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For me lonely isn't not having people around me but its not having anyone to open up about how deeply i'm affected by small things.

“You never realize how much someone means to you, until you mean nothing to them.”

“Sometimes we need someone to simply be there, not to fix anything or do anything in particular. But just to let us feel we are supported and cared about.”

There are days I cannot be strong. Nights I rather drown in tear stained sheets than wade in the ruin. Sometimes my soul is tired of trying. Sometimes my mind must be messy within itself. I cannot force myself to carry the weight of wreckage when my heart is weak. There are moments it must be laid to rest, that I must be put in place. And that does not mean I am giving up, it does not mean I surrender to the madness. It simply shows I’ve been fighting so hard I need to settle into the chaos. Sometimes I need to sleep with my sorrow, let it surround me until tomorrow.

“I just don’t really see what’s so great about life? everyone says that you have to keep fighting and just stay alive, but for what? everything just hurts so fucking much and nothing good ever happens, I don’t see what there is to fight for?”

Some people get hurt and broken so much they lose all hope for happiness and love.