She/her

I’m probably going to take a break from posting art on here. I’ve been stuck in a downward spiral for a while with my art, to put it lightly I’ve been having a lot of trouble with my perception of my self worth, trouble that is best left discussed in a therapists office. I’ve found that posting my art online feeds into my growing doubts, if a piece of artwork I make “flops” I push myself to work harder, if a piece of art is generally liked the feeling of accomplishment is quickly drowned out by the thoughts of “ok you just need to do that again” or “make sure to maintain this level of quality in the future”. I don’t see joy in posting, I don’t see joy in drawing, my fun hobby, my escape from reality has become a feeling of dread. I’ve taught myself that my life is worth less than others, it sucks.

this one was drawn more recently as compared to the diamonds themed piece. I have not named our wonderful subject yet but I did have fun hiding little hearts all over their design. I struggled with the lettering on this one which is why I have the alternate

I wanted to see whether I should just cram in the words or split them up. In this one I felt like it was missing something so I added a bunch of hearts

Every piece of art is a journey of self discovery, today I discovered that I hate drawing bicycles. Hands are simple, legs can be overlooked but vehicles — ESPECIALLY bicycles are hard to draw. Alas I must art. I enjoyed drawing April (human in picture) in a very realistic setting as her style is very childish. She has a nice contrast with the world around her that I admire.