It is an emotional rollercoaster having a wife that has sex with other men. Not just that, develops relationships with them that are much more than sex. Crossing the married line to being in love with another man.
The angst comes natural. It probably should. Feelings of jealousy. She may even ask you, as it it amusing to her - "did it make you feel jealous?"
Sometimes the angst is too much. She can't handle it. The mixed messages of you wanting her to cuckold you. To you being sad, scared, insecure when she does. Those tears, the moping around, you being distant.
She is not stupid though. She knows your emotions are crashing down. That she is hurting you so bad, pushing your boundaries, making you feel that emotional pain. That is her job since you are her cuckold.
She knows, once you snap out of it. You won't be able to keep your hands off your little dick. You will be jerking off for weeks to the thought of her making love to him in that sexy white cutoff top while you sleep in the spare room. That you will be begging her to do it again and again as the roller coaster starts to go back up. That after you get out of your pity place of suffering, feeling distressed or unhappy you will tell her it was one of the best cuckold experiences ever as you encourage her for more.
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