short sentence, his tone heavy with something aching and old.
Askarov froze. The smirk slid off his face, replaced by a look of pure, unadulterated shock. His eyes went wide, darting from the sleeping Igor to Michael’s confused face.
"What?" Michael whispered, his heart starting to rabbit against his ribs. "What did he say?"
Igor spoke again, the same phrase, but this time he added a final word, clear and unmistakable even through the Russian vowels: "Misa."
Askarov scrambled back, nearly tripping over a stray gear bag in the aisle. He shook his head frantically, his hands up as if to ward off a blow. "No. No, I am not translating that."
"Asky, come on! You said you would!" Michael hissed, reaching out to grab the goalie’s sleeve. "What was it? Was it about the game? Was he chirping me?"
"It is nothing," Askarov said, his voice uncharacteristically high and tight. He looked at Igor’s sleeping form with something like pity, then back at Michael. "It is not something I should say. Not my words to give, Mikey. Delete the video."
Before Michael could argue, Askarov was gone, retreating to the back of the plane with a speed that felt like a flight response.
Michael sat in the semi-darkness, the phone heavy in his hand. He looked down at the recording. He could easily go to one of the other Russians—Mukh or Orlov—but a sudden, sharp wave of vulnerability hit him. Askarov’s reaction hadn't been funny. It had been...heavy.
An hour later, the plane began its descent into San Jose. Igor stirred, blinking awake with a confused groan, his hair a mess of blonde spikes. He rubbed his eyes and looked at Michael, who was staring at him with an unreadable expression.
"You talk in your sleep," Michael said, his voice a little forced, trying to reclaim the "blackmail" vibe. "I got it all on video. Asky was here. He translated everything, Igor."
The blood drained from Igor’s face so fast it was like he’d been hit with a puck. He went pale, his grip tightening on the armrest. He knew his own mind; he knew the thoughts he kept under lock and key during the day often tried to escape the moment he closed his eyes.
"Everything?" Igor asked, his voice a ghost of itself.
"Everything," Michael lied, though his chest felt tight. He didn't show him the video. He couldn't. Not after seeing Asky's face.
Igor stared at him for a long beat, the silence between them ringing with the things they weren't saying. Finally, Igor looked away, staring out the window at the flickering lights of the Bay Area below.
"I hate you, Misa," Igor muttered, though there was no heat in it, only a raw, jagged exhaustion.
Michael felt a strange, bittersweet ache behind his ribs. He reached over, bumping his shoulder against Igor’s. "No, you don't."
Igor closed his eyes, leaning back into Michael’s space just as the wheels hit the tarmac.
"Yeah," Igor whispered, so quiet it was almost lost to the roar of the engines. "I know."
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They had been back from Toronto for less than an hour when Askarov caught Igor’s eye in the hallway of the Sharks’ training facility. It wasn't the usual manic, grinning Asky. His face was uncharacteristically sober, his eyes darting toward the locker room where Michael was likely still unzipping his gear bag.
"Igor. We talk? Privately?"
Igor felt a cold prickle of dread. He followed the goalie into a small, windowless video room, the door clicking shut with a finality that made his pulse spike.
The training facility felt too small as Igor followed Askarov into the darkened video room. The heavy click of the door lock sounded like a gavel. Igor paced the small space, his heart hammering a frantic rhythm against his ribs while Asky leaned against the desk, his expression uncharacteristically somber.
"Michael has a video," Asky began, his voice low and private. "From the flight back. He recorded you talking in your sleep, Igor. He called me over to translate for him while you were out cold."
The blood drained from Igor’s face so fast he felt lightheaded. He gripped the back of a rolling chair, his knuckles white. He knew his subconscious was a traitor; he knew that in the silence of sleep, his guard finally dropped.
"What did I say?" Igor’s voice was a ragged whisper. "How much did I expose? Was it about the team? The systems?"
Asky shook his head slowly. "You talked about food. You talked about Saginaw. But then you said something else. I told Michael it was nothing—told him it was just gibberish—and I told him to delete the video. But he’s Michael. I don't think he deleted it."
"Asky, tell me," Igor hissed, the desperation bleeding through. "What did I say?"
Asky took a breath, meeting Igor’s eyes with a look of pure honesty. "'I love you, Michael.' Twice. You said it like it was the only thing keeping you breathing."
Igor slumped into the chair, burying his face in his hands. The secret he’d guarded like a state treasure—the reason he’d crossed an ocean and stayed up late studying a new language—was now a digital file on Michael’s phone. He was spiraling, the stress making his skin feel too tight. Michael would be uncomfortable. The "Saginaw magic" would turn into an awkward memory. He’d lose his center, his best friend, his everything.
"He knows," Igor groaned into his palms. "He has to know now."
"He doesn't have the translation yet," Asky reminded him gently. He sat on the edge of the desk, looking down at the powerhouse winger. "But Igor... when did you know? When did this start?"
Igor looked up, his blue eyes raw and full of a jagged, terrifying vulnerability. "Since the OHL. Since the first time he looked at me in that locker room and told me my English was terrible. I thought it was just respect for his talent, but then I couldn't stop watching him. I would be on the bench, supposed to be focused on the play, and I was just looking for the way his hair curled under his helmet or how he adjusted his gloves."
Asky stayed quiet, letting the dam break.
"It’s everything," Igor continued, the words tumbling out in a rush of desperate Russian. "The way he bites his lip when a power play goes wrong. The way he tries so hard to stay humble when the whole world knows he’s the best person on the ice. He is so... pure. He makes me want to be more than just a hockey player. I see him and I feel like I am finally home, even if we are in a hotel in a city I don't know. My history starts and ends with him."
Igor trailed off, his chest heaving as he realized he’d just confessed more in a few minutes than he had in the last three years. He waited for Asky to laugh, to make a joke about soulmates or chirping him in the locker room.
Instead, Askarov just gave him a long, knowing look. He reached out and clapped a heavy, supportive hand on Igor’s shoulder.
"Igor," Asky said softly. "I think you will be okay. I think you are the only person in this entire building who doesn't see that he looks at you the exact same way."
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The week leading up to the annual gala was a fever dream of late-night Google searches and repetitive audio clips. Michael sat in the dark of his room, the glowing screen of his phone illuminating the frantic set of his jaw as he replayed the five-second snippet of Igor’s sleep-talking. He’d isolated the audio, cross-referencing the phonetic sounds with Russian translation forums until the syllables finally clicked into place.
Ya lyublyu tebya, Misa.
When the meaning finally hit him—I love you—the air had left Michael’s lungs in a violent rush. He didn’t delete the video. He kept it like a talisman, a secret fuel that burned in his chest every time he caught Igor looking at him across the locker room.
The night of the Sharks Foundation Gala arrived with the kind of high-society fanfare that usually made Michael want to hide. The SAP Center had been transformed, the ice covered by a polished black floor and the rafters draped in shimmering silk. Because of their separate media obligations earlier that day, they arrived at different times.
When Michael finally stepped into the room, he froze. Standing near the champagne tower was Igor, looking devastating in a custom-tailored suit. It wasn't black or navy; it was a deep, iridescent teal that caught the light with every movement. Michael looked down at his own sleeves, a slow heat rising to his cheeks. He was wearing the exact same suit.
"Look at the twins!" Sherwood barked, appearing out of nowhere to throw an arm around both of them. "Did you guys call each other, or is the telepathy just getting weird now?"
The team's photographer swarmed them immediately. Michael felt Igor’s hand settle on the small of his back—a heavy, grounding weight—as they posed for a dozen photos. Amidst the camera flashes and the roar of the crowd, Igor leaned in, his breath warm against Michael's ear.
"You look...magnificent," Igor whispered, his eyes raking over Michael’s suit. "Very handsome, Misa."
Michael smiled, his heart performing a frantic rhythm. "You too. The teal suits you better than the jersey."
They spent the next two hours playing the part of the perfect NHL ambassadors—shaking hands, signing jerseys, and making polite small talk with donors. But Michael could feel the string between them pulling tighter with every passing minute. Finally, during a break in the program, Michael caught Igor’s eye and tilted his head toward the darkened tunnel leading away from the main floor.
They slipped away, their dress shoes echoing on the concrete as they navigated toward a secluded balcony overlooking the darkened rink. The muffled sound of the gala's orchestra was a distant hum.
"Dance with me," Michael said, his voice quiet but steady.
Igor blinked, a soft, surprised look crossing his face. "Here? There is no music."
"Pick something," Michael challenged, pulling out his phone and handing it over.
Igor took it, his fingers brushing Michael's as he scrolled. A moment later, a slow, melancholic Russian ballad began to play—strings and a deep, soulful male vocal that felt like heartbreak and hope all at once. Igor tucked the phone into his pocket and stepped into Michael’s space, his hands finding Michael's waist. Michael draped his arms over Igor’s broad shoulders, fingers tangling in the hair at the nape of his neck.
They swayed in the shadows, the teal of their suits blending into the darkness. Igor looked down at him, his expression more open than Michael had ever seen it.
"Misa," Igor breathed, the music swelling behind them. He looked like he was standing on the edge of a cliff. He took a shaky breath and spoke the words he’d only ever said in the safety of sleep. "I love you, Michael."
Michael didn't hesitate. He leaned in until their foreheads touched. "I love you too, Igor."
Igor stiffened, his entire body jerking in shock. He pulled back just an inch, his eyes wide and disbelieving. "How...how do you know? You do not know Russian."
Michael let out a soft, breathless laugh, his thumbs tracing the line of Igor's jaw. "Does it really matter? I've been waiting for a long time for you to say that in a language I could understand. And honestly? I’d really like to kiss you now."
The shock on Igor’s face melted into something fierce and hungry. He didn't wait. He crashed his lips against Michael’s, a tender, desperate kiss that tasted like the last three years of pining and the bright, certain future of San Jose. Igor pulled him closer, his arms wrapping around Michael until there was no air left between them, both of them swaying slowly to the fading notes of the ballad in the quiet heart of the Tank.
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After the final notes of the Russian ballad faded into the rafters of the SAP Center, the drive to Igor’s apartment was a blur of high-tension silence and white-knuckled anticipation.
The cabin of Igor’s car was thick with the scent of leather and the electric charge of their mutual confession. Igor didn't let go of Michael’s hand for a single second, his thumb tracing obsessive, grounding circles over Michael’s knuckles—a physical tether keeping them both anchored as the city lights streaked past.
The moment the door to the apartment clicked shut, the restraint they had maintained all evening snapped. Igor didn't even turn on the lights; he shoved Michael against the heavy wood of the door, his body a solid, overwhelming weight. His mouth crashed against Michael’s, tasting of the drink he’d snuck earlier and a years-long starvation.
"Misa," Igor rasped, his voice a low vibration that settled in Michael’s bones. "You are so beautiful tonight. I could never take my eyes off you."
Igor’s hands were hot as they stripped the matching teal jackets away, the expensive fabric hitting the floor in a discarded heap. Michael’s breath hitched as Igor dropped to his knees. The sight of the powerhouse winger—the man who had been watching him since Saginaw—looking up at him with such raw hunger made Michael’s knees go weak.
Igor took him into his mouth with a focused, agonizing deliberation, his tongue swirling around the head of Michael’s cock while his blue eyes remained locked on Michael’s face. He used his hands to stroke the length, his calloused palms a searing contrast to the wet heat of his mouth. Michael let out a jagged, broken moan, his fingers burying deep into Igor’s hair as Igor hummed against him, the vibration radiating through Michael's entire frame.
"Good boy, Misa," Igor murmured against his skin, sensing the way Michael shivered at the praise. "You taste so good for me."
Igor rose and carried Michael to the bed, the mattress dipping under their combined weight. He settled between Michael’s knees, his large hands mapping Michael’s thighs. To prepare him, Igor slid a finger inside, the slow, heavy pressure making Michael’s breath hitch. Igor watched Michael’s face with a devastating, quiet focus as he added a second finger, then a third, stretching him with a rhythmic, methodical pace.
"You are perfect," Igor whispered, his English deliberate and low. "So tight for me. You are doing so well, Michael. Such a good, beautiful boy."
The praise hit Michael harder than the physical sensation, fueling a fire in his gut that made him arch off the sheets. He was overstimulated but somehow wanted more, his heart slamming against his ribs as Igor’s thumbs traced heavy arcs over his hip bones.
"Please, Igor," Michael choked out, his voice a breathless thread. "I want you. Now."
Igor hovered over him, his blue eyes darkened to the color of deep water. "Tell me what you want, Misa. Tell me who you belong to."
"You," Michael gasped, his knuckles turning white as he gripped the sheets. "I want your cock. Please, Igor, I'm yours."
Igor didn't wait any longer. He moved with a focused, agonizing patience at first, his gaze locked on Michael’s as he finally bridged the gap. The first stretch was a deliberate, heavy invasion that made Michael let out a sob of relief. As Igor began to move, he kept up the litany of praise, his voice a low growl that grounded Michael even as the world narrowed to the friction between them.
"You are where you belong," Igor groaned, his chest heaving as he drove deeper, his movements fluid and powerful. He littered Michael’s face and neck with slow kisses. "My heart. My center. You take me so well, Misa. Good boy."
The rhythm grew frantic, a lethal, synchronized dance of skin and sweat. Igor was a force of nature, his muscles rippling under the dim light as he chased the win. When they finally shattered, Igor collapsed against Michael’s chest, his heart racing and matching Michael’s beat for beat—a secret language that finally needed no translation.
Summary: In Saginaw, they were magic. In San Jose, they’re lethal. But between the teal jerseys and the Russian whispers, some things are getting harder to translate.
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Summary: In a sea of teal and pride, Igor’s plain black blade feels less like a hockey stick and more like a gag order.
Word Count: 1663
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The arena is a kaleidoscope of neon and glitter, a stark contrast to the utilitarian cold of the ice. But as Igor glides through the familiar rhythm of warm-ups, his eyes aren’t on the crowd. They are fixed on the flick of wrists and the flash of blades.
Nearly every stick on the ice is a streak of vibrant color. Macklin, Will, Dickie, Eky—they all have that rainbow tape wrapped tight around their blades or shafts. He knows, intellectually, that they made a choice. He knows they likely discussed it, weighed the optics, and decided to stand in solidarity. But to Igor, it feels effortless. It looks like a freedom so casual it stings.
He looks at his own stick. Plain. Black and white. Silent.
He is proud of where he comes from. He carries the weight of his home in his stride and his strength. But it is a heavy inheritance. It’s a home that demands a specific kind of silence, a home that follows him across oceans through digital footprints and family ties. He can’t just reach for a roll of tape. He doesn’t have the luxury of a choice when the ramifications aren't just a headline, but a shadow over his life and the lives of those he loves back home.
Then there is Misa.
Misa cuts across the zone, his blade a blur of pride colors. It’s beautiful, and it’s a knife to the chest. Michael is his anchor, his partner in every sense that matters behind closed doors, yet here, the distance between them feels like a physical chasm. Michael can wear his heart on his sleeve—or at least on his equipment—while Igor has to keep his buried under layers of Kevlar and reinforced plastic.
Igor veers toward the crease, pulling up beside Yaroslav. He needs the safety of his own language, the sharp, percussive sounds of home that act as a shield.
"Look at Leddy," Igor mutters in Russian, his voice tight with a bitter kind of envy he can’t quite place. "At least he has the freedom to say no and have it mean nothing. He just stands there like he doesn’t look like a piece of shit."
Asky doesn't miss a beat, though his eyes stay tracked on an imaginary puck. "Leddy? You're worried about him?" he says back in the same tongue, a dry edge to his tone. "The man has left me hanging on the backdoor more times than I can count this season. If he’s not going to support the play, don't expect him to support the cause. Forget him."
Asky glances at Igor, the humor fading into something softer, more perceptive. He nudges his glove toward the glass. "Look past the glass, Igor. Not the guys. The support for us is there."
Igor follows the gesture. Among the sea of teal jerseys, the bisexual pride flags stand out—pink, purple, and deep blue. They are small, defiant beacons in the stands. A lump forms in his throat, tight and hot.
He thinks back to a few nights ago. The light in Sam’s apartment was low, the only real illumination coming from the massive flat screen and the blue-tinged LED strips Sam had installed behind the entertainment center. Outside, the San Jose fog was rolling in, but inside, the air was warm and smelled of spicy Thai takeout and the rich, nutty scent of the Dubai chocolate Will had spent three hours tempering in the kitchen.
They were a tangle of limbs across the oversized sectional. Macklin and Will were half-submerged in a beanbag chair, Sam was sprawled on the floor leaning against the couch, and Asky had claimed the armchair, his legs draped over the side. Igor was tucked into the corner of the sofa, Misa’s head resting firmly on his shoulder, their fingers occasionally brushing under the edge of a shared throw blanket.
They had been there since noon. The Heated Rivalry marathon seemed like more than just a binge-watch. It was this sort of rare moment where the armor of being a professional athlete was stripped away.
"I’m telling you, the skating doubles are actually decent," Sam muttered, looking up from the floor as Hollander and Rozanov traded chirps on screen. "But that locker room scene? Way too clean. Where’s the stray tape and questionable jocks?"
"Shut up, Dickie, it’s TV," Will chimed in, passing around a plate of his homemade chocolate. The crack of the pistachio-filled center was loud in the quiet room. "Just enjoy the romance for once. Look at them."
Igor took a piece of the chocolate, but his eyes drifted from the screen to Sam. He watched the way Sam’s expression tightened during a scene were the characters are discussing how no one else can ever know. Igor knew that for Sam, this wasn't just a plot point. Sam was navigating a minefield of his own, dating a forward on a division rival team. Every “accidental" run-in in the tunnel and every scrubbed-clean social media post was a calculated risk. Sam was living the Hollander-Rozanov dynamic in real-time, just without the gloss of TV.
Igor felt a nudge against his knee. He looked over to see Asky watching him.
Asky was the oldest among them, the one who had already navigated the pressures of a traditional life. He had a wife he loved deeply, a home, and a public image of stability. But Igor remembered the late-night conversations they’d had in Russian—low, urgent whispers about the fluidity of attraction and the specific, quiet ache of being bisexual in a world that demanded you pick a side or stay silent. Asky’s marriage didn't erase his identity. It just changed the shape of the cage he had to maneuver within.
"It’s a mirror, isn't it?" Asky murmured in Russian, so low the others wouldn't catch it over the TV audio.
"A cracked one," Igor replied, his voice thick. "But a mirror nonetheless."
As the series reached the final episodes, the room fell into a heavy, respectful silence. They watched Rozanov struggle with the weight of his home country’s expectations—the same weight currently sitting like a lead vest on Igor’s chest. When the characters finally reached that point of messy, terrifying honesty, the tension in the apartment snapped.
Misa shifted, his hand finding Igor’s and squeezing hard. Igor didn't pull away. Not here. Not with them.
Will was uncharacteristically quiet, staring at the screen with misty eyes. Macklin let out a long, shaky breath, looking at his teammates and realizing that while their struggles weren't identical, the fear was the same.
By the time the credits rolled on the season finale, there wasn't a dry eye in the room. Even Asky was wiping his face with the back of his hand, a small, tired smile on his lips.
"So," Macklin said, his voice cracking slightly as he reached for the last piece of Dubai chocolate. "We’re all cooked, huh?"
"Completely," Sam laughed, though it sounded a bit wet. He looked around the room—at Igor and Misa, at Asky, at the young guys who were still figuring out how to carry themselves. "But they made it work. In the show...they made it work."
Igor looked at Misa, then at the rainbow-colored light reflecting off the TV screen. For the first time in weeks, the "Rozanov" part of his identity didn't feel like a death sentence. It felt like a roadmap.
"Yeah," Igor said, his English clear and steady. "They made it work. Maybe we do, too."
The sadness was still there, lingering in the corners of the room like the smell of the Thai food, but as they started cleaning up the takeout containers, there was a new, fragile thread of hope woven between them—a secret they all shared, and a future they were finally brave enough to imagine.
But today, the reality of the "outside" world has reasserted itself.
He’d read the articles on his phone earlier—quotes from the media scrum. He saw Misa’s name, Sam’s name, Ned’s. The reporters had asked them all about the show, about how it was growing the game. The guys had handled it with grace, talking about inclusivity and how "if you can play, you can play."
But no one had approached Igor. The reporters had skirted around him, their eyes sliding past him as if he were a ghost. He knew why. It wasn't his English—he’d been interviewed a dozen times about his part on Mack’s line. It was the collective, silent understanding of the danger. The journalists didn’t want to put him in a position where a "wrong" answer could be tracked back home; his teammates didn't want to force him into a spotlight that could burn.
They were protecting him, but out here under the bright lights of the SAP Center, that protection felt like a different kind of exile. They got to be the faces of a new, inclusive era of hockey. They got to speak for the characters in the show they’d all watched together.
Igor, however, had to remain the silent Rozanov—the one who exists, who loves, and who plays, but who can never actually say the words out loud.
He skates toward the boards, his gloves hovering over a pile of pucks. If he can’t use his stick to speak, he’ll use his hands.
He gathers a puck, his eyes locking onto a teenager holding a handmade sign draped in those same pink, purple and blue hues. With a flick of his wrist, he tosses the puck over the glass. Then another. And another. Each one is a silent message, a secret handshake across a barrier he isn't allowed to cross.
As he turns back to the center circle, watching Misa laugh at something Macklin said, the yearning is a dull ache in his ribs. He is here, he is seen, and he is loved—but he is still a ghost in his own story, waiting for a day that feels like it may never arrive.
