Totally Not A Fakegirl

please god force me to deadname myself god ffukc im such a fakegirl ffuck

Oh it's because of the transphobic rhetoric? Yeah okay. Nah, that's dumb too.

Oh I get it, it's because evil cis girls turn you on, that makes way more sense!

Yet, even though every part of you tells you you shouldn't be enjoying it. You did, and eventually you come back to it. Sitting down at your computer or looking at your phone. Once again fueling that fantasy of losing your girl self~

However this time something weird happens. You see something pop up, asking what aspect of yourself you'd love most to have feminized. The options are vast, covering all sorts of physical things, but also mental and behavioural changes. Despite the oddness of it, you answer honestly and the popup vanishes leaving you to continue the pursuit of the oh so confusing fantasy..

Your mind is deep in arousal at this point. So very deep in the fantasy of being male, it's just such a hot thing to think about. But then, a popup appears again. This time however it fills you in on the context of the previous popup while asking you something new... You learn that the option you chose earlier will happen to you in real life. The thing is, now you must choose an aspect of yourself to get masculinized. If you can last 24 hours without touching yourself to this newly masculinized part of you, you will get your wish in what you want feminized~

The thing is, this is so silly, this cant be real. So you don't take it very seriously. Yet there is a small part of you that's worried "what if it is real...?" So you choose something that you don't really pay much attention to. Oooor perhaps you're that horny that you choose something that would deeply impact you. Either way, you make the choice and you return to your fantasy.

Something about you starts to change, but you're so deep in your fantasy. Whether it's something you'd notice or not is irrelevant, you keep pushing forward. You start to think of *that* part of you becoming more masc. People commenting on it, and it's too much~! You finish so very strongly. Panting as your mind returns to normal. But then as you come to your senses, you realise those popups were telling the truth. Even worse... they never mentioned a particularly evil thing. That the thing you wanted feminized? Well now that's been masculinized instead~!

You're in shock at it all. Perhaps you're cursing your prior choices. The tricky thing is though, that now? Those parts of you that have been changed, it's so hard to think of them and not get so wonderfully flustered~ So regardless, you'll come back. Wanting to go deep in the fantasy again. The popups will return, but this time- telling you that you can have one aspect of yourself feminized. Yet if you touch yourself to any part that's been masculinized you will experience the exact same consequences. Oh and the amount of time you need to last? That keeps getting longer. 24 hours? Now it's 72, then a week, then a month..

Oh and to make it oh so much harder. Even if you're good at ignoring all these things about you changing. Through some odd sort of magic, people around you. Whether irl or online, will be very likely to point out those things about you~ Perhaps they'll even compliment them, or point out they're so fitting for the gender you're so helplessly becoming "Your voice is so cute for a guy!" Anyone who you're in any sort of sexual relationship will be particularly focused on these things..

Nah, fuck that. Take that E; get fat tits and thick thighs. Grow out your hair and get a girly cut. Wear cute dresses and skirts and makeup. Look so pretty cis girls envy you.

Then go home and stroke your cock. Moan and whimper to strangers online calling you a perverted man. Goon to sissy porn and rape your fleshlight wishing it was your cuntgirl friends. Become every predatory stereotype - a living cautionary tale of porn addiction and depravity.

Cause in the end; you're right. You're no Man. You're a sissy. A femboy faggot who wasn't good enough to be a real man. So stroke that cock and get worse, like the malebrained porn addict you are.

The real world is trying to stop you playing with yourself!

It's so unfair

You don't want to stop yet

But it's okay, you don't have to stop yet

Just another five minutes

You won't be late!

Just another half an hour

No-one will notice you're late!

Just another hour

Your friends can start without you!

Just another two hours

You didn't really want to go anyway!

Just another three hours

You might as well keep going now!

Just another

um, what's after three... more?

Just another more hours

Not like you had anything important to do!

Just until sleepytime

Bed is too nice to leave and there's still porn to watch!

Just from the second you wake up

Why waste time not playing with yourself?

Just don't stop

When I'm soft, I'm a girl.

When I'm hard, I'm a boy.