This is EXACTLY how I feel. And we all need to be saying it louder.

Im so done, clearly peace isn’t working. Stonewall was a riot, the French Revolution was a war and so on

I walk away and don’t look back. (Done choking on the water trying to love someone who doesn’t want it)

*never ending cycle*

There was a scream/screech/yell ringing in my ear. Sometimes it was distant, sometimes it was in my face. It would always cause the same result. Tears. They run down my face unbidden and unabated, no matter how I tried to dry them they would keep coming. I’d hiccup and shake with the intensity. All this caused the screaming/screeching/yelling to get louder. “Why are you crying?” It is not asked as a polite comfort or helpful question. It is an accusation. I had learned to give no answer because the screaming/screeching/yelling voice does not take “I am crying because you are yelling at me.” as an answer. To this day I can’t cry without hearing the scream/screech/yell telling me that I have no reason to cry and that I shouldn’t shed the tears that force their way through my eyes.

Peter was a spy for Dumblewhore just like Snape (nobody knew), but Voldy needed to be sure Peter was on his side so he sent him on the mission to find and kill the McKinnon family. Peter went to Dumbles to figure out what to do. Peter was begging for a solution that didn’t involve their deaths but Dumblebitch gave Peter the location and told Peter to complete the mission to gain Moldymarts trust. Peter did it but god did it break him. But when Voldewart asked for the potters location he once again went to Dumbles to ask what to do. Which of course he told Peter to give up the location “for the greater good” (i.e Dumbledore is trying to make sure the prophecy happens) Peter thinks it’s gonna be some sort of trap for voldy but quickly realize it’s not when he kills James. So Peter runs and Sirius finds him and nearly kills him but gets away. While living as a rat he realizes that good old dumble ain’t so good so he decides that he needs to be taken down. But the only way he can think of for that to happen is for Voldy to be revived so that’s what he does.