#𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐃 . a private writing blog for ashley graham of resident evil 4 & the resident evil 4 remake. headcanon heavy with influences from both games. dark & offbeat themes will be present — feel free to follow at your discretion.   23+ only, minors & personal blogs will be blocked. this blog is always on low activity & plot focused preferred.  explored by venus since march 2023. (  she  /  her & 30  ).

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rules, there are always rules. no matter where the young woman goes or where she ends up, ashley meets someone that reminds her about the rules. a scoff escapes as her head shakes. ❛ yeah, & what's your point ? ❜ she asks as her arms cross. ❛ is this some sort of friendly advice, or are you telling me just to tell me ? ❜ she eyes the other woman for a moment & then lowers her gaze to the floor. the last thing she wants is to sound bitter, but she can't seem to help herself. this whole situation sucks.

P: ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀssɪɢɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ. A: CONSUMPTION OF A HEART UNLOVED. here’s a dining table, here’s a set of plates. here’s your heart, red & bursting with love. you have tried to love people all your life, but no one seems to understand you. your own mother perhaps forgot to teach you how to protect yourself, maybe people whom you trusted chose to look the other way when all you wanted was a hand full of love. all you want is someone to take from you, all you want is someone to dig in your heart & eat it & kiss you afterward - bloody & red. you want them to tell you that you are what they have been looking for, you want to be the one who ends their hunger.

Q: ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ᴅᴏᴇs ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ﹖ A: SOFT FRESH GREEN. nice breeze, bare feet, & freshly cut grass. your love is a lighthearted hope for the future. it's protecting your eyes from the sun but enjoying the light rays still, it's laying on the grass & feeling it tickle your neck. you look to the side & they look back at you, full of hope & plans too. you plan together and laugh all day and your sunburn will feel like them. your love is delicate, & hesitant. a well-curated binder full of collages for a future you can't be sure will come, but you keep going, you keep planning, you keep squinting at the sun & smiling, & running your hands through the grass so it will smell better. you keep holding onto the bright sky even as the sunsets, even as the starry night stares back. but you keep on holding, you keep on dreaming, you close your eyes & feel the sun on your skin and convince yourself that the sunburn is good, it's something to hold on to, just makes it linger a bit longer. your love is a lighthearted hope for the future. it's sweet & wonderful & it keeps love alive, & makes the world a better place.you run your hands through the grass, clench your fingers tighter & keep making plans. & i can only thank you & hope i can learn to love like you someday.

once she returned home, ashley took time off school to get some therapy & figure out what she wanted to do with her life. staying true to what she told leon, she eventually got the courage to question her dad about what it would take to become some form of a government agent. however, the conversation didn't end well. her dad was far from supportive & offered suggestions of other politically based jobs, but ashley wouldn't take no for an answer. weeks following their conversation, she went back to school to finish her degree, & after graduation, she spoke with the head of the department of defense for advice. following that conversation, she eventually found herself training & working as a foreign affairs specialist.

while her job kept her mostly stateside, specifically in washington d.c., ashley occasionally took jobs outside the u.s. this all came from her experiences in spain & how they changed her view of the world. instead of being jaded by the experiences, ashely took it as a chance to see how she could do better for the world.