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the fact that people hate mari for “snitching on” coach ben is actually fucking insane to me. like actually yeah if i fell in a pit after having my face shoved into the dirt and dislocated my knee so hard my crying literally sounding like a wounded animal because the pain was so severe and then my old coach who i haven’t seen in months and i think tried to burn me and my friends alive for just trying to survive was the one who found me and then when i finally convince him to help me he ties my hands together and fucking blindfolds me while he’s a grown man who keep in mind i still am under the impression is deranged and he takes me back to a fucking cave full of bat bones that smells like shit and refuses to untie me and keeps me there for days on end with no sign of letting me free to the point where my only option is to try and sleep with him slash use my body because i am so terrified and need to escape and he insults me again and criticizes me for my efforts to stay alive while he did nothing but lie in bed that whole winter and then i try and mace him to escape and he tackles me and maces me back i would fucking snitch on him too once i finally got free what the actual fuck!!!!! and then when i finally get back to home i still make an effort to protect him and keep his whereabouts hidden because he was kind to me in the end i am instantly faced with extreme pressure from my former teammates and scrutinizing of my lies and then the girl who has been relentlessly physically aggressive towards me and has a history of being the first one to cannibalize her former friends starts pressing on me to tell them all the truth and since i am a person bottled up with fear and insecurity and a need to stay alive i confess. and even after all that i vote him fucking innocent and feel bad when my words are twisted against him and mourn his death. what the fuck!!!! mari haters WAKE UP???!!!!!

ok i want song recs so let me know what your All-Time Top Song is according to spotify. or whatever the fuck u use. mine is Joan of Arc by Arcade Fire

the portrayal of lottie as an owl is way more interesting than her portrayal as a deer but yall aren’t ready for that conversation

I cannot believe this time last year I didn’t even know who shane hollander was and now he’s my best friend and it’s his birthday….