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👾 anti hero | icy : they/them : adult : angst | tragedy

🍦 Masterlist | Main Masterlist : LADS : LADS 2 : RECS : DC

🍻 Cheers. If you don't like it, don't read it. Stop wasting your time and mine.

🍹 Beta? No beta, we die like Jason Todd and Caleb.

☕️ ko-fi :") : discord : wattpad : quotev : ao3

ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇꜱ ɪ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ.

˙ʎɹɹos ɯ,I

Tbh I'm so tempted because fuck. That's my baby! But at the same time I am definitely losing my mind due to a different thing because wdym that was the only new/update you're giving us?

No news about valko? Even after all the petition, the nationwide/internal boycott? Not even a word about him? After being silent about Zayne's prev banner (i mean, i think it was free)

The only thing that temps me is my baby, Caleb. But aside from that, I don't think it will be enough to pull me back into the game. (I haven't played in a month) and fuck!! How dare they use my Caleb like this.

I had unfollowed lads ever since the cancellation but ya'know, still got lads content and my feed and holyty shit do Caleb look good AHHHHH good lord may I be strong enough not to log in.

Ps. I will be making an update in the following days, just busy updating my reincarnated as a slime fic :D

Bad news is that I'm currently busy rl looking for job (i don't have my resume yet one of these days I'llbe making it istg, I'm more like on a afk vacation lmao)

Good news is that I'm now back on track and online and will be making imagine/story updates soon.

One bad new again is that after seeing this ask, I was like, you know what, I'll update this. And went to go on my drafts and now... I can't find it.

I'm trying to find it on my drafts, i forgot which chapter it is (IDK AHHHH) and which story I put it into (I got 5 story I'm drafting my drafts) anyways.

I'm off to find it, bye

As I write this, Valko is standing over my shoulder.

He insists he isn't reading it, yet every now and then I catch him stealing a glance before pretending to look away. Don't be upset with him, my love. He's not a bad man, just an awfully curious one. You probably know that already. He's still the same silly nerd with chocolate on his hands and more curiosity than shame. Sometimes I think your sister would've adored him. She would've laughed at how easy it is to fluster him.

He promised me one of his colleagues would deliver this letter to you. He said he owed me this much.

Caleb... I never imagined I would write you a goodbye letter. Not because I stopped loving you. Never because of that. If anything, it is because I love you too much. I have to leave. There are things that have become tangled beyond either of us, and Valko being Valko, managed to throw himself into the middle of it all. My love, I cannot let him face it alone. So I am going with him, not because I was asked to, but because I chose to.

Please don't think this means I chose him over you. Because I didn't, I never will. If life had been kinder, if it had given me a choice that didn't ask me to leave someone behind, I would have chosen you every single time. I'm going because he needs me. Not because I love you any less. Not because someone else has taken the place that has always belonged to you. There has never been anyone else, Caleb. There has only ever been you.

I don't know when I'll return. I don't know if I'll return at all. I wanted to tell you I have no regrets, because it sounds brave. But I have never been very good at lying to you. I have one, just one. It's that I never got to marry you. I never got to stand beside you and promise forever beneath an open sky. I never got to build a home with you. I never got to grow old with you, to watch the years leave little lines on our faces while we argued over little things and laughed about them a minute later.

We were only given seasons, far too few of them. The days we spent together now feel like fleeting summers, warm, golden, impossibly beautiful and cruelly short compared to the winter that awaits us apart. How unfair it is that a lifetime of loving you can be remembered in fragments. Your laugh. The way your hand always found mine without thinking. The kisses that made the world quieter. The way you looked at the sky, as if it had been waiting for you long before you learned how to fly. Every time you took off, I found myself looking up too, wondering which patch of blue was holding the person I loved most.

The warmth you carried so effortlessly, as though your surname had become your soul. Xia. Summer. Because wherever you were, life felt warmer. Like sunlight after days of rain. Like coming home.

If the years ahead are spent without me, promise me something. Don't stop looking at the sky. Keep flying. Keep chasing every sunrise from above the clouds. Keep finding peace where the sky meets the horizon. Don't let my absence make the world feel smaller. If anything, I hope you'll love the sky enough for the both of us. And when summer comes... Please don't hate it because it reminds you of me. Stand in the sunlight. Feel the warmth on your face. Smile when the wind finds you. I'd like to think that's my way of finding you again.

And if by some miracle, I find my way back to you... I hope you'll still call my name the same way you always did. And if I don't... Then let this letter be the last proof that there was once someone in this world who loved you with every piece of herself.

And one last thing Caleb I need you to remember this, even if one day my voice fades from your memory. You will never be unloved by me. Not while the sky is still blue. Not while summer still returns. Not in this life. Not in whatever comes after. For as long the skies still carry your wings, my heart will always find its way back to you.

They removed the "coming soon" when you clicked the LI, ya'know,mwhen you're about to pick which LI you want.

And they were also having a rerun in which they did not post on their socmed. I think it would be Wander in Wonder banner (Caleb is not included yet in this banner.)

Tbh I was lowkey hoping for something to happen in game that's why I downloaded the game back yesterday. But now that I've seen the changes, I will be uninstalling the game again 🤣 sigh, I miss Caleb. 🥹

So basically, there were only rerun banner + house update for the 6.0 patch update. That's all

I was wondering... will we be seeing you write for other fandoms, or even your own original work? Bc id be interested, i adore your writing and angst 🫶🏼

Halloooo! To answer your question, yes I will be writing for other fandom, probably my old fandom such as Genshin, Blue Lock, HSR and maybe some new ones such as Light and Night (I just started playing at midnight yesterday, and I love it already. Marry me pls Qi Sili!)

As for my og works, I've had it like... for a year now or two. As for OC, I'll be dropping something about Theo soon :D I loveeee angst. My og work is basically just angst per angsty as chapter goes by lmao.

Echoes in the Sky is still up but it'd currently only posted privately (only me can see) because I plan to re write it properly. I'll be posting it on AO3 and wattpad soon just like what I did with Heartbeat Protocol.

Alpha Valko and Omega Reader and of course, you two were mates. But then one day Valko vanished without a trace and it seemed like all sense of connection that he has with you also vanished. And so you started losing your senses out of grief.

You stopped sensing pheromones that weren't him, then you stopped emitting pheromones. You stopped through thru heat/rut. As time passed by the more lifeless and emotionless you have become. You're slowly shutting down without your mate.

And well, of course your family, friends those who knew was worried about you. They tried their best to be there and support you but you just kept on shutting down, be it physically and emotionally.

And imagine to their shock, one day you just started functioning again. Smiling, doing your usual routine, talking, going elsewhere. It felt like the old you was back. But everyone knew something was wrong with you. But when someone asked you, you would just smile and say you were alright.

Then someone basically forced you to a hospital. That's when they found out that you have amnesia. Out of stress, out of grief. But you have amnesia, everything about Valko. You have forgotten about him. And then came even more shocking news. You have turned into a beta, and the mark Valko had left you had vanished on the back of your neck without a trace.

It wwas complicated, unreal, seemed impossible. But it happened. And even if everything seemed alright, those who knew you knew it wasn't. Because even after you started going back to the way you were before, there was no light in your eyes. As if Valko had taken it with him when he vanished.

Mashado akong inaakit ni hoyo

..... i wish I'm as lucky as you. I pull as soon as I came back and got nothing...

Hello!! Thank you so much 😊 it's been an eventful week isn't it haha