crimsongrden

I have been away for a while, but since I already have this whatever you wanna call it and I also have a deep love for learning languages I think I will merge both here.

I hate that song, that reminds me of you. I hate the way it perfectly describes the way we use to destroy ourselves. It aches my heart to sing to it, but I just can't help it. In every lyric I remember your face, the way your eyes used to look into mine, the butterflies that your smile left when you walked out the door, the chills you gave to my body just by holding my hand, the way you used to protect me from everyone and everything, how you could start a war for me. You made me feel complete and I thought that fire igniting in us was love... and I was wrong. I thought we could overcome everything, then your smile began fading, your eyes stopped shining, and when I realized you were the one hurting me... and still I ache for that feeling, feeling like I was your everything and you were mine. What a fool I am...

The boys, the girls

Remember when we made a wish at 11:11? We were just kids thinking our problems were so big, dreaming of having everything together once we grew up. Now I don't know what happened to you, I guess it was my fault, it always is. I already grew up and everything is still in pieces. Now 11:11 doesn't fix anything, now I forgot how to wish.