Cuvpake

i wonder if everytime qifrey erases his memories he thinks he'd kill a version of him... how even if he's still the same it's no longer the person he was...

how many times have he thought of the first one he exchanged his tassels with?

i wonder if he ever look at the tassel and think of the boy he made promise with?

thinking of olruggio being one of the few qifrey lets touch his scar, and whenever olruggio cups his face it's always on his right cheek, thumbing the scars very gently...

I've always had many thoughts for young olly... his regrets of not being able to help and his fear through the whole process. fear of his best friend dying in front of him and having to lose his memories, but still keeping a brave face the whole time...