basically my favorite thing to do is imagine The Character in some sort of situation of terrible emotional turmoil. it’s like enrichment for me

this lamb keeps trying to sacrifice itself even though no one really needs or wants it to do that

“Living weapon” covers a lot and all of it is hot

getting an evil spirit put inside you without your knowledge or consent is basically a classic childhood experience

touch-starvation needs to be written with emphasis on the starving part. you are hungry to be touched. so hungry that even the very taste of it makes you nauseous. it has been long since anything has ever touched you, ever fed you - that your body has grown more used to that gnawing emptiness more than anything else. it's better for you to be held, to eat but it makes you sick to try. you know