previously girldadlalo

Idk guys I just feel like the whole Metroyageur betrayal hits a lot harder when you recognize that Shane actually liked his guys and hung out with them and enjoyed being their captain. Like yeah okay they end up being human garbage but if Shane KNEW that they were human garbage it wouldn't matter to him so much when they turn on him. I know that the idea that an ugly soul is obvious on the face is weirdly pervasive in certain contexts but I cannot stress enough that sometimes you don't see that shit coming. Yes there was probably some casual homophobia and racism happening in that locker room but there is probably not a single environment where Shane wasn't experiencing at least some of that except maybe his own kitchen table. Even ILYA says that weird thing about his looks. If Shane presses the eject button on socializing with everyone who ever said the word cocksucker in his presence he would literally be a paraiah. And we know that's not the case. Shane is beloved in his city and in his room. Until he's not.

HIM DELETING THE MESSAGE ABOUT STRUGGLING.

THIS HITS DIFFERENT NOW

i actually dont care if this makes anyone mad at me or thinks its cringe for me to care this much bc this is straight up Not Right like this should not be happening. this should not be an image we are aware of and we know about it because he is being targeted by people who are using racism and antisemitism as Gotchas and do not actually care about anything beyond how it might hurt him. it is not fucking Right.

imagine u meet louis de pointe du lac at the club and u offer him a sip of ur white monster and he says No thanks I already have one of those

worrying about hudson williams will have you like I Want To Write Him A Thoughtful Letter In The Mail :(

HE DID TRY TO TORCH IT 😶

now the real q is did he actually forget per the BTS or was he hoping for mess