disabled transsexual anarchist punk. i post about disability, mental illness, (anti)politics, and other relevant life topics. stimboard alt: @galvanicstim
raymond , they/he for randoms , cripplepunk postleft anarchist (egoist, individualist, nihilist)
luciferian satanist, learn more on @gloryvenus
physically + developmentally disabled (CRPS, EDS, Scoliosis, Kyphosis, Pectus Carinatum, 22q11.2 deletion syndrome, autism, TBI, schizospec, NPD, SUD, etc.). I am visibly disabled, MSN, and on IHSS.
i mostly use this blog to talk about disabled identity, queer identity, anarchism, and (anti)politics.
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i do my best to cw / tw tag any possibly upsetting topics discussed in my posts, if i miss a tag you could benefit from please let me know. i will not tag discussions about cannabis. discussions of cannabis related intoxication will be tagged as intoxication, but not as cannabis. if cannabis is something you need tagged this blog is not safe for you.
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#🌀the downward spiral - original text posts
#💥reload! - reblogs
#free zine - pretty self explanatory, free zines. usually I am reuploading / archiving but maybe ill make my own at some point.
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happy disability pride month to mean cripples, nasty addicts, people with down syndrome who arent nice and talk constant shit, wheelchair users that WILL run you over, autists that dont care and arent about to pretend to, people who lie to their psychiatrists, people that sit on the floor in public places with no benches, amputees that lie profusely about "what happened"; to the "noncompliant", the "drug seeking", the "mean", the "difficult" and the "undeserving", and so on and so forth, i love us all and we deserve the world actually mwah mwah
being disabled has affected my being trans in a lot of ways.
i'm definitely not tall, but i look even shorter than i am because of scoliosis and kyphosis. to have a somewhat masculine-androgynous build despite my height, i exercise as much as i'm able. EDS means i can only do so on low intensity and for short periods. whatever muscle i've gained through this, i tend to quickly lose most of from wasting during CRPS flares.
regardless of what i do i can't pass as cis (not that that is my goal, it isn't). i am clearly masculine presenting (i have a mustache.), but also clearly queer, which has gotten me hatecrimed multiple times. my experience surrounding transition and just gender expression in general is one that ablebodied trans people cannot understand. this is why intersectionality is so very important.
i do love my crippled, queer body, by the way. you can love yours as well.
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Harm reduction for alcohol usage and what to do when you're hungover or too intoxicated, written by an alcoholic
Harm reduction
Please eat food and drink water
Try not to drink on an empty stomach
If you are going to drink on an empty stomach, try to consume some calories while you drink
Do not drink if you haven't consumed any water or had adequate hydration, this will only lead to dehydration
Take sips of water between sips of alcohol
Not eating enough + heavy alcohol consumption = alcoholic ketoacidosis which will kill you!
Signs of alcoholic ketoacidosis:
- Shallow/deep/laboured breathing
- Nausea
- Abdomen pain
- Vomiting (not being able to keep any food or liquids down, including water)
- Confusion
- Dizziness
What to do:
Go to the ER or call 911 or your countries equivalent
Advice from someone who had alcoholic ketoacidosis: it takes a few days of binge drinking and not eating enough; but it does come on suddenly and you think nothing of it because you always throw up when you drink. If you sober up enough to realize what's happening you'll feel like you're going to die. It is hell. You will sit for hours in the er while you're thirsty as can be but not allowed to drink water while they give you IV fluids. Some of the er staff will be condescending to you because they're assholes who don't understand addiction.
Track your drinking
No matter how much or how often you drink, it's a good idea to keep track of the numbers of drinks you consume
Shooters/Nips/Shots come in 50ml bottles which is equivalent to 1.7oz
There are around 15 shots in a 750ml bottle of liquor
1.5oz of liquor 40% = 1 standard drink
5oz of wine at 12% = 1 standard drink
12 oz of beer at 5% = 1 standard drink
You can find alcohol tracking apps that even estimate your BAC
So, why is it a good idea to keep track of how much you drink? It will reveal patterns, and can help you manage or even quit drinking. Even if you're not an alcoholic or a binge drinker, keeping track can help you set limits and keep you safe on nights out.
Nausea and vomiting
If you feel nauseous or do end up getting sick, it's a great place to stop and go to bed!
But if you must continue, having someone physically around you is a good thing. You don't want to die choking on your own vomit.
Do what you would normally do to treat nausea: drink water (sipping is best), brat diet, tums
Drinking alone
It's always safest to drink around other people, particularly people who won't get too drunk or even better who remain sober.
Taking it slow is best if you're alone
But if you must binge, make a plan
Make sure you have everything you need + would want on hand before you start drinking. Driving to the store or even walking to the store while drunk is hazardous!!
Have an idea of what you want to do while drinking (personally I like to play video games or scroll tumblr or tiktok, these are good activities because they keep me inside!)
If you are a drunk texter or caller, hide/lock/turn off your phone, give it to someone else
Have tums, ibuprofen and a trash barrel nearby, trust me bro...
Misc
Please never drive while drinking. Just do everyone this favor. Make a plan on how you can avoid driving while intoxicated
If you have a wallet and want to make sure you don't go but more booze, it is always a good idea to give your cards, cash, phone, to a trusted person while you get drunk
Mixed drinks can help you cut down on drinking. If you're like me and just binge shot after shot, the act of finding/learning a recipe, preparing a drink and drinking it will slow you down
Trading liquor for beer/wine/seltzers is not necessarily better but may slow you down from drinking too fast
Sometimes doing something you really enjoy while buzzed/tipsy can help you slow down
Do not take acetaminophen (Tylenol and Excedrin) while drinking, drunk, or hungover. Instead take naproxen (Aleve) or ibuprofen (Advil)
Medication for AUD
There are officially 3 medications used to treat alcohol use disorder,
Naltrexone: one of the first line of medication treatment. It works by decreasing the euphoria effect you get from alcohol. It is meant to be used during active drinking. So it work best to continue drinking while using it as your brain will stop associating alcohol with reward. There is also the Sinclair method you can look into.
As someone who has used naltrexone, and is currently taking it again, it helped with my binge drinking. I went from binge drinking 10 drinks within the hour to drinking 4 or 6 drinks within 3 hours. I even got to the point where I felt like I didn't want to drink, but continued due to habit and withdrawal. I am trying naltrexone again to cut back!
Campral: this medication is meant to be used when you are sober. From what I understand it works well after a few days of sobriety. It reduces cravings to make it easier to maintain sobriety.
I have tried this but was never sober enough for it to truly work so I can't comment.
Antabuse: this medication works as a deterrent. If you consume even a small amount of alcohol while on this medication you will become violently sick.
I have never tried this but I do consider it...
Sobering up + hangovers
The only way to sober up is with time
You can drink black coffee or take a cold shower to help make you more alert but you are still intoxicated
If you binge drank, the next morning you are most likely still intoxicated
Some say greasy food helps their hangovers
My recommendation is water, electrolytes and fruit, especially juicy-watery fruit
Bread and crackers are also great especially if you're nauseous or vomiting
Remember, Advil (ibuprofen) not Tylenol (acetaminophen)
And if you have no obligations just go back to sleep!!
Recovery
Here's the hard truth, no sugar coating:
If you are drinking every day and it's:
A.) binge drinking every night
B.) drinking all day throughout the day but not necessarily getting drunk
C.) having a few drinks everyday but then binging when you lack obligations
You probably have an alcohol use disorder and you probably need detox!!!
Detox from alcohol only typically takes a few days. Maybe a week to 10 days tops.
Detox's are not necessarily lockdown. Personally I've only been to an open facility that let you leave whenever you wanted.
If you have tried sobriety before and are trying it again you are more likely to need medical detox.
There is something called "kindling": basically, every time you quit and get sober and relapse you build up a "kindling effect". Which means your withdrawal will be worse every time you relapse and get sober. I know that this scares people from sobriety but don't let it scare you..
There are also rehabs, sober homes, soap and IOP. You have a lot of options.
March 20, 2026 -A new international direct action group called "Earthquake Faction" has burned an Israeli weapons factory in Czechia to the ground. [video]
The Earthquake Faction is launched.
The Earthquake Faction struck the epicenter of the Israeli weapons industry in Europe. In Pardubice, Czech Republic, Elbit Systems' "Centre of Excellence" was newly built in collaboration with LPP, to service the global expansion of Israel's biggest weapons producer.
Whilst the development, production and training center was empty, The Earthquake Faction intervened to destroy its equipment and set the factory ablaze. No one was harmed. The site is used to develop weaponry used by the Zionist entity to massacre people daily in Palestine, Lebanon, Iran, and across West Asia.
The Earthquake Faction is an internationalist underground network that targets key sites critical to the Zionist entity. We aim to destroy all limbs of empire from within, by any means effective.
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mentally ill people who are aggressive, homicidal, or otherwise considered dangerous are still deserving of care and aren't bad for having symptoms.
ive known people who will complain "mental health matters until X", and then turn around and commit that same mistreatment against someone else because "theyre a bad person. im mentally ill and im not homicidal/destructive/etc."
there is a difference between being mentally ill and being an abuser.
i am both psychotic and a narcissist, i am incapable of empathy, and several years ago i had to be hospitalized because i was a danger to others. this started in 2023, and whilst I am no longer physically dangerous i struggle with a lot of the same thoughts. that does not mean i am evil, and it does not mean i would ever do anything to anyone. I am the way I am because of abuse. the last thing I want to do is put someone else in this position, because I know how hellish it is. when ive said this, ive been met quite a few times with disbelief. "youre apathetic, you dont care if you hurt anyone else". whilst yes, I wouldn't feel remorse in the same way others would, or feel sadness for the other person, i still have fucking morals. this concept of apathy or aggression resulting from mental illness being the same as being immoral or abusive is dehumanizing.
The Federal Assault on the ICE Out! Labor March in Portland
https://crimethinc.com/PortlandTearGas
On January 31, ICE agents gratuitously attacked a demonstration in Portland—blanketing a six-block area in tear gas, injuring a number of small children, and further polarizing the whole city against them.
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