Ongoing twink death

We're already more than a week into july, but here’s the june update! My empty morning weight has now started coming in above 70 kg/ 155 lbs from time to time. That’s 14 kg/ 30 lbs heavier than in december. One good thing about summer is that there are lots of situations where it’s totally normal to show off my belly to others… and perhaps twink death is approaching? 

This week marks half a year since I started trying to gain weight, so it feels like a good time for some reflection.

Since the beginning I’ve gained about 13 kg/28.5 lbs. It’s still a lot less visible than I expected. On an empty stomach I still look fairly skinny but softer (1st pic) but my upper abs have finally stopped showing up when I flex (2nd pic). Once I’ve eaten, I’ve got a proper little belly going (3rd pic). What I’ve noticed the most is that a lot of my clothes no longer fit properly, but my ass has grown 7,5 cm/3 inches so it makes sense 

My weight gain has been slower than I planned for, but it’s steadily climbing. If the trend from the last few months continues, I should be overweight by the one-year mark (compared to underweight last winter)

To celebrate, I decided to end the day with a second dinner at McDonald’s!

The graph shows my moving 7-day average morning weight. I started using moving averages because the daily fluctuations were massive and made me disappointed every time it dropped. Some morning weights from December are missing and have been filled in with the average of the day before and after. Since it’s a moving average it lags a bit, but I expect it to hit 69 kg/152 lbs sometime this week, as my weight has been hovering around that level the last few days

March came and went. Today I’m at 67.0 kg/147.7 lbs, up from 64.4 kg/142 lbs at the end of February

I still look smaller than I expected with 11kg/+24 lbs on me. In the mornings on an empty stomach I can still faintly see some abs when I flex, but I doubt they’ll stick around much longer

Didn’t think I’d post anything today since I didn’t really get to eat the way I wanted thanks to a full day of activities. When I got home, I noticed my belly was still sticking out a bit even without any serious stuffing. Honestly, that feels like progress. The fact that it shows even when I don’t eat until I feel like I’m about to burst feels pretty damn satisfying.

One of the things I’m kind of excited about is my clothes getting too tight. Just the thought of my belly almost bursting a shirt when I breathe out, or my ass splitting a pair of pants when I bend forward…

I’m still a skinny guy and I’ve only just started, but my wardrobe has always been pretty slim-fitting, so even small changes show quickly.