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Why does everyone hate Michael 😭. To be fair none of us has very met a good Michael...

I named him after Michael Afton (of course) when I was a little laddy/las a guy was giving out rocks instead of candy for Halloween. You know, like the great pumpkin charlie brown. The moment I walked up to his house Michael caught my eye. He was smooth and lumped in all the right ways. He was this grey that is just perfect and do you see his pores? Flawless. However I knew better than to take a rock from its home so I let it be. Then the guy made the offer and I immediately knew who I had to take home with me. It's been 7 wonderful years with you Michael!

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Steven Universe White diamond Steven Au

A comment I wrote that I felt need to be shared.

"I literally did a final project on AI for multiple classes (it was mandatory) and had to use AI for said assignments (also mandatory) and had to take an AI literacy course (mandatory) and let me tell you when I double checked all of the AI's work there were so many hallucinations in it and it had no idea what it was doing.

A general AI has no idea what it's saying and only scrapes surface level information even when I'm researching information for personal reasons a lot of it comes from Reddit or wiki or other things a lot of the stuff that it gives me or just opinions that people have on things not actual objective facts it can't discriminate between facts and opinions. A lot of the information they give is just straight up wrong even when I go to the resources the AI doesn't even fully look at it in depth it's crazy.

An AI trained for a specific purpose is even wrong too a lot. Did you hear about the person who convinced an AI to give them an 80% discount? AIs have leaked information and have done many jobs wrong. They only give you answers, they care not for the information you need.

Chat GPT itself is a reflection of the user, if you had a bad experience with it on a personal level then that just means you're probably a terrible experience yourself.

We all know stevonnie is nonbinary and intersex. For those who don't know. We know this because of the dove self esteem project, stevonnie was talking about social media and their profile had this info.

Now a lot of people think the definition of Non-binary is "being neither male or female" which it is, but interpret that as meaning "lack of gender" or "being neither" which it doesn't. That's the definition of agender which means "to be gender ambiguous"

Binary is being related to, composed of, or involving two things. When referring to gender this means being male or female. Being non-binary means not falling within these two categories.

It's an umbrella term.

So being agender, bigender, apagender, genderfuild, ECT. All falls under being non-binary.

Of course just because your gender identity falls under that umbrella doesn't mean you have to identify as non-binary. The whole point of a gender identity is to figure out what you are, what makes you the most comfortable, a potential community and people to relate to all so you can avoid dysphoria.

Now this leads me to stevonnie. They are non-binary, so what gender do they fall under?

I thought they were bigender for a moment but their pronouns are they/them. If they were they would use she/him.

Steven and Connie are comfortable in their own gender so Stevonnie would be too but stevonnie is their own person and while they are Steven and Connie they also aren't. So they are a boy and girl but also neither making them agender...but they are a fusion meaning they are a blend/mix of girl and a boy making them androgyne.

Which is defined as "a person with a gender identity that blends masculine and feminine traits, exists between genders, or rejects traditional gender roles, often identified as a non-binary identity"

Now I thought I had my answer. This sums them up I thought

But...

That doesn't change the fact that the others still apply and could very well be them. So I kept looking.

I eventually found quadgender. Which is a person who identifies with four defined genders. (There is also trigender and quintgender and while I was tempted to find how high this counter goes I had to continue my research)

And...this works!

But for some reason it didn't feel right. They are so much more than this. At the end of the day it's less about what I think they are and more about what they think they are. Putting them into categories they may or may not be in or feel like their in, defeats the whole purpose of gender identity.

Rebecca sugars or stevonnie themselves would have said if they fell into anything of these categories. They just said that their non-binary and trying to say that their a girl and a boy or neither or a blend disrespects and goes against the purpose of the characters.

Which is to challenge the gender norms as an individual. If they were to fit neatly into a category and be able to be explained away in such a way that tries to define them too specifically it would defeat the purpose.

So I started looking for a more vague gender and I found pomogender!

Which "describes a gender identity where someone feels their gender doesn't fit into existing labels or categories"

I thought this was perfect! And it is! The ability to say "there isn't a word in existence/in the human lexicon to describe me!" Or "I exist beyond words" or "a being beyond your comprehension" in response to "what do you identify as" To be able to say "I'm me" then give them your pronouns is SO cool.

However...

I found another option!

Now this doesn't have a term yet (or probably ever) but people have described themselves as feeling this way. Only three people so far but I'm sure there are more out there. Technically it falls under pomogender.

It's the feeling of knowing you have a gender but don't feel any gender fits quite right. They are neither correct nor incorrect. The idea of having a gender outside of yourself is odd. You feel that your gender is self contained. Like it wouldn't make sense outside of the context of yourself. Having any gender identity slapped onto you makes your dysphoria flair.

Here is the main example I am using to define it:

Maybe when looking at a person you find it strange how they can have a gender outside themselves at all.

You find it easier and much more comfortable to say you are non-binary and leave it at that. If this sounds familiar you're probably whatever this is!

I think this is definitely an option for stevonnie as they are supposed to be self defined. The only person who can define them is themselves and they only exist inside of the context of themself.

In fact I think this is why a good portion of people feel so connected to them.

They define their gender and who they are and it's just accepted because no one can claim otherwise because they are something no one has seen before. Something the human language cannot fully describe. Any attempt to do so will leave you hungry.

They're name is stevonnie, they are intersex and non-binary, end of story.

A lot of people may unknowningly identify with this mystery "megender" and maybe that's why they feel so connected and seen. Or maybe they just like the idea of not having to explain, label, or justify their existence to anyone and just being allowed to exist as an individual without the expectations of their gender and/or social norms and roles bogging them down.

Stevonnie is peace, stevonnie is freedom, stevonnie is stevonnie, and your you.

Once you accept yourself and just allow yourself to live then you'll be as free and stevonnie levels of in love with your identity too. You don't have to love yourself so fully, that's a hard thing to do, but... Give yourself some grace and the next time you see stevonnie say "I'll love like you".

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I hadn't realized how much steven's hair looked like canon whites in the first images so i drew him from the side. it's supposed to be a star.

（；´д｀）ゞ

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you were filled with kindness because you never did it for a few words or for anything in return for that matter. you did it because you WANTED to.

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you are filled with perseverance because in spite of the monotony of the everyday you know exactly what you want to change, what you are fighting for.

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you are filled with bravery because you remain brave in spite of the cost, ready to bare the price at every turn, a simple price tag could never drag you down or scare you away.

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you are filled with patience because the longer the wait the sweeter the fruits of your labor will taste, you are very well aware that patience does not equate passiveness. your just waiting for your perfect moment to strike and claim your opportunity.

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you are filled with integrity because the truth will not diminish or change who you are. it is because of your integrity you are able to face the truth and still come out the same.

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you are filled with determination because you found a newer, better goal to reach for, and everytime you do you'll keep reaching higher until you finally reach the stars. Then you'll reach to surpass them.

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you are filled with hope in spite of the things that don't get better because you hold out hope everyday- no you KNOW with everyday comes more opportunities, chances, people, and experiences to hold close to your chest. you KNOW there will always be a place for light in the dark. you KNOW for as long as you exist you will have a chance after chance to be happy. and you KNOW that even if everything else falls around you, you will stand tall and Hardy in heart and soul, you will be a pillar not just yourself but for others in times of despair, when light seems to have left you cold you will rebuild that light in your image and set the world ablaze with your fire. for like a pillar you will break before you bend and like a dying flame all it takes is a little air for you to breath again.

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You know I've been thinking about Undertale and ye olden human magic system (mostly because of a fanfic I plan to make)

Considering flowey had to explain what a soul was/does to frisk probably meant they also to explain what a soul was/does to chara as well. Monsters also figured out that humans have lost magic with time (probably because of the dead human souls's time in the underground)

Ok, so we all know that as we progress further into the underground and closer to new home the items get better right?

Well that got me thinking.

"Seven of their greatest magicians sealed us underground with a magic spell." – Ancient plaque in Waterfall.

This implies that not all humans or magicians. It says "their greatest magicians" not "their strongest humans"

Not all humans could use this magic.

And we know from The library in snowdin that humans have lost their ability to use magic and yet we still have the 6 human souls and their... everything in the end of pasifist.

I doubt that whatever they were using in the underground was actually what monsters would call "human magic" and we can most certainly survive that based off of where their items are located it gives us a pretty good idea of where they were killed and how far they got.

The weaker items are earlier on while the stronger items are later on.

Considering humans lost their magic after sealing monsters in the underground and monsters are in a magic infested land in the mountain (which I highly doubt had magic in it to begin with) and humans and monsters were living together for a very long time. I believe that when monsters use magic they released magic into the air, like when they dust when they use a magic spell or when they consume or even make food.

So when humans sealed monsters in the underground they essentially slowly lost their magic over time.

Though in deltarune it is implied that monsters don't have magic but that's an alternate universe I'm not sure how well that holds up to undertale considering I highly doubt that dark worlds exist in undertale so it might just be an entirely different magic system so I don't think it's really indicative of anything.

Back to what I was saying- all in all you get my point humans lost their magic because they sealed monsters underground now let's get into why I keep on mentioning the seven humans and their items.

I believe that the humans have a lesser form of human magic or at the very least the magic that your everyday average human would have cuz I highly doubt that all of the humans that fell down in the underground were mages.

We also see humans holding different items in the opening of undertale

Some have a sword, one has a spear, and another one has this weird?- spear- staff- scythe- magic thingy?

This leads me to believe that a common form of human magic is what a human has an item that they hold near and dear to their chest it will be infused with their determination and enhanced.

The longer the humans stayed in the underground the stronger their weapons and "armor" became. They were in a magically infused environment therefore I believe that helped them bring out the determination because I highly doubt he was on the surface just to have determination casually that would allow them to have the power to change the world.

It is stated in undertale the determination is the power to change the world. We see that throughout undertale in the form of save points, rewinding time, resets, and coming back from death. But I think it's interesting to think about how that affected their items in the things around them.

The humans obviously had some sort of big attachment to the items that they held considering that their items are reflected in their attacks during the 'final'

It would also explain why Chara's items are the best items in the game, they probably stayed there for pretty dang long time. My guess is probably 2 to 6 months (realistically) Or maybe even a year.

It would explain why a book and a toy knife is doing more damage than a stick, frisk has no connection to the stick, it's just a stick, they picked it up.

As well as why the bandage has zero defense when a ribbon, bandana, hat, tutu, glasses, and a locket has more defense than that (though it does make some sense to degree).

Another way I think humans may have used monster magic is probably through monster dust. I mean we know that their body and their souls are connected they're souls are combination of their being, everything that makes them them is reflected upon their soul and vice versa.

They even point out how human souls persist after death. considering the humans have coffins their bodies don't disappear. Well we see that monster souls and body do. All of it simply turns into dust. So I'm pretty sure everything that made them including what kind of monster they were and what kind of magic they used also persist through their dust.

I'm just saying I think it would be pretty interesting if humans used monster dust to actually make the barrier that would explain why it's white.

The humans attacks are obviously being made through flowey and we know that healing magic is green but we also know that colored magic which also reflects the seven souls it's probably very similar to what human magic was like to a degree.

I don't think it's a jump to assume that human magic was colored while monster magic is white just like their souls. As it's supposed to reflect that I think.

Now finally we can focus on those mages again. I was thinking why can't all humans be mages. what would set human mages apart from normal humans.

Then I thought came to me. It's Canon that all the other humans had the ability to use save and load. They just gave up. Frisk never did. Maybe what sets human mages apart from normal humans is that they're more determined. As I've stated before determination is the power to change the world. So it would make sense to me the more determination you have the more you'd be able to change the world. Aka they had so much determination that they were literally able to bring what they willed into the world and allowed it to exist (spells!)

So I guess this means that in theory any human can become a mage it's just that none of them were determined enough to do so. That's why they were just everyday average humans with basic abilities instead of casting fireballs and sealing monsters underground.

At the end of the day I think these are all very interesting forms of possible ways that humans could have used magic.

Thank you for your time

I'm trying to learn animation and I'm not very good at drawing but you gotta start somewhere. I'm also trying krita and I have never felt so tested, someone wants me to kill myself. WHY WOULD PEOPLE RECOMMEND THIS TO ME. I SHOULD HAVE JUST PIRATED LIKE THE REST OF Y'ALL.

This is (probably) my last animation on ibis paint (my beloved) as I have a laptop now (yippe! 💃🕺💃🕺)

My white diamond au Steven universe fic :D

New design:

Still indecisive as to if I want funny pants or not. I also wanted her sleeves to look like rose petals but my drawing is kinda not good.

How Steven looks now:

Voices from

'Sylla' from epic: the musical

And

Teagen is better than other toons who only benefit themselves. Personally I, because of her lower stealth and high stamina, like taking the twisted away/ off of people who are being chased (ie anyone who is not a distractor)

She's an amazing savior character and can easily earn her keep as well as need for tapes.

If your good at surviving she's an amazing asset. You'll get loads of tapes by simply Playing the game therefore doesn't need healing from other sources. She works as a protector, especially for low stealth toons (I'm talking about vee here)

She's a low maintenance teammate who's just there and can help complete machines.

She's awesome and it should be mandatory for her to be in the team composition.

I've taken hits from Pebble, scraps, and goob for people. I've sat there near the elevator, waiting for stray twisteds, waiting for lurking twisted who camp ele. I've distracted twisted who were let go too early during panic mode. I've ran side by side with teammate who I know are on low stamina just in case a twisted waltzes by in order to take aggro. I've distracted scraps and goob at the same time just to make the distractor's life easier, I get hit? So what.

Teagen is goated.

Though I'm genuinely curious as to why people don't like her when she's so awesome and makes people's lives so much easier. Tell me, why do you or why do you think people hate teagen?

Here.

The seventh

Life is truly something special, you only get one after all.

Reason: (unknown)

Death: they have died many times, they know that there is a way to stop all this death, all this hurting. Though that's not gonna happen. Not because they can't, but because they won't. Monsters don't deserve to be free after everything they've done to them. Why do monsters get to have a happy ending consequence free, after they burned, beaten, stabbed, and killed them. They know if they just let it go they could be so much happier, but it's not fair how they receive consequences for gain LOV while monsters do not. They were tired, too many genocides in a row surprisingly gets to a person, who knew. They knew the moment they turned that flower into salad it was back to the beginning for them. They knew they'd never be free so they decided someone else deserved to. They freed the six human souls. They knew they had to start a new run at some point and this wouldn't last long but, at least this was something. They hadn't expected the souls to converge as they did. Turns out at LV 20 you're determination is a lot stronger than you'd think. Just like that with the help of the souls they could go back. Back to the beginning, where it all started. Before their fall, before the first human, before monsters were even stuck in the underground. They landed themselves right in the middle of the war between humans and monsters. With the help of the seven previous humans they must traverse this unfamiliar surface world and make changes to insure they don't end up where they had. Some want to spare while others want to get rid of the monster problem entirely. However hey can't be hasty with such a decision, a decision that was so easy to make before. There is no reset, there is no going back. This is their new life, they have to make it count after all they only have one, or do they.

Genre: rpg

*despite everything it's still you

Determination turns to desperation

Who knew life felt so much more fulfilling when you couldn't do it all over with the press of a button.