#zoanthrope

Due to the nature of how my body was changed, I am no longer attracted to members of my own species nor any four-legged animal. I don't experience attraction towards humans. I've only experienced attraction to the in-between, something like me.

I have only ever been able to find romantic and sexual relationships through plushies. Most humans don't understand my needs and animals just don't work.

My boyfriend is a snow leopard on two legs. He is my source of romantic comfort but also a safe way to meet my sexual needs. I haven't modded him because I sometimes bring him with me outside our territory and I worry that humans will harm him if they find out about mods.

I'm going to start to transition my body slowly into re-learning how to be a dog. This process will include:

walking on all fours (I will need to create a device to shift impact away from my wrists as those are incredibly weak)

using buttons to talk (and hopefully getting my vocal chords surgically altered)

eating on the floor/out of a bowl

partial raw food diet

maybe surgeries to my limbs to allow better movement on all fours

dental/tooth work to strengthen my teeth for biting and to restore my natural bite

ear transplants

tail transplants.

facial implants for snout recovery.

and more (but I'm unsure on what 'more' is yet)

I'm not sure if I can 100% do all of these but I will try my best to find surgeons willing to do these procedures if possible. This process will likely take years if not decades, but I'm willing to commit myself to it. I will also probably have to find legal protection against the law as I do not wish to be institutionalized nor do I want someone else thinking they can make decisions for me, I will do everything I can to protect myself.

I also think I don't want to use labels, I'm okay with zoanthrope but I don't want to be associated with alterhumanity and/or therianthropy.

I went to the beach a few days ago, it's always nice to go with my pack. I'm slowly regaining the instincts I've lost over the years of being raised in a human society.

This is promising but also worrying, I am unsure if my body can handle reverting after everything that's been done to it, the process of changing my body already has left me with several complications and pains, I worry that reverting after surgery could cause more health issues. My body has been altered to the point where the previous biological structures might not exist.

About me

Name: 445F (more commonly known as Canyon, either is fine) Species: Canis Lupus x Canis Latrans Unmated shewolf She/Her or They/Them (I heavily prefer she/her) Not cis but also female but also woman but also what??

Extremely tired, most of my energy goes towards keeping myself alive. I often forget to respond to interactions. I don't intentionally ignore folks.

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I don't add trigger warnings or censors to my posts unless its graphically gore-y. Scroll at your own discretion.

I am a very violently emotional creature, I experience rapid moodswings and unstable memory. I don't tend to bite but I don't hesitate to return the energy given if provoked. Act like a bitch, get treated like a bitch. I bite back.

I don't care if I make you 'icky' or 'uncomfy' with my identity.

Kinkster but I do try to not post about this as much just because my blog gets a lot of youngin's interacting

I don't have a DNI, I block whoever I don't want around me.

Not explicitly an 18+ account but I'm not super comfortable with younger folks reaching out to me and I will probably ignore any sort of contact from younger folks.

I am not a therian. unless directly stated, my posts are not about therianthropy

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Coyote rambling - general posts Rabid coyote - hot takes/I'm pissed off Moonlight howls - anything you wouldn't show your GramGram (scram you youngin's)

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I like sewing and 3D modeling.

Plush kisser & freak

I like birds, I think they're neat.

I want to get into painting when I have more energy to do stuff

Non-sharing yumeshipper (cringe, I know. I wont list them, mostly because I will lose all my coolness and mysterious vibe)

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