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To a Happier Year (200k, M, jegulus): James and Regulus befriend each other because they want to a) help Sirius, b) ruin Sirius's life. Guess which one wants which.

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aspec fic recs for pride month
i meant to post this way earlier oops. anyway please note that many of these authors also have other incredible fics, both with and without acespec rep, but i am limiting this list to one fic per author. this is also a non-exhaustive list!
i do not know many of the authors' tumblrs so let me know if i missed anyone and i will happily tag them!
🌙⭐️: Remus and Sirius (platonic or romantic. this list is almost exclusively them, I’m sorry!)
⭐️☀️: Sirius and James (platonic or romantic)
🌙⭐️☀️: Remus, Sirius, and James (platonic or romantic)
G & T rated fics
Valentine’s Day Morning by @missmoonfrost 🌙⭐️☀️ - Sirius is feeling a bit insecure about his asexuality; James and Remus comfort him. I’m a huge fan of hurt/comfort and missmoonfrost does it so well! I also really like the exploration of an ace person in a relationship with two allo people and how that might be difficult for them all.
Imperfect the Way You Are by @demonbanisher 🌙⭐️ - Remus walks in on Sirius, sparking a conversation about Sirius’s asexuality. Heartbreaking but relatable and well-written depiction of internalized acephobia.
Depollute Me, Gentle Angel by Noisy_Void 🌙⭐️ - Trans ace Remus thinks everyone who talks about sex is joking. He finds out they’re not. This one’s really relatable to me and I love that Remus was met with unconditional, unquestioning acceptance from the other Marauders.
Valentine’s Day by @everythingbutcoldfire ⭐️☀️ - Aroace Sirius struggles with Valentine’s Day. Really relatable and beautiful portrayal of being arospec/acespec in an allonormative world and platonic love.
Like Us As We Are (orphaned) 🌙⭐️ - Ace Sirius meets demi Remus at a werewolf rights rally and falls for him. Just a really cute, sweet dose of fluff!
Talk to Me by anonymous 🌙⭐️ - Remus and Sirius are roommates and both pining after one another. But Remus thinks Sirius won’t want to be with him because he’s asexual (he’s also demiromantic). Meanwhile, Sirius realizes he’s aegosexual. Remus is really sweet and adorable in this one, and I love the way they both accept each other without question even when they don’t understand. It’s also really great to have some representation of a lesser-known label!
Feel Something by lovingremus 🌙⭐️ - “Remus has never really grasped how some people feel very neutral about kissing. It had never been like him to snog random people at parties. Sirius, on the other hand, happens to be a prime example of that person.” Or, demi Remus is insecure about being demi & never having kissed anyone. They’re both very sweet and Remus is so pathetic and precious.
The light that blinds my eyes by aryastark_valarmorghulis 🌙⭐️ - demi Sirius pines after a very oblivious Remus, and asks many questions about his sex life. This one’s a lot more lighthearted if you’re looking for that! Some people are a bit insensitive about Sirius’s sexuality/lack of experience but overall it’s a lot less heavy on internalized acephobia etc.
the unrequited and loveless by yellowmarshmallow 🌙⭐️ - Aroace Sirius isn’t interested in romance or sex, but he’s afraid of winding up alone and unloved. Enter Remus. This fic actually changed my life a bit. The way Remus responds to Sirius coming out to him…genuinely changed me.
Sirius Loves James? by WolfyWordWeaver 🌙⭐️ - Sirius tries to confess his love for Remus, but he panics and confesses his love for “James” instead. I love that Remus is aromantic but still wants to have a relationship; it’s an experience I don’t see represented often!
I’ll Tell You Someday, I Promise by me! 🌙⭐️ - Sirius is coming out to his boyfriend, Remus, as asexual tonight. He is very nervous about it. Also ft demi Remus!
M & E rated fics
Sinking Slowly by LimeOfMagicLimo 🌙⭐️ - Sex-repulsed ace Remus explores nonsexual kink with sex worker Sirius. A great depiction of the way behaviors typically considered to be sexual do not have to be.
shines like gold by accioxmarauders 🌙⭐️ - Sirius is afraid Remus will leave him because he doesn’t want to have sex. Absolutely heartrending and beautiful.
to build a home by @cukrkandl 🌙⭐️ - Graysexual Sirius has a quarter-life crisis and tries to tell Remus he’s in love with him. Very domestic, very sweet and intimate!
Silence Between Us by @brandileigh2003 🌙⭐️ - Sirius meets deaf Remus at a party and wonders why he won’t talk. This is a really beautiful fic with so many emotions and layers to it. Remus is also demisexual and has seizures and a service dog, Sirius has PSTD, and they’re both just figuring out how to love each other and be together.
don’t try to fix me (i’m not broken) by @littleoldrachel 🌙⭐️ - Ace Sirius tries to make himself have sex with Remus. Remus realizes he’s not into it and they have a talk. This one was so painful but in the best way. Internalized acephobia is so hard to overcome and Remus was just the perfect partner, supporting Sirius in every way.
The Streak by @greyfavorite 🌙⭐️ - It’s Halloween and Remus is dressed as a cowboy. Sirius loves it. They talk a bit about Remus’s demisexuality and they flirt and kiss and it’s very cute!
experiment by @spiritstar477 🌙⭐️ - “Sirius is unsure of his sexuality and is scared of sex in general. Or is he?” Or, virgin Sirius asks Remus to help him gain some experience, aka one of my favorite tropes!
made for lovin’ you by @lexithwrites 🌙⭐️ - Demisexual (and trans!!!) Sirius has an OnlyFans. Remus is his loyal subscriber with a gorgeous dick. Sirius proposes a collab. This is such a great representation of how being acespec affects things for Sirius in such a sexual line of work, and also a very needed reminder that acespec people can and do have sex, do sex work, etc!
take me as i am (orphaned, art by shira_a) 🌙⭐️ - sleep demon Sirius x insomniac Remus. Really good explorations of Sirius figuring out his sexuality and how it impacts his relationship with Remus, as well as lots of discussions of mental illness (Remus also has bipolar with psychosis, and James has ADHD)
i randomly decided to reread the host which i read back in like 2012 and now i'm just randomly remembering that my favorite character was kyle. i didn't care about the love triangle or square or whatever i distinctly remember people back then always talking about whether they liked ian or jared better and i was like............. kyle
whole cake island spread in my media journal ft. me gushing about sanji totally being aspec
oooooh i'm loving the wano animation

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There is absolutely a platonic explanation for that
But I will also entertain the non platonic for my own edification do u understand
watched one piece after a month long hiatus and 1) the fight with katakuri is STILL HAPPENING, 2) i missed my babies so much
Read at least one book with a character on the aromantic spectrum during Aro Week.
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any time i'm in a reading slump, i just read aces wild by amanda dewitt. i just read the whole thing today. i love my little disaster aces so much. they literally accomplish nothing and that's why i love them. i need every book to be like this
rereading this again and i genuinely need at least five sequels PLEASE
Things One Piece is about:
Piracy
Adventure
The power of friendship
Fighting against oppression no matter what form it takes, be it a corrupt king, rival pirates, or a system of government that controls the whole world
The only way to make a change when stuck in a situation that's actively taking away your freedom and rights is by force
Racism and discrimination are complicated issues that cannot be solved over night, it takes a combined effort to reach an understanding and to change people's views, and even if you can't let go of your own hatred because of the horrible things you've experienced, you shouldn't pass that hatred onto the next generation and instead allow them to form their own opinions through their own lived experiences
Freedom and liberation are basic human rights
Everyone, no matter who they are, should have access to food and water
Healthcare should be readily available to anyone who needs it
It's incredibly important to not only learn, but understand and preserve history, because those who seek power will go out of their way to destroy inconvenient information, erasing the stories of those who no longer have a voice, dooming society into forever repeating the same mistakes without ever learning from them
Children shouldn't suffer because of the actions of their parents
Queer people
Finding the One Piece
• Never apologise for being alive / It is never a sin to exist

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the thing is that i actually do enjoy romance in fiction but i also believe that romance-repulsed aros have the right to complain that NOTHING is made for them except maybe kids media. once you start to realize how pervasive romance is in every sector of society it's impossible to ignore. like you remember when there were barely any gay shows on television and straight people expected us to be grateful for the one gay side character on a network show? that's exactly how it feels with romance all the time. i want to see media created by adults for adults that doesn't involve romance anywhere in the plot. i want to see characters (main characters!!!) not want romance and not be treated as broken or crazy. i want a world where my romance-repulsed friends aren't confined to kids media (and even then, to only a limited selection)
literally thank god sex isnt real and was just invented by big fiction to emphasize greater social and psychological themes i was getting scared id have to do all that
0/10 aromantic experience
i don’t think people realize how well neil’s demisexuality is written. you can see his emotional connection to andrew change and grow as he learns andrew’s motivations and boundaires long before you can see his attraction to andrew appear.
i think the best example is how neil describes andrew in tkm. he never really thinks about it in detail at all and then all of a sudden “andrew looked as he always had, and neil knew his face as well as he knew every iteration of his own. despite that, something seemed different. maybe it was the sunlight streaming through the window, making andrew’s pale hair shine brighter and his hazel eyes seem almost gold. whatever it was, it was disorienting.”
demisexuality sometimes feels like a switch gets flipped out of nowhere. and andrew flipped neil’s switch because neil trusted him. trust and safety and boundary respect was literally the turn on.
read two very different books back to back and now these two pages will always be next to each other in my reading journal <3

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bringing an aspec perspective to fandom activities is almost always a labor of love (conversation for another time) but right now im thinking about it specifically because guys? it is SO easy to read kevin day as aroace and i wish that was people’s conclusion more often
found this on my computer just now and damn i wish i'd written this because i have no idea what it was supposed to be