creatures.

Everything is so perfect and it’s terrifying. I just want this to be real.

I just woke from a nap. I know that you weren’t allowed to nap but now whenever I feel tired, I have the peace to just fall asleep. I just moved in with my girlfriend. She is the most amazing person I have ever met and she loves me so much and this is the most peaceful relationship I have ever had. I wish you could see what the hell that you went through and how hard you fought to get out, how it got us here. I’m still learning how to feel safe, but things are so much better.

Things are better now and I wish you were here to see how everything changed. It took me a long time but I made it out of the abuse, I made it home, and now I’m with someone who treats me better than I could have ever imagined and I really hope that you’re doing okay wherever you are because neither of us deserved to go through that.

I’m halfway unpacked, doing laundry, and going to try to take a nap. It still doesn’t feel real though but I’m here and I don’t have to leave ever again

I’m still having health issues so I’ve been in pain all day. But I managed to clean a little, worked on my job hunt, watched dr who, and ordered dinner and now I’m in bed just trying not to be in pain.

I hate it here. I am so anxious and afraid.