I'm Cynmoon/Cynthia, active here and on [ao3] and write mostly tadc and the occasional murder drones! a major silly and in desperate need to talk to as many people as I physically can.
multi-chap fics masterlist below the cut! (if any pique your interest):
MURDER DRONES:
Melody of Melancholies - ongoing - V is plagued by a new variation in her systems as she battles the looming envy of still harboring feelings for N after the final battle.
THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS:
I Spy With My Little Eye (Someone's Gonna Die!) - ongoing - the cast is granted a laidback adventure with a long, mundane car ride to a campsite. Pomni is stuck on Jax's lap for eight hours.
Bending Over Backwards - ongoing - Jax swipes Pomni's diary and begins to regret every other decision he makes when his tease turns into something else entirely.
Repertoire - ongoing - post episode 6 timeloop fic, the circus isn't able to process the load on its saved files and leave Pomni and Jax in its wake. Jax handles this poorly.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
DESPITE ALL THE TRAUMATIC STUFF THAT HAPPENED, Red was probably so happy to have purple all to themself on that ship post episode 10. I just wonder if PURPLE was happy. I’m sure it was nice to get on the ‘same page’ with red for once, but to purple, they can’t really GET away from red now. They can’t pretend to talk to other crewmates, or distract themself with heracles. Now they gotta talk about feeeeelings, euugh
Pls don't make me talk about post-Episode 10, Anon, I might start drooling.
If I'm being honest? I do think Purple is happy-ish? I mean, they'd rather have Red than no one. They'd rather have Red than be alone. If they're being really, really honest with themself, there's the annoying, 21-year old intern part of them that would have been happy with just Red from the very start anyway. It sucks when you still care about someone who hurt you.
And to be fair to Red, they're actually quite respectful on that last week to Industria? It's like they've mellowed out. Whatever Purple says, they follow. Conversations are light and dumb and easy, mostly reminiscing about their internship days, the stuff only they'd remember.
They don't talk about the after.
It's like... they're playing house? I think that's the best way to describe it. Playing house. They use up the rest of Yellow and Brown's leftover dough, avoid the Storage wing, and sleep in Navigation together on a shit-ton of blankets and pillows bcos who else is gonna use them? And they talk about anything else but the important stuff until Industria pings on the GPS.
It'd be nice. Makes you wish it could just go on forever.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Are there any "captain rival" ideas (idk if that's the name of the au)
HELLO, ANON.
I DO.
They're also REALLY tied up with "Masquerade Party" right now, bcos I need company-mandated masquerade party where Red and Purple meet (again).
There's this EXCELLENT art that scratches my brain, everyone needs to look at it right now and follow the artist, I put the link below.
BUT.
I just really like the concept of Purple dragging themself out of a pit Red essentially tossed them in. And that everywhere they see each other, they're haunted by ghosts. What is a ghost but a memory, what is a ghost but a wish.
I like to think that they both have a hard time shutting each other out of their awareness. Purple has all these friends, who love them and care about them and are loyal to them, but the niggling feeling of to what extent? When will you betray me, too? The damage Red caused to Purple's ability to receive love.
While for Red, they know they're a fraud. Purple will always be the silent witness to Red's cowardice, to Red's true nature, and wherever Red goes, Purple's ghost follows them. They need Purple's absolution, I'm not a lost cause, deep down, I'm a good person. But the ghost remains silent.
You're alive and yet, I grieve you. There is no grave for me to mourn at, so I grieve everywhere.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
after a bit of burnout and taking care of irl stuff, part 4 is finally finished! suggestive content warning at the end for this part, nothing crazy though. thank you for your patience and i hope you enjoy. :]
The cast is forced into yet another team-based adventure. Jax continues battling with his inner demons telling him to push Pomni away. The adventure puts Jax and Pomni's trust in each other to the test.
—–
If you’d like early access to comics I work on, consider joining my Patreon.
Part 1 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
Part 2 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
Part 3 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
Part 4 of "Blind Obstacle Course"(You're Here)
The cast is forced into yet another team-based adventure. Jax continues battling with his inner demons telling him to push Pomni away. The adventure puts Jax and Pomni's trust in each other to the test.
—–
If you’d like early access to comics I work on, consider joining my Patreon.
Putting your tags here, @edahualian, I'm listening to it right now, oh my god. OH MY GOD??
I gotta add this to my playlist. This is a Purple song. I can't believe there are HyuLuka parallels in CameraCap, I feel like my third eye got opened all of a sudden.
AND YOU HAVE AN ANALYSIS? BEGGING? BEGGING FOR SCRAPS????
TWIDDLES MY FINGERS!!!! COME WITH ME AND HOLD MY HAND!!! projects my vision onto everyone else in the vicinity
ALNST/idol AU camcap would be like . at least 120% worse when it comes to their bitter obsession with each other and the circumstances that drove them apart. they'd be pushed to their extremes!!!!
In the among us show's canon, even though MIRA may have their claws in most facets of society, it does seem like laws and ethics exist and most individuals still have some degree of autonomy when it comes their choices (even if some of it may be illusion of choice) so you get some instances where they're able to exercise that autonomy and their rights (e.g. the existence of unions, Red being able to recruit Purple even though Purple was blacklisted). When you put camcap in a setting like ALNST though, where practically none of that is nonexistent because the cast are treated as objects of entertainment than actual people, I think they'd be pushed into some dangerous extremes. In canon, the alien predators are a secret, and you might die; in ALNST, there are no holds barred, you WILL die. It is important to acknowledge that in a setting like this, both of them would be victims of the system who happened to have different ways to survive.
Purple would be a lot like Hyuna, that much is obvious. Full-on anti-authoritarian rebel who thrives in being able to help other victims of the system, being free and having a fulfilling lifestyle outside of the aliens' clutches... and yet their heart had never really left the place where they grew up (because Red was still there). Purple would feel complicated every time they see Red on the big screens because Red's living it up, relishing in the validation of monsters that made their life hell in the first place, and being complicit in continuing the cycle, getting others killed while thriving in the praise as the "greatest performer."
I think AU Purple would ironically have a lot more freedom than canon Purple, by virtue of having (mostly) escaped the system that was oppressing them; Canon Purple never got the chance to disrupt the status quo because of a number of factors (e.g. still being stuck in the system, not having enough support/stability to safely blow the whistle, MIRA having plausible deniability). in ALNST, once you escape the system, you're out for real... unless your heart is still in there anyway. With no authority figures that can put their oppressors under accountability, the only choice to rebel would be to run away first. Purple probably wanted to run away together with Red, but Red chose to stay and Purple would take it as Red "betraying" them by choosing the glory and glamour of fame and attention over what they had.
Red... Oh Red.... Canon Red does have precedence for sucking up to their superiors and being obsessed with maintaining the image of a "good captain," but AU Red would be 10x worse than canon. Pivoting HARD into seeking the validation and praise of their caretakers and "fans", not only because of the heedy rush that they get from it, but also out of pure survival instinct—it feeds their ego, but this was also the only way they knew how to survive. They'd be a good and obedient pet, a charismatic idol. The brightest star. They'd wear the mask of the "greatest performer" as if it was their skin, constantly in a state of survive, survive, survive... but the only thing that could rile them up and make them feel vulnerable, feel like a person, feel anything again was seeing their old flame, their old anchor, Purple.
EVERYONE READ @edahualian's HyuLuka and CameraCap parallels analysis RIGHT NOW. I AM SO SERIOUS.
BROOOO, THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER. I'VE BEEN LISTENING WIEGE FOR HOURS.
Like. Can you. Imagine. Red having Purple's childhood wanted poster up in their room. The floors covered with copies of it. Numbing themself to everything but the need to perform perform PERFORM.
Then Purple finally comes back.
Their hair is longer. There are scars over their face. Pink can fix that, whatever is wrong, they can fix it, they can fix it because Purple is back, Purple is here.
But then a shot rings out and instead of Red, it's Purple.
"Red, live with love."
"Forgive yourself. Again and again."
"Because that is where it all begins."
You must now carry the burden of being alive. It's the only thing I've asked of you.
The cast is forced into yet another team-based adventure. Jax continues battling with his inner demons telling him to push Pomni away. The adventure puts Jax and Pomni's trust in each other to the test.
—–
If you’d like early access to comics I work on, consider joining my Patreon.
Part 1 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
Part 2 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
Part 3 of "Blind Obstacle Course" (You're Here)
Part 4 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
The cast is forced into yet another team-based adventure. Jax continues battling with his inner demons telling him to push Pomni away. The adventure puts Jax and Pomni's trust in each other to the test.
—–
If you’d like early access to comics I work on, consider joining my Patreon.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Putting your tags here, @edahualian, I'm listening to it right now, oh my god. OH MY GOD??
I gotta add this to my playlist. This is a Purple song. I can't believe there are HyuLuka parallels in CameraCap, I feel like my third eye got opened all of a sudden.
AND YOU HAVE AN ANALYSIS? BEGGING? BEGGING FOR SCRAPS????
TWIDDLES MY FINGERS!!!! COME WITH ME AND HOLD MY HAND!!! projects my vision onto everyone else in the vicinity
ALNST/idol AU camcap would be like . at least 120% worse when it comes to their bitter obsession with each other and the circumstances that drove them apart. they'd be pushed to their extremes!!!!
In the among us show's canon, even though MIRA may have their claws in most facets of society, it does seem like laws and ethics exist and most individuals still have some degree of autonomy when it comes their choices (even if some of it may be illusion of choice) so you get some instances where they're able to exercise that autonomy and their rights (e.g. the existence of unions, Red being able to recruit Purple even though Purple was blacklisted). When you put camcap in a setting like ALNST though, where practically none of that is nonexistent because the cast are treated as objects of entertainment than actual people, I think they'd be pushed into some dangerous extremes. In canon, the alien predators are a secret, and you might die; in ALNST, there are no holds barred, you WILL die. It is important to acknowledge that in a setting like this, both of them would be victims of the system who happened to have different ways to survive.
Purple would be a lot like Hyuna, that much is obvious. Full-on anti-authoritarian rebel who thrives in being able to help other victims of the system, being free and having a fulfilling lifestyle outside of the aliens' clutches... and yet their heart had never really left the place where they grew up (because Red was still there). Purple would feel complicated every time they see Red on the big screens because Red's living it up, relishing in the validation of monsters that made their life hell in the first place, and being complicit in continuing the cycle, getting others killed while thriving in the praise as the "greatest performer."
I think AU Purple would ironically have a lot more freedom than canon Purple, by virtue of having (mostly) escaped the system that was oppressing them; Canon Purple never got the chance to disrupt the status quo because of a number of factors (e.g. still being stuck in the system, not having enough support/stability to safely blow the whistle, MIRA having plausible deniability). in ALNST, once you escape the system, you're out for real... unless your heart is still in there anyway. With no authority figures that can put their oppressors under accountability, the only choice to rebel would be to run away first. Purple probably wanted to run away together with Red, but Red chose to stay and Purple would take it as Red "betraying" them by choosing the glory and glamour of fame and attention over what they had.
Red... Oh Red.... Canon Red does have precedence for sucking up to their superiors and being obsessed with maintaining the image of a "good captain," but AU Red would be 10x worse than canon. Pivoting HARD into seeking the validation and praise of their caretakers and "fans", not only because of the heedy rush that they get from it, but also out of pure survival instinct—it feeds their ego, but this was also the only way they knew how to survive. They'd be a good and obedient pet, a charismatic idol. The brightest star. They'd wear the mask of the "greatest performer" as if it was their skin, constantly in a state of survive, survive, survive... but the only thing that could rile them up and make them feel vulnerable, feel like a person, feel anything again was seeing their old flame, their old anchor, Purple.
The cast is forced into yet another team-based adventure. Jax continues battling with his inner demons telling him to push Pomni away. The adventure puts Jax and Pomni's trust in each other to the test.
—–
If you’d like early access to comics I work on, consider joining my Patreon.
Part 1 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
Part 2 of "Blind Obstacle Course" (You're Here)
Part 3 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
Part 4 of "Blind Obstacle Course"
The cast is forced into yet another team-based adventure. Jax continues battling with his inner demons telling him to push Pomni away. The adventure puts Jax and Pomni's trust in each other to the test.
—–
If you’d like early access to comics I work on, consider joining my Patreon.
cynmooning my way through @cyxnmoon - Tumblr Blog | Tumlook