Covered In Bones

I am the kind of person who will not fight for you if I am not who you want, no matter how much it hurts

I try and I try and I try and yet I’m still not enough

You chose them over me and I get it but I also don’t.

Can I please fall in love with somebody who actually wants me for once?

I’m so fucking obsessed with you and it hurts so fucking bad.

Your name is the sweetest taste I’ve ever had on my lips and in my mouth

“Appreciate me or die. Your choice.”

People ruined me and I’m suffering for it.

You came to me in a dream once; told me I made this world a brighter place, that the sun still rose because I awoke each morning, that nature remained beautiful because it knew I smiled at all the beauty that it is. And when I woke from this dream; your voice replayed in my head like a broken record. Over and over until I began to think that maybe, just maybe, living might not be so bad after all.

They say to kill them with kindness… but what if I just kill ‘em instead

You were too nice to me and I was weary at first but you took your time and painted pretty pictures on all the walls I built to protect myself and I let you in and that’s when you left.

I could love you. Completely. I could. But the fear of you not being able to love me, too, keeps me from feeling these things

If I’m loved, I should feel love….right?