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guess we comin back here after the shitshow on twt lmfaooo, helloooooooo guys how are youuu, lets be friends, talk to me abt anything! i have 0 life!

#i feel awkward #idk how to use tumblr anymore #twt is kinda ok bc i can just rant but im too scared to post random shit here #it doesnt feel like this before #can i post sketch here????#this place feels more like a place where i post my finished pieces #or actually just smth compiled #but i do like posting art here bc the tags are godsend #i love reading tags #whenever im down i just read tags on my old art #if ppl liked my art back then #then maybe theyd like it now since i improved a bit #i hope u like my art :(

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before the year ends i'd like to share some funky pages from my sketchbook (that started off strong but then slowly fell off) this year. Hope to finish at least 3/4 next year (it is big tho, like a B4?? )

I've used quite quite a range of supplies tbh lmaooo

from drawing with pencils, to ballpens, markers, colored pencils, watercolor, gouache, fountain pens. Tbh i'd love to try oil painting but i don't have any more space 😭 i've also! started journaling and planning this month lmfaoooo hobonichi ftw

Speaking of, i have, sadly gone into the rabbit hole of fountain pens...there's so many pretty ones and the inks??? brah my wallet

#my art #sketches #idk what to tag lol #smth happened in the middle of the year #that i fell of w drawing #it's kinda sad #i also fell off social media HAHAHHAHA #might be a good thing idk #tho i miss interacting with ppl #esp in fandoms idk #mgonna try my best again next year #but also be a little kinder to myself #there's so much reflection this year HAHAHHAHAHA #IM ALSO TIRED BC OF WORK #sighhhh i need to win the lottery asap

sum limited palette painting studies

#painting #plein air #art #food art #my art #idk what else to tag #but yanno folks #painting is so therapeutic #once you've locked in #and stabbed ur perfectionism #this took me 4 hours and #39584959 old jazz music #i wish i had my gouache #but yeah i know these dont look #nowhere near the references #but they look cute no?#copying 1:1 isnt my goal anyway

can science explain the reason why i cant even bring myself to pick up this mf eraser on the ground, i literally just need to bend down and get it but nah...ill do everything but pick this up. ill get up, make a sandwich, get water, but picking up that eraser is too much work, ill do it later

#somehow it's just too hard lmao #also im not rly dead...ish #i been posting on twt and bsky #and im trying my best to rly rly get back into drawing #AND ACTUALLY STICK TO IT #not just one art and then scram #so i been trying hard to draw in my sketchbook #i should prolly post some of the pages here looooool #but yeah its going kinda well #ALSO HHAHHAHAHAHA #for ppl who care i have!! travelled twice this year #japan and taiwan!!!! maN #going around japan tho that was the goat #i was alone and went wherever the fcuk i want #FIRST TIME SEEING SNOW HOLY SHIT LOL IT WAS PRETTY #but i got sick of it very quickly

when r you coming backk??

coming back from where 🤣

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…kirishima

#im ok #yes #ahahhaha #uh huh yep #LMAO #whEW that last chap oHHHHboy #haha #princess

Hello 😇👋,

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shoomlah

Quick little video tutorial! This is a method I use to block in shapes when I’m fighting the urge to polish my lineart at an early stage, especially in rough concept art that doesn’t actually need polished lineart.

I group two layers in photoshop—a rough sketch, and a flat color—and then carve out the negative space by painting into a mask on the group, instead of filling in the positive shapes. From there I can start painting and adding shading into that group, knowing that I’ve already locked down a good initial silhouette for the object/character:

It feels like oil painting, and I end up finding silhouettes/shapes in a way I wouldn’t if I was obsessively cleaning up the linework first. Digital art has a tendency to veer towards cleanliness/polish, so I love finding little opportunities for happy accidents and a bit of mess!

I used it on my unicorn piece last month, for instance, which I think would have lost a lot of its dynamism and charm if I had worried too much about doing a full ink pass:

Hope this is at all helpful! It’s not a method I use 100% of the time, but it really helps move my process along when I do need it 👍🏼

#dunno if its avail for csp but ill check later

to those who were asking abt my twt acc, just lyk that im in bsky under the same username as here (cynicallyneutral) so...yep

#ill prolly post more there since ill be rebuilding from scratch #but its fine #small honest following full of nice ppl #is a lot better than having thousands #and not feeling around 80% of them #ive done it before and i can do it again #my twt stays tho #i like using it as a measurement of time #like ohhh i got into this shit around this time huh

hewoweens

this drunksuke in my puter from a year ago

#mISSED UR ART BOO #fren art #is that my tag for yall?? idk

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girldadlestat

[Caption: Tweet from twitter user SALEM VOID @thewarmvoid. “Idk who needs to hear this but there are a lot of good things left. There are a lot of good things coming, and there are a lot of good things waiting for you. There are people you haven’t met yet who are gonna love you, in familiar and in novel ways. There is a lot of good left.” End caption.]

thewarmvoid

hey thats me :)

#study #my art #i rly had to grit my teeth on the upper left #cause boy was it so…oh myg od #why did i pick a ref that had way too many colors????#i think it turned out good tho #just dont zoom in loooool but #yeah it was tough i needed to slap myself multiple times #and trust the process #and stay strong thru the ugly phase of that drawing holy shit #it was fun in the end tho ahahahdhhdfhfhhfhff

stuckinapril

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

stuckinapril

So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u

sicsicthewolves

#this is unfortunately true#it’s not easy to tell yourself Hey Drop It#like you’re your own dog furtively eating pinecones and rocks#but you gotta#sometimes it’s a Hey We’re Not Doing That#you gotta though

#nobody teaches u that #99% of being an adult is constantly reminding urself #to slow the fuck down and to be kinder to urself #and that it’s okay to just BE #literally no one is giving u a timer except urself #ur an adult and u can do whatever the fuck u want

marciaillust

any other artist out there feeling like they're fundamentally uncreative. not in a sense of being unable to make art, but in the sense that the results of your artistic labour are predictable, stagnant, a dime a dozen. like the creativity flowing through the artists you admire is a bone in their body that you were born without.

#a lil rant incoming ig #oh hell yeah definitely i feel more like a….idk if i could call it #a logical artist #or a unmm someone whos just maybe more technical #than artistic actually #cause i cant for the love of me #create anything ‘artistic’ so to speak #im bad at design i cant think of things #idk how to explain it actually #maybe i need more mileage or visual library #but a part of me keeps on being like #rly….after more than a decade of drawing #ur only this? ur still here????? this is the best u can do?#brain cannot come up with anything interesting #only boring things #my art isnt bad #but its nothing marvelous and that fucks me up #cant i be more #have i put on the work? id like to think i have #but have i really?#am i wasting my time?#ive no idea #i only know how to draw mediocre things #i can only continue to be mediocre i guess #but i cant give up art it seems

sometimes i think abt how i’d haunt ppl when i turn to a ghost…maybe you’ll hear me cry over how much i want to draw even in the afterlife, or i’ll cry abt my yaois

#imagine asking me abt my regrets and it’s yaoi #like #how would you help me then???

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hauntanelle

bad news! i have no idea what im doing. good news! i will continue nonetheless.

#im at my wits end but we’re gonna fucking try #how did old me fucking cope like literally #my life before compared to now was a fucking nightmare #what kinda shit was i on #why am i so goddamn tired #why cant i draw #is it perhaps the accumulation of all the leftover stress #from that period thats just bursting on me now #I WANNA FUCKING DRAW MAN WTF #WHYS IT SO HARD #actually it is easy to draw #whats hard is to convince my stupid ass brain #to like what i make #WHAT GIVES

mortimermcmirestinks

you know the drill, op disabled reblogs etc etc etc

#i will never fuckin download tktk #my friends who want to show me a vid will have to download them #if its important or funny enough #i aint signing up for shit #i dont wanna sign up for shit anymore #stop asking for my mf phone number for 2fa #the only thing i ever want to fucking pay for #are physical things #i will buy books #i will buy figurines #i will buy cds

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