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Check out things I have written under the cut. Mind the warnings containing smut.
Coming Back to Him - angst/fluff drabble
Slow and Steady - Smut drabble (Coming soon)
Dance the Night Away- Fluff one-shot
His Second Chance- Fluff
Part 1
Part 2
A Pumpkin Surprise- Halloween 2025 Fluff one-shot
The Warmth that Burns- Angst one-shot
The Next Step- Fluff one-shot
Morning Lovin'- Fluff one-shot
Ghosts of a Past- 2nd chance, slow-burn series
Masterlist
Warm me up- Smut one-shot
Mornin' by the Fireplace- Smut one-shot
The Taste of Jealousy- Smut one-shot
Fluffmas 2025
Masterlist
Finding Hope in You- Angst, slow-burn series
Masterlist
'Till it Sticks -> Smut (Kink Writing Challenge)
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Always Be Mine -> Fluff & Smut Valentine's Day 2026
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Summary: As you settle into your new house, Joel grows worried that you'll soon realize you're too good for him. You take offense and remind him whose bed he's sleeping in.
This was an anon request: "Please Iâm begging you on my hands and knees for pt.3 of slimy Joel. I need to see them lovey dovey & f*ck nasty in the new house", but the original post wasn't showing in the tags, so we are reposting, so if you saw this a few minutes ago b/c you follow me, no you didn't.
Pairing: Pervy!Joel x Fem!Reader
Content warnings: alternative continuation to "Slimy" (see Pervy!Joel masterlist) mention of Viagra, unspecified age gap (whatever floats your boat), jealousy & insecurity, subby Joel, more dominant reader, dirty talk, angst, one mention of Joel's gut (duh), oral (F receiving), ruined orgasm, power play?, use of handcuffs, protected P-in-V, spanking, orgasm denial, heart-to-heart in the middle of sex, unexpected Daddy kink moment (if you don't want to be surprised, see end author's note)
Word count: 3,758
Read on ao3 here | Pervy!Joel Masterlist
Author's note: SHE'S FINALLY HEREEE!!! this anon has been in my inbox since late March, so whoever that was, I hope this was worth the wait! this is the (overdue) 400 follower celebration post!!! thanks for being here and reading and liking and commenting and reblogging!!!! it means the world to me!!!! also deviating from the one word title theme here because it worked too well and I didn't love the idea of titling it "Jealous" or something, so here we are, referencing Angelina Jolie in Mr. & Mrs. Smith. 500 follower celebration will hopefully be out sometime next week. I was too ambitious to say it could be posted the day after this. it's also the first taste of real angst for the Doctor Google universe, and I wanna get it right. anyways again, thanks first and foremost for 400 followers! I love you, please enjoy!!!
Panting, lying on the mattress with no bedframe in the middle of your new bedroom, Joel asks, âThe hell is this?â
He just spent the last three hours, hopped up on Viagra, fucking you in all the rooms in your house, finishing here in your bedroom, and youâve slipped something cool and metal into his sweaty palm.
Joel holds the item up in front of his face and bites back a smirk.
Youâve given him a goddamn spare key to your new house.
Oh, somebody likes himâŠ
âTell me, darlinâ, would this happen to be the key to the shed you got in your backyard?â Joel asks, turning on his side to look at you, your breasts still heaving as you regain your composure.
You just roll your eyes and fix your gaze on the fast-moving ceiling fan above you.
Joel smiles and inches his face closer to yours.
âOr maybe itâs the spare key to your car? Hm? Am I gettinâ warmer?â he whispers in your ear.
You can feel his breath on your skin, but still you study the movement of the ceiling fan rather than entertain Joel.
âNo? Hm, well⊠Maybeâand this is a wild guessâthis key is the spare to this very house? Your new home?â
You roll your eyes and look down at the key in his hand. âIâll take it back if youâre gonna be aââ
Joel immediately lies back and holds his hands up in mock surrender.Â
âNope. I get it. This was a sweet thing for you to do. Even I know when to quit,â he says.Â
But does he?
A week later, youâre in the middle of unclogging your rain gutter. You looked it up; it was supposed to be easy, and it probably is, but itâs so fucking stuck, and youâre pulling so hard.
âNeed some help?â asks a voice you donât recognize.
You brush your hands off on your shorts and look up at a tall, slender man. Probably in his mid-thirties.
âSorry?â
The man gestures toward the rain gutter. âIs it clogged?â
âOh. Yeah, Iâm struggling with it. I just moved in last week, and the forecast is calling for rain this weekend, so Iâm trying to get it together, yâknow?â you say, chuckling.
âWell, Iâm Nick, three doors down on your right. House with the blue shutters. Anyway, I had the same problem when I moved in. If youâd like some help, Iâd be happy to.â
You introduce yourself to Nick and accept his help, which takes the form of directing his leaf blower into the top of it, which does the trick.
Youâre in the middle of thanking him when big hands wrap around your waist.
âHowdy, buddy.â
Nick looks up from demonstrating something related to the drain and makes eye contact with Joel.
âUh, hi,â Nick says, clearly caught off guard, smiling nervously.
Joel extends his right hand out to Nick, but keeps the left one tight on your waist.
âIâm Joel. Gotta say, I find it mighty kind that you offered this sweetheart some big, manly help.â
âNice to meet you, Joel. Iâm Nick,â he says brightly, not quite catching Joelâs meaning as he shakes the manâs hand.
âUh, I was just helping your lady with the drain pipe, just being neighborly.â
âJoelâs just my friend,â you correct, all too quickly for Joelâs liking.
Behind you, Joel shakes his head and smirks, as if to say to Nick, âDonât believe this chick; I was balls deep in her just yesterday.â
âUh, well, either wayâŠâ Nick says awkwardly, getting the feeling Joel would like some alone time with you, regardless of the true nature of your relationship. âWe actually have a neighborhood get-together every other month. Iâm hosting next Saturday at 4:00. You should come. Both of you.â
You smile kindly at Nick and step to the side, forcing Joel to let go of your waist. âI think that sounds great. But I think next weekend is when you have that work trip, isnât it?â you say, looking from Nick to Joel, hoping to God that once again Joel will âknow when to quit.â
Joel puts his hands on his hips and smiles, but you think it might be somewhat forced.Â
âWell, Iâm not sure, but just for you, Iâll check my schedule,â he says. Then he looks at Nick. âThanks for the invite.â
Nick nods and mumbles a soft goodbye, then picks up his leafblower and heads home.
Without another word, you walk straight into your house, locking the door behind you.
You hear the door rattle, then you hear the key turn in the lock.
Fuck. Youâre really regretting that now.
âWhat?â Joel bellows from the entryway, the sound carrying over to the living room where you sit on the couch. â You embarrassed by me? That it? Donât want your new fancy, suburban neighbors to know who youâre in bed with? Hm? Or is it that you got big ole heart eyes for Nick now? You move outta the trailer park and trade me in for a newer model?â
You scoff. Is he really being serious? Heâs insecure? Joel Miller? The guy who smokes in his boxers on his front porch?
âGod, youâre unbelievable,â you groan, leaning forward until your head touches your thighs.
âWell, ya ainât denyinâ it,â he grumbles. âAll I ask is that youâre straight up with me.â
âOkay, straight up? Youâre acting like an insecure jerk!â you bite back, your head shooting up to get a good look at him.
That, paired with your angry expression, shuts Joel up for a second. Heâs not the most in tune with his emotions, but then he didnât think you were either. Maybe he did feel a pit settle in his stomach when he pulled into your driveway and saw you laughing at another (much younger) manâs joke. This man, who lives in a nice neighborhood instead of a trailer park and wears polo shirts instead of t-shirts and plaid, is probably a more appropriate choice for you now that youâre moving up in the world.
Aside from that, why is the prince unclogging your rain gutter and not Joel? Joel, who is admittedly rough around the edges, foul-mouthed, but incredibly capable of doing all kinds of arduous labor. Why not just ask Joel to do the simple task of unclogging your rain gutter?
âYou fuckingââ
You raise your eyebrows in response. âWhat, Joel? You never have a problem talking. What catâs got your tongue?â
Joel narrows his eyes and picks up the throw pillow at the end of the couch, and throws it at your lap.
âThat one!â
Your brows crinkle in irritation as he throws a fucking pillow at your crotch. You grab it and throw it back at him, hitting him in his soft gut.
âFuck you!â you whisper-shout, now standing at your full height.
âMy fucking pleasure,â he growls, pulling you to him by looping a finger in the elastic of your cotton shorts.
Joel tugs your bottoms and panties down, then shoves your thighs backward, causing you to lie back on the couch again.
He doesnât waste any time; he starts licking at your pussy, but harder than he ever has before. It almost feels scratchy, like an animalâs tongue, but youâre too angry to say anything. You just lie back, your head resting on the arm of your couch, and let Joel work his frustrations out on your cunt. If nothing else, you know youâre at least getting an orgasm out of this.
Usually, Joel blubbers on and on with his lips moving sloppily against your pussy while he eats you out, but you donât hear a peep from him besides his heavy breathing.
Obviously, heâs genuinely upset about something, but heâs a grown man of 47 years of age. If he wants to have a mature conversation with you, he can, but you wonât force anything out of him.
Even angry, the man can eat the fuck out of your pussy, alternating the length of his licks, the shapes he draws on your clit with his tongue. He squeezes your thighs around his head and practically breathes you in.
âFuck, Iâm close,â you whine.
Joel sucks your clit in between his teeth, and just before that coil in your lower belly has the chance to snap, he pulls away, wiping at his chin with the back of his hand.
âAre you fucking kidding me?!â you shriek as Joel stands back up.
âNo,â he says, a bit of a bite in his tone. âI ainât fuckinâ kiddinâ. You have fun at your neighborhood block party.â
Joel storms out of your house, leaving you with your shorts around your ankle, and you donât hear from him for a week and a half.
//
You end up going to the get-together that Nick mentioned, hoping to make a good impression on your neighbors. They all seem to be nice people, if a bit boring. Just a bunch of polo and khaki-wearing PTA presidents. Not really your kind of people, but there isnât anything wrong with socializing with them.
Nick asks you where Joel is, and you tell him that he did end up having a work trip, which puts too bright a glint in the manâs eye for your liking.
Youâre one of the first to leave, and when you get home, you sit on your couch with a rom-com on the TV with a half-finished pint of ice cream in your hands.
What you need right now is to get fucked, what you want is Joel, but you donât want to let him think he can get away with taking his insecurity out on your pussy and leave without speaking to you for over a week.
So you press the call button on his contact and wait for him to pick up.
âDoes somebody miss me?â His voice is smug, and heâs obviously fucking pleased you were the first to break.
âJoel.â You feign worry as you speak. âFuck, my bathroom sink wonât turn off. I donât know what happened. Itâs gonna flood the whole damn house, and I just spent a lot of money moving in here; I donât really have the funds for a plumber orââ
âIâm on my way,â he says, the smugness in his voice immediately gone before he hangs up.
Perfect.
As you wait for Joel to arrive, you head to your bedroom after turning off the television and putting away the ice cream, where you light a candle to set the mood. You remove your clothes and freshen up in the bathroom before checking your drawer to make sure the item you need is there.
Shortly after, you hear the rumble of Joelâs truck approaching your driveway, the slam of the driverâs side door, and then the turn of the key in your front door.
âBaby?â he calls out.
He thought heâd hear running water, maybe a few frustrated shouts from you if your sink is on the brink of flooding your house.
When he turns the corner to your bedroom attached to your bathroom, he stops dead in his tracks.
Youâre naked, posed on the bed like youâve been lying in wait to seduce him.
âOh⊠I take it someone got lonely?â he teases as he approaches your bed. âSomebody miss their daddy?â
You donât say anything; you just smile softly and watch his hand wrap around your ankle and pull you toward him.
Joel smirks down at you and leans forward, balancing on his hands. He presses a chaste kiss to your lips, which you reciprocate, but otherwise you stay still.
He keeps kissing you and lets his hands roam your body like heâs trying to memorize it.
After a few moments, you bury your hand in his hair and tug gently so you can look him in the eye, then whisper in his ear, âI wanna ride you.â
A smile creeps up Joelâs lips, and he stands up straight, unbuttoning his cotton button-down.
You arrange the pillows in a comfortable setup for him while he shucks off his jeans and kicks off his shoes.
Once heâs comfortable, sitting up against the headboard, you throw a leg over his lap and start grinding your cunt over his erection.
âI think you missed me, Joel,â you whisper.Â
He huffs and raises an eyebrow, but for once in his goddamn life, he lets you do the talking.Â
âI think you felt real stupid leaving my house last time. I bet you thought about this pussy,â you continue, grinding against his shaft a little harder as you say âpussy.â
You take his hands and cover your breasts with them, and he instinctively squeezes.Â
âBet you missed these, too,â you purr.
He only moans in response and rubs his thumbs over your nipples.
Then you take his hands by the wrists and hold them up.
âI want you to close your eyes for me,â you say.
â...Why?â he asks skeptically, raising an eyebrow.
ââCause itâll be fun,â you sigh, trying not to get annoyed.
Joel rolls his eyes, then shuts them with a huff.Â
âFor you, maybe,â he grumbles under his breath.
You take hold of both his wrists with one hand and, slowly and as quietly as possible, reach into your bedside tableâs drawer. You pull the item out as quietly as possible and push Joelâs joined wrists to rest against the headboard.
Joel shivers when he feels the metal of your headboardâs spindles brush against his skin, and then he hears a clicking sound, and he blinks his eyes open.
He tries to pull his hands away, but he can't. Heâs stuck.Â
You fucking bitch.
âWho the fuck do you think you are?â he demands.
You shrug and reach back into your drawer for a condom.
âIâm not the woman you ghost for a week because you got insecure,â you say as you rip the condom wrapper open. âThatâs a start.â
Joel rolls his eyes and pulls on the cuffs again, but itâs no use.
Even in your anger, neither of you is a monster, so you ask, âIs this okay?â
He glares at you, but still nods, mumbling, âYeah, do your thing.â
You chew on the inside of your cheek to keep from smiling, then roll the condom on Joelâs cock and pump your hand over the length of it a few times.
Once heâs whining and practically huffing like a bull out of the sheer effort itâs taking him to not run his fucking mouth, you line him up and sink down on him.
Joel swallows his groans and keeps his lips pursed into a tight line while you moan at the stretch of him, throwing your head back and exposing the column of your throat to him in a way that looks all too enticing.Â
âListen,â you begin, placing your hands on his chest to balance while you slowly begin raising your hips before lowering them back down again. âThe fact that you thought even for a second that Iâm the kinda woman who falls for guys in polos is insulting in and of itself. Got it? The mere thought, Joel.â
He doesnât say anything, so you reach out and pinch his nipple, which finally pulls a curse from his mouth.
âOh, Jesus, fuck! Fuck, I got it! Goddammit!â he growls.
You beam down at him and lean forward to kiss the nipple you pinched, soothing his skin with your soft lips, then you look up again.
âGood. Know what else I gotta get through that thick skull of yours?â
Itâs a rhetorical question, Joel knows it, so he just keeps glaring at you while you bounce up and down on his cock.
âI am not the kind of woman who receives ruined orgasms,â you state with all the poise of a politician. âDo you understand, Joel?â
He huffs through his nose, but this time, he nods. âI understand.â
You smile at his compliance and lean down again to kiss his collarbone and neck, growing more and more pleased with yourself with each breathy sound Joel lets out.
âGood boy,â you murmur against his skin.
Youâre surprised to hear him fucking whimper in response, prompting you to look straight at him.
âYou liked that,â you whisper teasingly.Â
Joel just pants in response. Youâve been slowly fucking yourself on his cock for about six minutes now, and he hasnât had an orgasm in ten days, with the exception of masturbating to old nude photos you sent him yesterday because he got restless.Â
âJoel,â you croon, tilting your head to the side. âAdmit it.â
His chest is rising and falling rapidly now, clearly struggling to keep it together.Â
âFuck,â he pants. âShit, I-I liked it,â he whispers.
âWhat was that? Didnât quite catch that, baby boy,â you say, furrowing your brow like you really donât know what he said.
He rolls his eyes and pulls on the cuffs again like a petulant child.Â
âFuck me, I liked you callinâ me a good boy,â he whines.
You smile and clench your pussy around him, which pulls a throaty moan from him.Â
âWhoâs your daddy now?â you murmur, holding back a laugh at how silly the words feel coming out of your mouth.
âFuck, honey, please just fuck me, so I can come, please,â he begs pathetically.Â
âNot yet.â
âPlease.â
âNo!â you groan. âYou come when I say you can.â
Joel whines and tugs on the cuffs again.Â
âAt least let me touch you,â he begs. âPlease, I gotta feel that sweet body, baby, I missed it!â
You canât deny that youâve always loved his hands on youâhis calloused palms coming down on your ass, the rough pads of his thumb and index finger pinching your nipple, his fingers tugging on your hair, his arms around your bodyâitâs all amazing.
After too long a moment of deliberation, in Joelâs opinion, you unlock one of the cuffs, his left one.
âJust the one,â you say sternly.
Normally, Joel would argue, but he can tell you need whatever tonight is, so he keeps his mouth shut and immediately brings his left hand down on your ass.
You let out a clipped shout of pleasure, then immediately grind your teeth together.
âLittle fucker,â you mutter under your breath.
Joel smirks for the first time since he walked in here and spanks you again, pulling a blissful moan from your lips. âYeah, well, youâre the one who cuffed me to your bed and is lettinâ me spank you.â
âMm!â You catch his wrist before he delivers a third spank. âYouâre just pissed; youâre not even spanking me for either of our pleasure, asshole!â
That stops Joel, his wrist going limp in your hand.
âI wanna be good enough for you,â he says, like itâs some scary admission, and it honestly is.
Your gaze softens, and he continues.
âYou were right. I was insecure when I saw you talkinâ to Mr. Polo Shirt. Ainât proud of it. JustâŠcouldnât stop thinkinâ about the keyâŠâ Joel glances over at his jeans on the floor, the key in the back pocket. âI wanna be worthy of that key,â he whispers, his free hand dropping from your hand and reaching up to gently caress your cheek.
You huff out a sigh and lean your head back, looking up at the ceiling fan spinning clockwise.
âWouldnât have given the key to you if I thought you were unworthy, in any way. Iâm not an idiot,â you murmur, looking back down at him again. âI donât wanna fuck the guy who wears polos; I wanna fuck the guy who wears too much plaid and never knows when to shut his fucking mouth. I want old and comfortable and familiar, not new and shiny and boring. So, if you can get over yourself, Iâll reward you by uncuffing your other hand.â
Joel mulls everything youâve said over for a moment. Itâs reassuring to hear that no one else trips your trigger the way he does. It makes him feel a sense of hope for himself that he hasnât felt in a while.
âI can get over myself, but I donât want a reward,â he says, his voice low and gravely.
You smirk and put his left hand on your breast. âYeah? This enough for you?â
He shrugs and rolls your nipple between his fingers. âAbsolutely not, but I ainât ever been the one cuffed before⊠Itâs interestinâ.â
That makes you giggle and pull your bottom lip in between your teeth before finally resuming your bouncing on his cock.
âI think Iâll have fully forgiven you by the time I come,â you say, the tension in the air finally seeming to dissipate.
Joel chuckles softly and continues working on your nipple, pulling more and more breathy whines from your throat. âThat right, darlinâ?â
You nod and grind on him just a little bit harder. âUh-huh!â
He smiles and leans forward to kiss you, and you bury both hands in his hair, gently tugging, earning appreciative groans from Joel.
Joelâs cock twitches inside of you, but he holds himself back, which results in some strained breathing on his part.
âYou can come, baby,â you coo against his lips. âBeen such a good boy since I put you in your place. Go ahead, honey.â
To your surprise, he whines against you and bucks his hips up into you. âYeah, Daddy?â
That shocks you to your absolute core. While you do manage to keep rolling your hips into his, your mind goes blank. One thing is for sure, though: you liked it.
âYeah, baby, you come for me,â you whisper.
And he does, and the noises and the feel of him and his fingernail brushing against your nipple all send you over the edge with him.
Once you get your breathing steady, you uncuff his right hand and kiss his wrist, then rub it to make sure the blood keeps flowing.Â
âYou okay?â you whisper.
He nods and cradles your face in his hands.
âIâm sorry I was an insecure ass,â he mumbles before kissing you.Â
You shrug. âDidnât mind reminding you of your situation.â
Joel smirks and leans back against the pillows, his hands rubbing up and down the tops of your thighs.
âDidnât mind either, darlinâ. Not one little bit,â he says, voice content and with a smirk on your face that tells you he wonât be feeling insecure for at least six months. âYou forgive me?â
p.s. if you would like to be added to/removed from the taglist for this series (Pervy!Trailer Park!Joel) ((different than Pervy!Trailer Park!DILF!Joel)), just leave a comment asking. you can also ask to be added to the general Joel Miller taglist, or the general Pervy!Joel taglist, or even my all works taglist
end author's note: Joel calls reader "Daddy" and it's funny to me because (TMI ALERT) I told a guy I hooked up with that I felt like "big daddy" after I jerked him off and accidentally aimed his cum to land on his face and the wall. I was having a bad night, and that was a funny pick me up.
With the help of some lovely moots I've put together a rec list of future classic Pedro character fanfics. You know those fics that you read ages ago, but you think about every so often even years after you read them? These are some WIPs or recently finished fanfics that are sure to become Classics. đ«
I've divided them by character. If you read any of these please like/kudos and Comment! That's the best way to help turn these WIP into the classics they will one day become (and maybe even get a sequel or twođ) It's hard to tell if it's a real person or a bot in a hit count these days so interaction is the only gauge to go by for writers. If you don't know what to say you can just tell them "This feels like a future classic!đ" - You can even copy paste that.
We're starting with Din in honour of this being Mandalorian and Grogu month ...
Din Djarin
An Unexpected Meeting by @keeshya6 -A long running WIP and personal favourite of mine. A princess saves Din's life and then Din returns the favour... unfortunately for both of them it comes with strings (or chain codes) attached and reader becomes Din's slave. They navigate their feelings and power dynamics, as well as raising a tiny green baby together. Also, reader is a badass.
Teenage Dirtbag, Baby by @awkwardpaws - Move over Dawson's Creek there's a new Angsty teenage love triangle in town. And it's an early 2000's Earth!Din AU. With Din/Paz/Bo and other familiar aspects of the Mandalorian universe brought right down to earth. It's a prequel to the recently completed (and excellent) Din/Cobb fic Falling Slowly.
Country Roads by @itsjuststardust - Din isn't in Navarro anymore but he might be in ...Kansas? Din is dropped on a nurses truck by a tornado in middle America. Reader can't quiet believe he's an alien with a little green baby, but she takes them in anyway. (I mean who wouldn't?).
Losing My Religion by @oonajaeadira - Set post season 2, a Mandalorian comes looking for F!Jedi/Healer Reader with an assignment from an old friend, sending you on a mission and a union that you both need. It's soft, it's tender, the world building and the characters are so well written. I loved losing myself into that story.
Payment by @annwrites24 - Raised as a servant to reader's half-sister on her home planet of Nharia, she find herself married to the king of an ancient warrior race, who happens to be a reluctantly wed Din Djarin. Their union is set to keep the peace between their two peoples. Could this arranged political marriage ever be anything more than loveless treaty?
Javier Peña
Inertia by @half-moon16 - Javier and F!Reader work together at the DEA, there's tension there, the question is who will set thing into motion and cross the line between co-workers.
Crosshairs by @rosharanfiction - There's something about Jacksonâs newest resident that gets under Joelâs skin. Itâs not just Javier Peñaâs cocky attitude that Joel canât stand - itâs his tight pants and his too-smooth voice, and especially the way heâs sleeping with half of Jackson.Its a Javier Peña x Joel Miller (so you know you're gonna get 2 things, grumpiness and hotness)
Haunted by @cozymochaa- Javier is sent for undercover work to take down the cartel. He finds his in with the drug lord's secret daughter, but quickly learns that Reader nothing like your father. The lines between his job and his desire to protect her start to blur, forcing him to make a difficult decision.
Life with Javier Peña by @pascalispunkczechia. Written in the form of journal entries from Javierâs point of view. It's a collection of beautiful little slice of life moment between Javier and his wife.
Somewhere Only We Know by @milla-frenchy : Friends to lovers between Javier and Reader it's story about two people who are very dear to each other, but too scared to turn their friendship into something else. They search for each other in other people and places until fate brings them back together at the right time
Ezra
I don't have any Ezra multi chapter WIPs to rec... but do I have one coming đ. For now I'm going to Rec a lovely little one shot that came out recently.
Little Dove by @bergamote-catsandbooks - Ezra and Cee make it off the green, but Ezra is hurt and feverish. He reflects on his past choices as Cee tries to keep him awake. (I tired to get them to make it a series, but alas some things are perfect as they are... short and sweet.)
Frankie Morales
More Than Letters- (@almostfoxglove)- A love story about pen pals that somehow lost their way. Filled with angst, miscommunication, lost presents, yearning, heartbreak and hopefully a happy ending.
The Boyfriend Act by @capuccinodoll - Frankie x f!reader - A beautifully Frankie story. Santiago's sister and Frankie Morales have never gotten along, but faced with an ex's wedding and a big overly involved family the two make a deal to pretend to be together, which should work... so long as they don't kill each other first...
Small Things of a Whole by @sawymredfox
Beautifully written snippets of a tender relationship between Benny and Frankie.
The Devil's Pilot by @vodkaandpizza (shameless self-recđ) - Ex-addict Frankie Morales is doing his best to be a good father to his daughter. On the straight and narrow and out of the military he gets a job flying a helicopter for the San Antonio DEA. As a result he meets a smart-mouthed, fast-talking investigative reporter who also happens to be the step-daughter of legendary DEA Agent Javier Peña
... What could possibly go wrong?
Clint Flood
(guys we need more muti chapter clint fics!)
Somebody Else by @rosharanfiction - Reader is a waitress at a diner by day and a call girl by night. The regular she's been crushing on, a lonely single dad named Clint books his regular waitress for the night in an attempt to get used to intimacy again since the tragic loss of his wife.
(It's completed, and a one-shot, but the author might be making another part -or is that wishful thinking- and it's my favourite Clint fic so it counts ok?)
The Man and the Moon by @vodkaandpizza - Clint finds himself in a tiny northern Canadian harbour and gets a job as a cook in the harbour marina's restaurant. When autumn comes and the seasonal resident leave for the city a mysterious woman shows up on a beach across the from the marina. Clint sees her every night as the seasons change he gets to know her and the rest of the locals a whole lot better.
Marcus Acacius
The General by @juletheghoul - Marcus Acacius x f!reader - General Marcus has strengthened his reputation as a strong, capable, brutal man. Reader can't help but want him though, and he can't seem to help himself either. -It's hot and steamy, and then they start having feelings
Mistress of puppets by @myownwholewildworld - Concubine Marcus x Queen reader - A collection of steamy tales where Reader is a Queen and Marcus is her concubine...more please!
The Lesser Of Two Evils by @orcasoul - General Marcus Acacius x reader (Gladiator II) - OFCReader is and enemy of both Rome and the Germanic people. She is living a life of servitude and despair, until her life is upended by a mysterious Roman General...
This Never Happened by @rosharanfiction - Modern AU - Reader hooks up with a man -with great hair - in a bar right before she starts her new job as an attorney for a real estate developer. Which would have been fine if that man didn't turn out to be her new boss...
Pero Tovar
Fate Unbound by @avastrasposts - Pero is a thrall during the 12th century Viking era. He makes a pact with the daughter of his captor, turning foes into unlikely allies. It's beautifully written and has great historical elements. Her Pero is excellent as well.
Harry Castillo
The Ex Education by @missadangel - Reader married Harry when they were young. They and in the same weathy circles in New York. When it didn't work out reader left the city to heal. Years later her Family's fallen hard times which land reader working for her Ex husband... what could go wrong...
Oberyn Martell
I Seek A Prince Of Poisons to Brew for Me a Flame by @oonajaeadira - F!Reader has two agendas on your mission to the palace at the Water Gardens of Dorne. One is business. One is a secret. But Ellaria and Oberyn have their own plans for her.
Joel Miller
Finding hope in you by @shadowqueen2024 - After Reader's husband died on one of the supply runs Tommy organized, leaving her and her 5-year-old daughter alone she is lost. Then Joel and Ellie settle down in Jackson after their trip to the Fireflies. As a favour to Maria, he meets reader and her daughter. Itâs slow burn with angst.
Unexpected by @orcasoul - An unplanned pregnancy stirs up trouble for Reader and Joel as they work through fears new and old.
What if @bluestar22x - Joel x f!reader - Imagine, a Choose Your Adventure, set in Jackson, where you can fall in love with Joel, decide what happens in every step? It sounds too good to be true? Well it exists! And it needs to get more attentions!
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not by @auteurdelabre - A soul mate AU where OFC and her cousin have the same tattoo... and so does Joel Miller. that's okay OFC doesn't care about could mates, but her little cousin is ecstatic to have found hers...
From the Ground Up by @ak-vintage - After getting laid off from her job and forced to start over again, Reader is forced to move back in with her parents where she gets a jobs working at her Dad's bet friend - Joel's construction business. (A great story with the characters are fully fleshed, and a well set the plot. )
Healed by @whocaresstillthelouvre - Joel x f!reader - Joel survies his encounter with Abby and Reader - Jackson's newest resident is tasked with healing him. (Oh this is so soft, so beautiful. It's the peace and quiet Joel deserves. Reading it is like drinking a warm beverage in a cosy blanket. -@bardot49 with a poetic referral)
Nothing Left by @nonbinairyboi - Nonbinary!reader who hasn't spoken in years settles in Jackson. When Joel and Ellie show up they can't help but be drawn to the curious duo. (This is such a well researched, beautifully written story. The subjects are heavy, but they are treated with so much care and love. - @bardot49)
Dividers by @diviniyea and @dividers-are-us-are-us
Thank-you to everyone who helped put this together with great recs!: @bardot49 @bergamote-catsandbooks @awkwardpaws @grogusmum @galway-girlatwork @hystericalanduseless9 let me know if you rec's something and I missed it!
Writers let me know if you want anything removed!
We'll se how this goes. I will hopefully be putting together a classics one. But I really wanted to highlight great flics being written right now and hopefully get the writers some great engagement to put some motivation in those typing fingers! Never underestimate the power of a comment!
Thanks for the boost to find these fics please also spread this far and wide so people can read these fics!: @sawymredfox @pedroscurls @cozymochaa @annwrites24 @rosharanfiction @littlemisspascal @aurorawritestoescape @tateypots @mcthsman @myownwholewildworld @kokoluwie @bluestar22x @shadowqueen2024 @charline97 @pedroncigarettes @perfectpoetrybluebird @severelysentientnova @cuteanimalmama @joelmillerspnk @gothcsz @indigirlunited @milla-frenchy @pascalispunkczechia @verybigvag @xstrawberrycigarette @pentechnics
Thank you so much for adding Finding Hope in You to the list with so many other goodies. I'm so glad people enjoy the series enough to recommend it đ„°
Summary: Playing Twister with Reed seems unfair, but surprisingly he doesn't break the no-stretch rule. Instead he comes up with a dirtier move.
Warnings: established relationship, Reed playing dirty, pure fluff, allusions to smut
Word count: 807
You still donât know why you thought that this would be a good idea.
Reed has been in his lab for the whole day, and all you wanted to distract him somehow. You didnât even think about which game you picked up from one of the shelves, you just brought it to him. You only realized that it was Twister when you were already standing in front of Reed.
Now you are in your bedroom, preparing the game while Reed sits on the edge of the bed with a smirk on his face. His usual formal clothes are discarded. His shirt is folded neatly on one of the chairs alongside with his pants, leaving him only in his undershirt and briefs.
âAre you sure that you want to play this game?â he asks, looking down at you as you kneel in front of him and try to smooth out the play mat.
You glance up at him before moving to the other corner. âIâm not, but itâs already ready.â
You stand up when you donât see any more wrinkles on the mat, and you watch him, pointing one finger in his direction. âNo dirty moves. If I notice you stretch any part of yourself then Iâll automatically win.â
âThatâs not fair,â he says, and you roll your eyes.
âWhatâs not fair is that you have he ability to stretch to impossible levels,â you answer. You lean down to pick up the little wheel, holding it out in his direction. âYou start.â
He takes the wheel from you, spinning it with a confident flick. You both watch how the little arrow moves before it comes to a stop. âLeft hand on blue,â you call out.
He walks over to the mat, leaning down to place his left hand on one of the blue circles. âAlright, your turn,â he calls out as he looks up at you.
You place the spinner to a reachable distance from the mat, spinning it once. The arrow lands smoothly, and your already moving to take your position next to Reed. âRight leg on blue.â
âYou know, I already hate this,â he says, and you just let out a soft laugh at the look on his face.
You donât even remember how many rounds you go through without any struggle. At least not physical struggle.
You are currently in a bridge position, your right leg extended to reach one of the red circles. Reed is just above you, hands placed carefully in each circle beside your head, and the sudden proximity of him makes your head dizzy.
âThis game should be illegal,â he tells you with a huff, and you feel your body melt under his voice.
âThis is a good game. Just maybe not for us.â
âDefinitely not for us,â he agrees. A smirk appears on his face, and he suddenly leans down and starts to pepper your neck with feather-light kisses. Your whole body shudders at the contact, and you have to focus hard to not just collapse under him.
You try to pull away. âReed, I said no dirty moves.â
âYeah, but you only told that I canât stretch. You didnât say that I canât try to distract you.â
He continues his kisses down to that little place where your shoulder meets your neck, and your whole body shudders before your arms give out and you fall to the mat.
He looks down at you with a triumphant smile on his face, and you roll your eyes as you try to get out from under him. But his hands catch your hips before you can move, pinning you in place. You swallow hard as leans down to you, and you let your hands come up and rest on his chest.
âI think I know a game thatâs just for us,â he whispers next to your ear, letting his mouth fall to that sensitive little spot just behind it. âIâve been wanting to do an experiment for a long time now anyway. Maybe we can try it now.â
âIâm not your guinea pig, Reed,â you say, panting heavily as he moves his head, and his mouth is inches away from yours now.
âNo, youâre not,â he agrees with a nod, and lets his lips touch yours. âBut weâll see if youâll say the same things when youâll be moaning my name over and over again.â His lips crash over yours and you let out a soft yelp when he suddenly picks you up and carries you to the bed.
You spend the whole night experimenting together. Fingers tangled in his hair, nails running down his back, holding onto him like there is no tomorrow, allowing him to try out new moves and positions.
And God, how glad you are that you picked Twister out off all the other games on the shelves.
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So fluffy with a perfect hint of intimacy between the them.
You spend the whole night experimenting together. Fingers tangled in his hair, nails running down his back, holding onto him like there is no tomorrow, allowing him to try out new moves and positions.
The no-stretch rule doesn't apply when they're in bed... right?? It'll definitely be part of the experiments đđ
âNo, youâre not,â he agrees with a nod, and lets his lips touch yours. âBut weâll see if youâll say the same things when youâll be moaning my name over and over again.â
I wanted to celebrate our little community with you. Which Pedro Pascal character is accompanying you as your spiritual protector or guide the upcoming week?
I made custom Lenormand-inspired edits for each result! Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and let your intuition guide you to your number.
Pick a number and reveal your spiritual guide! A little Lenormand-inspired quiz featuring Pedro Pascal characters to celebrate my followers,
Well, 'heavy load' is an understatement... It's more like they threw a few car on me, topping that with a few elephants and expecting me to walk around the world with that on my shoulders. But I'm trying I guess! đ
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For the wip game, can you please tell us about Soft Touches please?
Hii hon! đ
So Soft Touches is a Daryl Dixon fic I've been working on. It's about Reader & Daryl having a sort of established relationship. While they're in bed just lying together, reader kind of just traces over the scars he has and asks about them.
It's planned to be a fluffy smut (which is where the title comes into play because of the soft touches on his scars) since I'm still figuring out my footing writing for Daryl.
HERE is a bit of a sneak peek into the fic. It's been renamed from Slow & Steady to Soft Touches.
If anyone wants to send an ask, check HERE for the current WIP's I've listed.
Hi Hayleyyy! What Grows from Goodbye is such a wonderful title!! Can you share a little snippet from the first chapter?đđ (giggly joel taxâŹïž)
Hi Kokooo! Thank you! The title has honestly grown on me ever since posting the title poll đ
And giggling Joel is just adorableeee đ„°
Nothing is proofread, so apologies for any mistakes. Enjoy đ
What Grows From Goodbye: Chapter One (unnamed for now)
You always believed that when you married, it'd be for good.
Granted, you know that there'll be arguments, misunderstandings, and bargannings to settle things between you and your significant other.
Rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it!
Thank you for the tags @isabellaboo2025 & @baronessvonglitter đ
I don't have many WIP's in my folder right now, mainly because they're all part of a series. So the ones I have below are from what I have from different chapters.
J.M -> Ghosts of a Past: Chapter Two
J.M -> Ghosts of a Past: Chapter Ten
J.M -> Ghosts of a Past: Chapter Four
J.M -> Finding Hope in You: Chapter Seven
J.M -> Finding Hope in You: Chapter Eleven
J.M -> What Grows From Goodbye: (Anything in general -> include in ask)
J.M -> What Grows From Goodbye: Chapter One
D.D -> Soft Touches
Npt (sorry if you've already done this): @cozymochaa, @kokoluwie, @time-for-my-weekly-spanking, @rosharanfiction, @mcthsman, @ess-evo, @milla-frenchy, @aurorawritestoescape, @petalsinblood, @missadangel & anyone else who'd like to join
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So the last few days I've had an idea for a new Joel fic. I have a few ideas of a title, but can't decide between them. Please vote for which title you prefer below đ„°
What Title Should I Use?
New Beginnings
Reasons to Start Over
Promises That Once Were
Love Worth Fixing
What Grows From Goodbye
Results
Voting ended onJun 3
Summary:
You and Joel promised each other forever.
For years, you built a life together, raised Sarah, and loved each other through every high and low life threw your way. Until one day, love wasn't enough to fix the growing distance between you.
The divorce was supposed to be the end.
But after one too many drinks at Tommy's birthday party, one night of weakness and unresolved feelings leaves you with something neither of you expected.
Now, with a baby on the way and years of hurt standing between you, you and Joel must decide whether some endings are really endings at all.
(Will be an OC story, so the name is still being decided)
I have too much time, so I decided to do a "trailer" for Falling through centuries. I'd also like to say that I have no clue how to edit, so if this is catastrophic then I apologize.
Taglist (let me know if you'd like to be added or removed from it): @picketniffler, @speaktothehandpeasants, @harriedandharassed, @bergamote-catsandbooks, @misstokyo7love, @shadowqueen2024, @missadangel, @annwrites24, @cozymochaa, @eviispunk, @aphroditekillz, @mystickittytaco, @prettylovley, @daniel-bruhhl, @gunnersaurusrex, @norahlolzz, @ijustlovemensm, @mmarysha, @anothergojostan, @xojdmasf, @lovelyandferal, @kunakizen, @my-tearsricochet, @goonersquad101, @johnssherlock221, @mrs-joelmiller, @christinerose380, @laprofesoratinacita, @kokoluwie, @nutbutterjellie, @hazzzy418, @pedroscurls, @baronessvonglitter
Thank you for the tags @time-for-my-weekly-spanking, @missadangel & @petalsinblood
After taking a bit of a break from writing, I've begun working on Finding Hope in You & Ghosts of a Past again, along with a new Daryl fic that might be a fluff-to-smut. Enjoy the sneak peeks.
Nothing is proofread, so apologies for any mistakes
Ghosts of a Past Chapter Two: Firefly Business
You fall quiet because he has a point. You donât trust fireflies as far as you can throw them, but you do trust Marlene.
âI just donât want to have to save you when shit hits the fan.â
Your eyes dart to his quickly, arms crossing against your chest, âLetâs get something clear. First of all I donât need saving.â
âI know you donât-â
âDonât inturupt,â you retort, and he nods his head. âYouâre either in this or not. You pick, but either way, I donât need you.â
âI canât, V.â
You clench your jaw for a moment before nodding your head, hands dropping to your hips, âThen you can leave.â
Finding Hope in You Chapter Seven: On Borrowed Time
You almost forgot the sound of panic.
Real panic.
The kind that you can feel the fear radiating off of the people near you.
Being behind safe walls for five years - going by how old Emma is now - you forgot the desperate need for safety, food, warmth. All of it. But today⊠it brought all of it back to you.
Bells ringing, and these werenât a drill.
âMomma?â Emma asks, quickly making her way to your side, her arms wrapping around your waist.
âItâs okay,â you mutter, lifting her up onto your hip, an arm going around her back. Once secured, she tucks her head against your shoulder. You walk to the window and look out of the glass.
Slow and Steady -> Daryl fic
"What're these ones from?" You ask. You lift your head on your hand, elbow against the mattress, fingers lightly tracing along one of the scars on his chest.
Daryl isn't the type of guy to open up easily, you could tell that from a mile away. He's closed off with people he doesn't know and usually, he doesn't want to know them. That's how he was when he first got to Alexandria with his group.
Deanna made them go through that stupid interview to know them and what they used to be before the outbreak. You were in the house working with Deanna's husband Reg to come up with plans to improve the walls around the community when you came across Daryl.
"Can't tell ya," he mutters, one of his arms lifting to rest behind his head. "Shit happens, they appear."
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I came to a very low point in writing I think, and I really need y'all to decide what you would like to read next. There are a few things that I want to work on, but I just can't choose. Also, yeah, there are a lot of untitled ones.
What would you like to read next?
Untitled - Dieter Bravo x f!reader
Couple Trouble - Dave York x f!reader
Untitled - Harry Castillo x f!reader
Falling through centuries prologue - archeologist!Joel Miller x f!reader
Yours for the night - Javier Peña x f!reader x Marcus Acacius
Untitled - Din Djarin x f!reader
Untitled - Frankie Morales x partially mute!reader
Warnings/Content: MDNI, 18+. Dirty talk, oral (f recieving), multiple orgasms, overstimulation, use of a toy (vibrator), unprotected piv (wrap it before you use it), fingering, doggy style, Joel the pussy muncher, p without much plot, aftercare. Let me know if I miss any.
Summary: After a few days of Joel working late with patrols, watch duty or contacting duties for Jackson's safety, comes with the price of not being able to spend as much time with you as he'd like. Since today is his day off, the two of you spent it being lazy, staying at home, ending with the perfect nighttime routine you had missed.
A/N: Thank you @finnthecat for your lovely request here. Apologies for this taking so long. I had major writer's block and took a small break from writing. I hope you enjoy. Special thank you to @cozymochaa for beta-reading this, love you đ„°đ
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Give Me Another
"Joel... c'mon," you whined, fingers tugging the strands of his hair where his head was between your legs.
He hummed against you, the vibrations sending jolts of pleasure through your body. His hands gripped your thighs, holding you open for him as he began to work his tongue against your clit in slow, deliberate circles.
Today was the first day in weeks that you and Joel were able to just relax and spend time together. The community had been busier than normal with the new improvements Tommy and Maria wanted put into the community, so because of being Tommyâs brother, Joel had been pulled in every direction.
"You taste so good," he murmured against you. "Like damn heaven between these legs." Your hips began to rock against his face, seeking more friction, more pressure, more of everything.
One of his hands released your thigh, and you felt his fingers probing at your entrance while his other hand slid up to your lower stomach, pressing down firmly to hold you still. âEasy, darlinâ,â he muttered, voice low and rough.
âYouâre gonna take what I give you. No more, no less.â Two of his thick fingers pushed inside you without warning, stretching you open. Joelâs mouth never left your clit â sucking, licking, flicking â while his fingers curled deep inside you, stroking that spongy spot that made your vision spark white and your back arch. He ate you like a man starved for his favorite meal, and to Joel, having you like this was one of his favorite things.
His beard scratched deliciously against your inner thighs, his tongue broad and flat one moment before turning pointed and relentlessly dragging through your folds.He groaned into you, hips grinding slowly against the mattress. âFuck⊠Joel,â you whined, thighs starting to shake around his head.
Your hips tried to grind closer to his mouth, but the hand on your stomach kept you pinned in place. âThatâs it, darlinâ,â he rasped against your core, his breath warm against your heated skin. âSqueezinâ my fingers so good. Greedy lilâ pussy. Give it to me, baby.â
Your orgasm crashed through you, thighs clamping around his head and fingers curling tight in his hair, pulling a deep groan from Joel. His tongue continued its relentless pace on your clit, drawing out your pleasure until you were twitching and whimpering from the overstimulation.
When you finally sagged back into the mattress, breaths heavy, Joel pulled back. His mouth and beard glistened with your slick. âGood girl,â he praised, kissing a wet trail from your core, up your stomach, before settling between your breasts. He slid a hand up your side and cupped the underside of one breast as his mouth covered the nipple.
He sucked gently at first, then harder, tongue flicking over the sensitive peak while his fingers teased the other. You were still trembling from the aftershocks when he finally lifted his head. âTurn over, baby. On your hands and knees for me. Ass up.â
His voice was low and rough with desire he couldnât hide. You obeyed on shaky limbs, settling into position as he knelt behind you. Joel ran his large hands over the curve of your ass, squeezing the soft flesh appreciatively before spreading you open. âFuck, look at you,â he groaned. âJust drippinâ for me.â
He leaned over to the bedside table, opening the drawer and pulling out the familiar vibrator. The low hum filled the room as he turned it on. âBeen thinkinâ âbout this since that night,â he said, voice dark. âYou fuckinâ yourself with it, moaninâ my name, wishinâ it was me.â
You hummed softly in response as he slid the vibrating head from your folds up to your clit, applying light pressure that drew a needy whine from your lips. âJoelââ you started, but he cut you off.âShhh, I got you, darlinâ.â He leaned over your back, his broad, warm chest pressing against you, and kissed your shoulder.
âGonna make you come so many times you forget your own name.â The fat, swollen head of his cock nudged at your entrance. Joel was big â thick, heavy, veined, with that slight upward curve that always hit everything just right. He rubbed it up and down your slit, coating every inch in your slick until it glistened. âGorgeous,â he muttered, then slowly pushed inside.
The wide head popped past your entrance with a wet sound, followed by the heavy, veined shaft that stretched you open. You moaned loudly into the mattress as he sank deeper, filling you completely until his hips were flush against your ass and his heavy balls rested against your clit.
âFuuuck,â Joel groaned, dropping his head to your shoulder. âSo tight. This greedy little cunt is suckinâ me right in.â He stayed buried deep for a moment before he began thrusting â long, deep strokes that dragged his thick cock along every sensitive spot inside you.
The vibrator stayed pressed firmly to your clit on the lowest setting, the constant buzzing mixing with the wet slap of his hips against your ass.âThatâs it⊠take my cock,â he muttered, one hand gripping your hip hard while the other held the vibrator steady.
âOh my god,â you moaned, burying your face into the pillow, fingers gripping the sheets tightly. âCome on, baby. Come on my cock,â he coaxed, voice rough but sweet. âLet me feel this pussy squeeze me. Thatâs a good girl⊠give it to me.â
Your second orgasm hit hard. Your walls clamped down around his thick shaft, pulsing and fluttering as pleasure tore through your overstimulated body. Joel fucked you through it without slowing, groaning at the way your cunt milked him. âGood girl⊠such a good fuckinâ girl. Keep cominâ. Donât you stop.â He clicked the vibrator higher. The sudden increase in intensity made you cry out, your hips instinctively trying to pull away, but Joelâs strong hands held you firmly in place.
âNo runninâ, darlinâ. Youâre gonna take it all.â
He starts thrusting into you harder, deep, punishing strokes that make your ass ripple with every impact. His heavy balls slap rhythmically against your clit, adding to the overwhelming sensations of his thick cock stretching you and the vibrator buzzing relentlessly against your swollen nub.
âJoel⊠fuckââ you moan brokenly, cheek pressed into the pillow, fingers clawing at the sheets. The pleasure is bordering on too much, your body still twitching from the previous orgasms, but he doesnât let up.
âI know, baby,â he groans, voice low and rough against your ear as he leans over you, his broad chest covering your back. One of his big hands slides under you to press down on your lower stomach, making you feel every thick inch of him even more. âI know itâs a lot. But youâre doinâ so good for me. This pretty pussy is takinâ me so well.â
He clicks the vibrator up another setting. The stronger vibrations rip a sharp cry from your throat as your hips jerk. Joelâs other hand grips your hip tighter, holding you exactly where he wants you while he fucks you with long, powerful strokes. âCâmon darlinâ, I know you got it in you.â
âFuck⊠âs too much,â you protest weakly, even as your walls flutter and clench greedily around his cock.
âYou can take it,â he growls against your neck, hips snapping harder. His thick, veined cock drags along your walls with every thrust, the slight upward curve hitting that perfect spot over and over. âGive me another, baby. Let me feel you come again.â
The overstimulation is intense now â every nerve in your body feels like itâs on fire. Tears prick at the corners of your eyes as another orgasm builds fast and merciless. Your thighs shake violently, and your pussy keeps fluttering around his girth. âThatâs it,â Joel praises, voice rough but sweet.
âFeel my cock stretchinâ you open? Feel how full you are? This greedy little cunt is suckinâ me so deep, darlinâ. You were made for this.â He keeps talking you through it, his breath hot against your skin. âLet go for me. Come on my cock while this vibratorâs buzzinâ on your swollen clit. I wanna feel you soak me again.â
The combination is too much. You come hard with a broken scream, your entire body seizing as your walls clamp down around his thick cock like a vice. Joel groans loudly, fucking you through every wave, never slowing his pace. âGood girl⊠fuck, thatâs my good girl,â he rasps, voice strained with pleasure.
âKeep squeezinâ me just like that. So fuckinâ tight.âHe doesnât pull the vibrator away. Instead, he presses it harder against your pulsing clit, forcing you to ride out the overstimulation as he keeps pounding into you. Your moans turn into desperate whimpers, body trembling uncontrollably beneath him.
âOne more, baby,â he coaxes, kissing your shoulder, then biting down gently. Joel holds you up with strong hands, fucking you through it with deep, steady thrusts until your release gushes around his cock.
Only then does he finally pull the vibrator away and toss it aside. He wraps both arms around you, pulling your back flush against his chest as he chases his own release with shorter, harder thrusts. âGonna fill you up, darlinâ,â he groans into your neck, voice wrecked. âGonna pump this sweet pussy full. You ready?â
You manage a weak, broken âyesâ - all you can muster before he buries himself to the hilt with a deep, guttural moan. His thick cock pulses hard inside you as he comes, flooding your pussy with thick, hot spurts of cum. He grinds deep, making sure every drop stays inside you, his cock twitching as he empties himself completely.
For a long moment, the only sounds in the room are your ragged breathing and his low groans. Joel stays buried inside you, pressing soft, lazy kisses along your shoulder and the back of your neck while his hands gently stroke your trembling body.
âYou okay, darlinâ?â He finally asks, breaths uneven as he remains draped over your back.
You slowly nod and after he presses a few more kisses along your neck and shoulder before slowly pulling out. He helps you shift onto your back, brushing stray strands of hair back before making his way to the bathroom. A moment passes where the room settles in quiet before Joel walks back to the bedroom, a small clean towel in his hand.
He returns to your side, bringing the towel between your thighs. You wince slightly - sensitive at the contact. âYou did so good for me, baby,â he murmurs the praise, pressing a kiss against your temple, before pressing one to your lips. âMy perfect girl. Took everything I gave you like you were made for it.â
You smile against his lips before letting out a soft, relaxed breath as he gently wipes your inner thighs before setting the towel aside. He wraps his arm around your shoulders, pulling you against his chest.
You wrap an arm around his waist, head resting on his chest just under his chin. The two of you are silent for a while, his hand gently rubbing along your arm before moving to your hair. âI hate when Iâm too busy for nights like this with you.â
âI know,â you mumble, tilting your head up in his direction. âBut it makes it worth it.â
He turns his head in your direction, nodding his head once he presses his lips against the top of your head, âSure does,â he mutters, pulling the blanket up to cover the two of you, tucking it around you to make sure youâre warm.
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Summary: After your husband died on one of the supply runs Tommy had organized, leaving you and your 5-year-old daughter, Emma, alone, you didnât know what to do with yourself. When Joel settles down in Jackson with Ellie after their trip to the Fireflies, then as a favor to Maria, he meets Emma and you while you introduce Ellie and him through Jackson.
Word Count: 19,480 (ongoing)
Chapter List:
Chapter One: Between Then and Now
Chapter Two: First Impressions
Chapter Three: The First Hint of Warmth
Chapter Four: The Missing Shape of Him
Chapter Five: Reasons to Keep Going
Chapter Six: The Weight of Blame
Chapter Seven: On Borrowed Time
Chapter Eight: ?
Chapter Nine: ?
Chapter Ten: ?
Chapter Eleven: ?
Chapter Twelve: ?
Chapter Thirteen: ?
Chapter Fourteen: ?
Chapter Fifteen: ?
Overall content warnings: Canon violence, swearing, cold Joel, mentions of death, grief, single mother, description of death, angst, eventual smut, slow-burn, longer chapters â ( content so far)
Note: Each chapter will have its own content warnings.
series summary: JerĂłnimo MatĂas Cruz is a kingpin on the rise in MedellĂn, Colombia. Javier is sent there for undercover work to take down the cartel. He finds his in with the drug lord's secret daughter, but quickly learns that you're nothing like your father. The lines between his job and his desire to protect you start to blur, forcing him to make a difficult decision.
contents/warnings: Explicit (18+ MDNI!) - porn with plot, inexperienced!reader, kissing, unprotected sex, Javi's heart is as big as his dick (i don't make the rules), overstimulation, dirty talk (like seriously), multiple orgasms (Javi is a giver imođ), two positions (cowgirl and prone bone), aftercare, some filling of plot holes, no uses of y/n. Apologies if I missed anything.
wc: 2300+
song: lost in the fire by the weeknd - "type of sex you could never put a price on"
a/n: like i said in the author's note at the end of part 4, this scene was cut to make the WC bearable to read. i almost didn't write this at all but đ it's practice ig since i can't stand writing smut. this isn't necessary to read but it makes their connection feel deeper (in a sense ?). again, thank youu to kat for proofreading this and translating for me :) gif credit
â± part 4 | series masterlist | soundtrack | read on ao3
Valentina often told people that she was drunk on love, overlooking her husbandâs ways in order to be with him. If he loved her at her worst, why wouldnât she love him at his?
She never got involved in any of his work, her fashion line took up most of her time, expanding all across Colombia at the time.
Now you find yourself in the same predicament your mother was in: staring up at a man thatâs no good for you. But in the deepest, darkest depths of your soul, you truly do love Javier.
You take a deep breath, leaning up to kiss him, hands gripping his curls as you straddle his lap.
He effortlessly lifts you, standing up with his hands under your thighs as he walks the both of you back over to the bed.
Javier lays you down with surprising gentleness, fingers curling in the sheets under you. The rough denim of his jeans presses against your clothed sex, pulling a gasp from your lips when you feel how hard he is already.
âGod,â a harsh exhale leaves him when his lips part from yours, âyou drive me crazy.â
His lips trail down your neck, setting your skin ablaze everywhere they touch. You tip your head back, giving him more access to the sensitive skin.
The familiar ache between your thighs builds quickly, heat pooling low in your belly at his ministrations and his earlier words. You know you should be afraid of how much trust youâre putting into him, but your mind is too lost in the fire burning bright between the two of you.
He mouths at your skin, slipping his hands underneath your (his) shirt. His touch sets your skin ablaze, making your body heat up from the inside out.Â
âJavi,â his name leaves your mouth in a desperate whimper, needing any kind of relief to the pressure building in your body.
He hums against your neck, tracing the column of your throat with the curve of his nose. His lips meet yours again, stealing the air from your lungs as his tongue dances with yours in a bruising kiss.Â
Javier stands just long enough to remove his jeans again, his cock already hard and aching again. Then heâs back on you, pulling you onto his lap and leaning back against the headboard.
You card your fingers through the curls on the nape of his neck as you kiss him, both of you breathing in deeply. Your nose bumps his, the kiss messy and full of heat.
With one hand, he unbuttons your shirt, his other hand steady on your lower back, pressing you flush against his chest.
âAre you okay with this?â he asks against your lips, palming your breast once the shirt is open.
You furrow your brows at that, not quite sure about what he means. âWith you touching me? Yeah.â
A breathy chuckle escapes him, you pulling back to meet his eyes. You rest your hands on his broad shoulders, squeezing them ever so slightly. His eyes are dark and half-lidded, desire written all over his face as he gazes at you.
âI mean are you okay with doing this without protection?â he restates, your mind flashing back to last night.
âWe already did, Javi,â you murmur, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth, âAnd it was great.â
He raises an eyebrow, âJust great?â
A scoff escapes you, âYou know what I mean.â
Javier chuckles again, moving his hand to squeeze your waist. âDo you trust me?â
You narrow your eyes at him, âThatâs a pretty loaded question right now.â
In the back of your mind, you know you shouldnât be so trusting with him after what he did. But your heart says the complete opposite.
If thereâs anything that your mother taught you, itâs to go for what you want, when you want it. And right now, thatâs Javier.
âI know, baby. And Iâm sorry again,â he confesses again, looking at you with eyes that would make your knees weak if you were standing. âI need to hear you say it, though: that you trust me to take care of you.â
Youâve been at war with your own mind for far too long. You deserve to have someone who wants to willingly take care of you. Plus, itâs a little difficult to say no to Javier when his eyes go soft, staring at you like a lost puppy.Â
Your resolve crumbles quickly, and you melt into him when he guides your hips closer, his hardened cock curving towards his stomach and resting against your inner thigh.Â
âI just want you to relax, okay?â he murmurs, not taking his eyes off of you as he moves your panties to the side, lifting your hips a bit.
Your hands stay braced on his shoulders, shivering a bit when he slides the head of his cock through your slick folds, spreading the mess youâve made of yourself. He presses the tip in slowly, groaning as your warmth envelopes him.
You sink down on his length with the help of his hands on your hips. Since he told you to relax, youâre allowing him to guide you the way he wants, seeing just how well he can take care of you.
He grips your hips a little tighter, the pads of his fingers indenting in your skin. Tentatively, he rolls them back and forth, noting what makes your face twist in pleasure and what doesnât.
Sure, the two of you have been having sex for a while, but you havenât truly learned each other's bodies, and thatâs what Javier wants. He wants to know your body like the back of his hand, knowing the right amount of pressure to add, knowing what makes you moan the loudest, what gets you the wettest.Â
Learning his partners is what Javier thinks his special power is. Though, lately, youâre the only one who can satisfy him and he wants to learn your body.Â
He switches to guiding you up and down on his shaft, the coarse hairs on his base brushing your clit. The movements are slow but you press your forehead against his, cupping the nape of his neck with your hands.Â
Javierâs lips curve slightly, âYou prefer it like this, donât you?â he coos, making you involuntarily clench around him.
Dirty talk seems to be on the list as well with you, so he plays into it.
The pace picks up, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room along with shared pants. âRide me just like that, yeah,â he whispers, âFuck, you feel so good,â he watches you with half-lidded eyes as your controlled sounds begin to fray.
Low moans leave you now, your fingers tightening in his hair. His words paired with his actions send a fresh wave of heat straight through you, coating his cock. The evidence of your arousal sounds in the room now, spurring Javier on.
âYou like when I talk to you, princesa?â he makes a mental note of that, basking in how wet and warm you are.
You breathe out a âyesâ, tilting your head back when he presses open-mouthed kisses to your neck, giving him more access. He nips and sucks at your sensitive skin, his hands traveling further down to grip your ass.
With anyone else, Javier would rarely speak during sex. Thereâs something so mesmerizing about seeing how much it turns you on, though. The possessive reminder that heâs the only person youâve been with surges through him again, prompting something lascivious to flare in his chest.
Your brows knit when he angles your hips, searching for the spot that unravels you. âFuck,â a sharp gasp escapes you, hands gripping his biceps, âright there.â
He smirks faintly, âThatâs it,â he purrs, the curve of his dick perfectly stimulating your g-spot with every thrust, making stars burst behind your eyes. âGod, you look so pretty like this: taking my cock like you were made for it.â
You whimper, nails digging crescent moon indents into his skin, nearly drawing blood as you near your third orgasm in the last 12 hours. You move under Javierâs guidance, wet skin slapping against each other, paired with your growing moans and his grunts and filthy words.
The closer you get, the less you can understand him.Â
And he sees it.
His hands on your hips tighten, guaranteed to leave bruises tomorrow. Right now, youâre not worried about anyone seeing them. If anything, youâll wear them proudly, showing the world that you have someone who makes you feel so good that your brain turns to pure mush.
âYouâre gonna feel me tomorrow,â you think you hear him say before he flips you over, pulling out to make you lay on your stomach.
His cock glistens with your arousal, slick on the back of your thigh as he places a pillow under your hips, pressing his hand between your shoulder blades to keep you pinned down.
He strips you out of what youâre wearing hastily, leaving you naked and wanting. Your cheek is mushed against the sheets, your breath fans over them when Javier slams back into you. This position â you flat on the bed with your hips propped up â has him reaching places you never thought were possible, and you finish quickly.
Your walls flutter rapidly around his length, the tissue clenching while you come. Your vision goes white around the edges, hot pleasure spiking through your body.
Javier fucks you right through it, hissing and gritting his teeth at how tightly your cunt is squeezing him. His hand stays firmly between your shoulder blades, keeping you in place as his hips snap against your ass, rippling the flesh with every rough thrust.
He relishes in the noises you make, all of them unfiltered and for his ears only. Just hearing them has him nearing his peak, but heâs determined to get you off one more time.
You barely process when his entire body weight presses against you, his cock reaching the deepest depths of you. A shuddering gasp leaves your lips, your body instinctively trying to escape the immense pleasure, but his body keeps you in place.
His breath fans over your ear, whispering in your ear while he pounds you into the mattress. âGive me one more, pretty girl. I know you can.â
He may know, but you donât think you can. The overstimulation has your thighs shaking, incoherent babbling slipping past your lips. Youâre almost sure that Javierâs about to chuckle at your lack of response before his breath hitches against your ear, the tip of his dick kissing your cervix.
You expect it to hurt, your vision even goes blurry around the edges, tears pricking your eyes. But itâs a pleasant feeling.Â
It would probably feel even better if you werenât so blissed out already.
Every nerve end is set on fire, the heat between the two of you growing into an all-consuming fit of rage. You feed off of each otherâs pleasure like a ravenous blaze spreading through a forest, hungry for everything in its path. Skin rubs against skin like friction against dry tinder, his hips losing rhythm as fire pools low in his abdomen.
He groans in your ear, his hands covering yours gripping the sheets to stay connected to you in every possible way. âNeed you to come for me again, princesa.â
You whine in response, feeling your body give in to the need to climax one last time. Your muscles spasm under him, an explosion of blinding heat and light taking over. Thereâs nowhere to hide or go to as you fall over the edge again.
Javier grunts loudly, pulling out just in time to come all over your ass. The tension in his body shatters like a glass in an inferno. Hot, white, thick spurts of his release paint the plush skin, barely able to hold himself up while he finishes.Â
He collapses on his back next to you, staring up at the ceiling, attempting to get air back into his lungs. Your breathing is slowly steading at his side, your eyes tracing his side profile lazily as you come down from your high(s).
Involuntarily, a smile tugs at your lips. Youâre happy that itâs this man that bumped into you at the club. If he hadnât, you probably wouldnât be here right now: making your own decisions, taking down your father, having out-of-this-world sex.
He turns to his side, catching your gaze and mimicking your small smile. He presses lazy kisses along your shoulder, wanting to bask in the afterglow with you a little longer, his body still thrumming with satisfaction.Â
He looks at you with warm, dark eyes â still hazy from intimacy. Without much thought, he strokes your hair, the action instinctive after such intense passion.Â
Meeting you at the bar and driving to this hotel with you was something he was hesitant about. Steve tagged along for extra protection, though Javier told him not to engage unless he felt like it was absolutely necessary.
Javierâs gut told him that you wouldnât hurt him, but the little voice in his head kept telling him that you would screw him over the same way he did to you. Heâs glad he trusted his gut rather than his mind, because now he has you completely.
Perhaps heâs being too greedy, thinking that he can get you out of this without a single scratch. Heâd like to think that he can but who knows what your father will do to you if he ever finds out.
Just thinking about it makes him sick to his stomach.
After the two of you settle into a familiar blissful embrace, Javier gets out of bed, padding to the bathroom to get a damp washcloth to clean up the mess the two of you made.
Itâs little things that he does that prompt you to think about a possible future with him. But then you remember how you met and who you are. Would he seriously want to have you in his life after all of this?Â
Maybe youâd go to Texas with him, go to school there, get your degree. Depending on how this goes, you might even start your motherâs fashion line back up.
And thatâs if your father doesnât bring you down alongside him.
The warmth of the cloth takes you out of your thoughts, Javier cleaning up the mess before he sets the towel aside and scoops you up into his arms. You immediately settle against his chest, his heartbeat steady under your ear.
He gently strokes your hair, lulling you into a state of tranquility. âDescansa (Rest),â he whispers, âAquĂ estoy. (Iâm here.)â