"Have I not begged you to reconcile with me?"

you can find me on twitter - hopefully after a while my twitter is just art and headcanons!!

and on ao3. - some of my fics are very sweet others deal with heavy content that may be triggering. don’t worry, i’ll tag. 

Yes of course! The two of them are honestly one of my favorite ships, even if I'm the only shipper. And for me at least, there is a lot about their dynamic that is represented in the stars, the ocean and the moon. Each of these things is vast, yet so lonely. If you've ever been to a beach, or on a ship, or just in the sea (especially at night) you get a feeling of loneliness. The sea feels lonely to me. As do the stars and the moon, especially at night, above and ocean or sea (and for the stars and the moon, it depends on where you are- but on a boat, ship, at sea, they seem lonely). But at the same time, all three of these things are connected. They don't touch one another, but they have an impact on each other. The moon creates the tides, the stars help navigate paths in dark oceans, etc.

This just, reminds me of Maglor and Earendil and how I perceive them. These are two lonely elves who are whether they want it or not, isolated from society. The are confined to the realms of the sea and the sky. Earendil is a star, whereas, Maglor just reminds me of the ocean. And toss in the moon, it's just an ever present object that is always looking/lighting the way.

So, it shows their similarities. Two lonely elves, who were fathers to the same half-elf, who are now isolated from elven and human society. They are so close yet, they can't touch. Not each other, not their fellow elves, etc.

DELETED. For a MULTITUDE of reasons.

im really just trying to slowly fizzle out of fandom space in general because it's just so toxic.

i made another twitter to get out of discourse (with literally like the same name lol) and just ended up back in discourse. i was constantly seeing stupid hotd/got takes on my twitter that made me angry and i found myself falling into discourse daily.

on the other end, i had to deal with some really weird silm fans spreading rumors about me and putting words into my mouth. some of them were stalking me because of my opinions on ships , characters and some in fandom racism and i honestly just didn't feel safe.

some of trop fans were also getting on my nevers wrt to begin really weird about feanor, there was some homophobia i saw and toxicity in shipping there as well, especially with galadriel's character.

and then again, i was just dealing with hotd/asoiaf discourse , casual fandom racism not even related to the silm, and people were just mean spirited.

fandom is just such a toxic place so i completely deactivated all my twitters and as of now, i don't plan to really participate in fandom. it caused me a lot of stress and anxiety. i stared my twitter in 2021 - then moved to another one and i really really wanted to have fun but fandom is just soo toxic.

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