(gif used simply cause I like seeing remer manhandling squeak and the ass slap?? Interesting)
Pairing: Remer X fem reader
Warnings/general tags: somewhat stereotypical gender roles because I wanted to be silly, brief arguments, size kink but not explicitly stated, sorta slow burn, and SMUT
Summary: flirtatious friendship type stuff and then you realize your feelings and it frustrates the shit out of you.
"dude are we seriously gonna live here? It's the shittiest place on the block" Coop groaned eyeing over the quaint house standing in front of the three of you
"well I think it's perfect" Remer argued leaning his head to the side and talking with an obnoxiously positive attitude
"I mean it's a house, anything's better than those dorms" you said leading them both into the house with you
Of course that was all a few years ago, now you had all been living pretty comfortably in that home since you had gotten out of college a few years back. You had all opted to move in together after graduation since you got so close overtime, and you all needed some place to stay.
After a while of living together you'd adjusted to living with two men, the pros and cons. On the pro side you had two guys to fix things occasionally and kill bugs when you didn't want to, while on the con side you were living with two guys who seemed to find putting the toilet seat down an impossible task.
Even if they were gross and perverted sometimes, you still appreciated them and did really have fun living there with them. They were truly sweet guys and you wouldn't choose to live with anyone else but them, not to mention they really liked you too, they had a bit of a soft spot for you.
You were close with them, like really close. If you weren't roommates people would probably get the wrong idea about you, especially how you were with Remer. It's not like you guys had ever done anything together but you would lay together late at night, watch movies, and usually fall asleep together on the couch, not to mention he'd be just a little too comfortable getting changed in front of you.
Over the years you had all gotten jobs and steady careers, that is until the boys got into sports. Once their little driveway ball game got attention and it wasn't so little anymore. Everything changed for you guys, not that it was a bad thing, just different. Even though they were often busy with games and interviews every single night, when they finally got home you'd all get together in the living room and hangout like old times, as if nothing had changed at all.
"you know these shows are so fake man" Remer gestured at whatever random reality Tv show was on that night.
"Yeah genius they tell you it's all fake in the first five minutes, it's literally a disclaimer" Coop said in an annoyed tone, or at least more annoyed than usual.
"Are you doing alright Coop?" You reluctantly asked, watching him stare off blankly before even registering that you had asked him a question "huh? What? Oh yeah I'm fine....it's just this game tomorrow is really stressing me out" he said sighing into both of his palms
He sighed again and stood up "I should probably get to bed anyways, I'm just gonna stress myself out more the longer I'm awake" he huffed and walked to his bedroom, leaving you and Remer alone.
"That reminds me, would you mind coming to the game tomorrow? Just for some emotional support, we need all the motivation we can get." He asked pulling you closer to him on the couch
You had never been to one of their games in the few years they've played professionally however, you would always cheer them on when it was just a driveway game, this wouldn't be any different.
"Awh thanks you're such a sweetheart" he teased, leaning his head against your shoulder, arms tightly around your waist.
This was your usual nighttime routine, Coop went to bed while you and Remer stayed up for a bit watching movies before falling asleep together. You swore it was "accidentally" but all friends did that right? It was completely, definitely, and totally platonic.
You woke up in an empty space, missing the feeling of falling asleep with two big arms wrapped around you and pouted to yourself knowing that they had probably already left to go to game practice. You cleaned up the place as much as you could muster up the energy to do and wasted time until you had to head to their game that night. After getting dressed in the simplest thing you could find you headed to the game about 30 minutes earlier than you needed to, just so you could wish your boys the best of luck.
"oh hey you made it!" Coop headed over to give you a hug that seemed like it was more for calming his nerves than greeting you, but you were always fine with being comforting.
As you and Coop kept talking and you kept reassuring him after noticing his constant fidgeting, you glanced over to see where Remer was.
He was talking to one of the other boys on the team, the one you had identified as the shortest one on the team. He had gone from calmly, almost encouragingly talking to the man to grabbing him forcefully and pressing him up against the wall, shouting at him about winning the game still somehow encouraging him in a way.
It had completely drawn your attention away from Coop, making you flinch slightly as you watched his aggressive display.
Something about it made you feel weird, like watching him shout and manhandle his teammate made you warm and seeing how big he was compared to his shorter friend made you squirmy. Maybe you were uncomfortable? You hadn't often seen that side of him before, or maybe you were just intrigued, or even amused! But you couldn't ignore the strange feeling you felt in the bottom of your stomach, and the flutter you felt as you watched him.
"oh cool you're here finally" Remer walked over, gapped tooth on display as he smiled and walked over to the both of you.
Before you could respond your mouth stayed slightly parted and your eyes were blank as you tried to process what you had just felt.
"Uh hellloooo???" He waved his hand in front of you, bringing your attention back to your surroundings "sorry, sorry just distracted I guess" you laughed as you pushed the thought out of your mind and continued to talk with them for the next few minutes, wishing them luck and encouraging them as much as you could, they were your best friends after all.
"hey we should get out there soon, group discussion before the game?" Coop suggested to Remer and the rest of the team before leading them to the side.
Just before you walked off to go sit somewhere before the game started Remer stopped you for a moment "hey you sure you're all right? We can talk after the game if you need to" he reassured, rubbing your arm gently. It sent an unfamiliar chill through you.
"yeah I'll be alright, we'll talk about it after the game. Good luck out there!!!" You smiled and left him with the team as you hurried to sit and think before the game started.
You couldn't help but replay the sight over and over...and over again until you felt like your brain was gonna explode. What was it about him being so purely aggressive that made you feel so strange and uneasy, especially since you had become so used to his often polite and gentle behavior.
Before you could finish these thoughts the game had started and your attention had to be directed at whatever was happening. The game was...confusing to say the least, you never bothered to learn the details and the rules, you just watched them as they had their fun. The game went on for a while and it was difficult to keep track of who was doing well or who was winning, regardless it was entertaining, you got to watch your friends do the dumbest things just to confuse the other players, you giggled to yourself watching their silly acts.
You weren't quite sure if the game was going well and who exactly it was going well for, but Coop and Remer seemed pretty relaxed so it was safe to assume they had it in the bag. While things were going good for them, that strange feeling came back once again the more you focused on Remer during the game. Every time he'd direct his teammates to do something or attempted to psyche someone out you felt the weird need to squeeze your thighs together and felt a heavy feeling in your chest...you had some idea of what you were feeling, you weren't stupid, but part of you wanted to play dumb, staying naive to the feeling.
You were snapped out of your thoughts once more to the sounds of cheering and the overjoyed expressions on your friends faces. "WE FUCKIN WON!!!" you could overhear Coop and Remer screaming and jumping from a mile away, celebrating their victory, at least you had assumed that.
You were the first person they ran over to jumping and telling you the score "we did it, we really did it" Coop shouted, his voice breaking as he spoke. He practically jumped to hug Remer, you watched as they hugged tightly still overjoyed by their win. You patted them both on the backs before they returned to the field to join their team in celebration. But just before Remer headed back he looked up at you, holding your hand and mouthing "thank you"
Their teammates had all crowded over to celebrate with them, then the cheerleaders followed, getting a little too close to Remer and touching him just a bit too much for your liking. It was a weird tense feeling but much different from the last feeling, this one was more upsetting, you knew what it was, it wasn't a feeling you often experienced but you knew you were.....
Back at home you tried convinced yourself over and over that it was nothing and that you were just "protective over your friends" but you knew that wasn't the case.
For your sake as well as your friends you pushed it as far out of your mind as you could because, you just wanted to support them, you really were proud.
"proud of my two favorite boys" you said wrapping your arms around both of them. Group hugs were one of your favorite moments with them because it always felt like you were being squished or crushed but in the comfiest, most reassuring way.
"Thanks we couldn't have done it without our biggest fan" Remer teased you when you stepped back.
"oh yeah I'm your number one fan, now go do the dishes" you said laughing while giving Remer a teasingly mean look. Coop rolled his eyes at you two "I don't know about you two but I need some sleep after tonight's game" he groaned, walking to his room as usual and mumbling as he walked sleepily.
"the usual?" Remer turned to you with inviting arms, urging you to lay with him on the couch, like usual.
Finally all those overwhelming feelings that you wanted to push down felt like they had wandered out of your mind, finally it was back to normal again. 15 minutes in after getting comfortable, his arms around your waist and your head on his chest as you found a movie to watch until you both got tired enough to fall asleep....together.
"I'm really proud of you Doug" you whispered into his chest, almost hoping he didn't hear you.
"thanks, I'm really happy you were there today, it meant a lot." He said running his fingers through strands of your hair.
There was silence for a moment, you figured that would be the end of it.
"so...what did you wanna talk about earlier? You seemed a little...distant before the game."
You huffed, feeling a heavy worry wash over you. You started to become overly aware of his hand tightly on your thigh and all you wanted was to enjoy being there with him, without overthinking it.
"nothing, I don't even remember."
"oh...alright well as long as you're okay now"
You sighed heavily just wanting to go back to feeling comfortable and carefree as you were before. However now that you had remembered how you felt earlier you couldn't stop thinking about how he was touching you. His hand on your thigh tightly, his other hand basically resting right under your tits, flat on your ribcage, was it always like this? Was this new?
The thing that was worrying you was that...you really, really liked it. It was so new and strange but you wanted more, you felt a weird urge for him to touch more of you and you wanted to touch him just as bad.
"fuck.." you muttered out loud, quickly covering your mouth not realizing you'd said it out loud.
"hmm?" He asked assuming you were just tiredly mumbling. Neither of you said anything else, but your heart was pattering loud in your chest as his hand on your thigh just felt like it was getting closer and closer and.....you got up quickly, almost jumping up. He stared up at you half concerned and half confused.
"I think I'm gonna head to bed, I have some stuff to do in the morning for work. Good job today though...buddy" you awkwardly smiled hoping to appear like you weren't panicking at your newfound sexual attraction to one of your best friends.
"oh..alright, well get some rest tonight and let me know if you need anything, I'll be out here for a bit."
You nodded and headed to your room calmly so that you wouldn't look like an anxious mess in front of him. The second you closed your door your stomach was doing flips, you couldn't think straight, you couldn't understand why you suddenly felt this way.
After hours of tossing and turning you decided to come to the conclusion that maybe you were just that sexually frustrated that you had thought about the first man that came to mind and felt fake attraction for him. It happened all the time with friends...or at least that's what you told yourself as you slipped down your shorts, your underwear following.
You huffed, annoyed that while you were trying to get off, still the only thing you could think about was your friend who was just a few feet down the hall. You felt guilty, really guilty thinking about your friend while you had a vibrator shoved between your thighs but at least after you were done you could put this all behind you.
The more you thought about him, how he acted earlier, and the way he acted around you when you were alone got you closer and closer. You let your mind drift a little too far, thinking of how you wanted him to touch you, how good he could make you feel, what noises he would make when he finally was in you, before you knew it your legs were twitching and you softly moaned his name before muffling the rest of your moans clasping your hand over your mouth.
This was worse than you thought, not only did you get off thinking about your friend, but you came while uttering his name. What's even worse is you didn't feel any better afterwards, you felt a bit more tired, sure! But you still wanted him.
You woke up exhausted from staying up worrying most of the night and then crying once the guilt had settled it. It was really affecting you, basically making you hide out in your room all day. After a while you heard a knock on the door
"you alright in there? You've kinda been hiding most of the day" Remer chuckled, leaning against your door waiting for your response.
"yeah I'll be out later." You grumbled loud enough for him to hear but with little enthusiasm.
"oh...alright, well feel better!"
You felt bad for being cold but you didn't know how to talk to him normally after last night. You winced at your attitude, you wished you could just relax. After a while you realized eventually you'd need to leave your room so, you bit the bullet and headed out to the kitchen just to get a glass of water.
You walked out into the kitchen, standing by the counter for a minute before you felt a large presence behind you.
"glad you're finally gracing us with your presence today" Remer sighed against your shoulder, his arms wrapping around you.
"Missed you" he spoke once more
Your eyes almost teared up at the guilt, it was so stupid to avoid him over this, it would probably blow over soon enough anyways.
The cabinet wasn't too high however, when you opened it up the cup you needed was on the highest shelf. You reached for a minute before concluding that you probably wouldn't be able to get it. Remer saw your struggle, you felt him grab your sides, lifting you up slightly. As you felt him brush against you, flush against you. Your eyes widened and you quickly grabbed the cup you needed.
Remer was quick to put you down, concerned with your tone "I'm sorry???" His smile had faded. You huffed grabbing your cup and heading down the hall without saying a word to either of them.
"dude what the hell is her problem???" Coop had turned around on the couch to ask Remer what just happened.
"I don't know dude she just kind of snapped on me..." he leaned against the counter confused
"well was she like this last night? She seemed fine yesterday...well as far as I saw anyways." Coop had returned his attention to the tv.
"No I mean, she said she needed to talk about something yesterday but...she said it didn't matter anymore, that she had forgotten. I guess she just didn't wanna talk about it?" Remer sighed trying to remember any sign of pissing you off yesterday or in the morning.
"should I go talk with her?" Remer contemplated.
"probably, yeah but give her some time"
"fuck fuck fuck" You felt Awful, you were being bitchy, you knew that but you didn't know how to talk about any of it. "I'll just go to bed early, I'll just sum it up to mood swings tomorrow." You worried most of your night for the second time in a row thinking over your whole friendship. Did you always feel this way? Was this new? What was happening to you, why now? You rethought every interaction with Remer, thinking if you had felt this way before, maybe you had? Back when you first met you would stay up late with Remer out in the driveway, you'd lay on a towel or blanket and just talk for a while, looking up at the sky, of course Remer kept pointing at random stars or constellations and saying they looked like dicks or boobs.
That was one of the first times he had held you close to him the way you'd done so often now. Now that you'd thought of it you wanted nothing more than to do that for the rest of your life that night, it was sappy and gross, or at least that's what you thought at the time but back then you never wanted the moment to end. Jesus you were a mess.
"has she been in there all day again?" Remer asked Coop with a concerned tone.
"yeah, she's really seemed tense for a few days now...I'm gonna head out for a little, maybe you should talk with her." Coop said as he left, with a tone that almost sounded like he knew something you two didn't.
You were awake and it was day 3 of trying to avoid Remer, but at this point it just seemed ridiculous you lived with him after all. The front door had shut and you had hoped that maybe they had both left for a little, maybe finally you could roam your house freely. Unfortunately seconds later you heard a knock at your door, you sighed and reluctantly opened your door to a pouty Remer.
"what did I do" he said, bottom lip pressed out, he was trying to give you the world's most convincing puppy dog eyes, he pushed past your door. You didn't stop him because it was killing you to be apart from him for so long. "You didn't do anything I promise...I'm just dealing with stuff" you sat on the bed, him following, sitting right next to you.
"talk to me, what's been going on?" He leaned back looking at you and awaiting your answer. "No judgement?" You asked
You prepared yourself for the words that were sure to spill out without you realizing. "You and Coop, I mean you get girls often right? Hookups and stuff?" You asked genuinely curious.
"well not to brag or anything but....well no, not really I mean sure we make out with chicks every once in a while but y'know we never...." He chuckled to himself
"does it ever get...frustrating? Like you know not getting laid after a while" it was more intimate than your conversations usually were but you've already done worse at this point. "Yeah, sure it does but I always have one thing to rely on" he smiled goofily.
"and what's that?" You asked curiously
"I don't know I mean every time I'm getting a little too frustrated I just jerk off" he shrugged
You were kind of taken aback by his forwardness but then again you were just masturbating to the thought of him last night.
"well yeah, I guess it helps but when I tried I just ended up thinking of you" you gasped, your eyes widening at the admission, you immediately felt a rush of embarrassment wash over you.
"you...huh?" He sat there stunned at what you had just admitted to him. "I- shit I shouldn't have told you that I'm sorry" you got up, attempting to leave your own room. He grabbed your forearm, urging you to stay. "Wait- just wait a sec" he sat back for a second as you sat back down next to him. "Start from the beginning"
You sighed, telling him about the night that you'd stayed out in the driveway with him, to the day of the game, to the night you had touched yourself thinking of him.
"I thought that maybe it would go away after that....but then when I y'know...finished, I ended up saying your name" your face rested down on your knees, hiding your face in shame as he took in the information you had just told him.
You felt his hand on your chin, pulling your face up to look at him, your eyes pleading with him, hoping you didn't ruin everything. He brought his lips to yours without saying anything, holding your face to his. Your eyes fluttered closed as his lips gently moved against yours, it was different but welcomed. You felt his tongue invade your mouth, a foreign feeling, roaming your mouth as his hand rested on the side of your neck. He was moaning quietly into the kiss and it did unimaginable things to you, finally you heard just a fraction of what he sounded like when he was in pure bliss.
He pulled back and looked at you softly, making all of your worries and guilt go away in seconds.
"Did you really think the way we acted was 100 percent platonic? I mean we slept next to each other every night for years now" he chuckled, pulling you into his lap. Your breath was caught in your throat, you felt like you were about to pass out. "So you felt the same way? This whole time?"
His expression had changed, he had more ideas for the night than you had expected.
"mmn yeah, surprised you didn't catch on sooner" he breathed against your neck, leaving small teasing marks. You stayed completely still as his thigh was slotted in between your legs, pressed tightly against you. You let out a quiet whine at the slight pressure that was barely getting you off, that is until he started to gently bounce his leg against you.
"Jesus" you sighed leaning your head into his shoulder, lazily grinding into his thigh. "And to think you were so needy while I was just down the hall all this time, woulda helped you out sooner" He whispered, hands on both of your hips, guiding you against him. Your breath would hitch every time his leg would jerk up against you as he played with your hair, like he often did while you laid together, except usually you weren't using his leg as your personal fuck toy.
You moaned softly into his shoulder, your breathing picking up as you squeezed your thighs tighter around his leg.
"yeah? You like it there huh? Does that feel good?"
You nodded against him before speaking up "I- I think I might-" you groaned knowing he could feel the wetness between your thighs soaking a small area on his pants.
"Wait, really? You really did need this huh...." he smiled to himself watching you move off his thigh, mostly because you were seconds away from finishing on his pants. "What? Too nervous to get a little messy?" He teased, pulling you back on his lap.
"no...I'm just a little nervous" you muttered, feeling his bulge start to feel noticeable against you. "Don't worry I'll- fuck" he struggled mid sentence as you moved gently against the tent in his pants, pouting at him.
"alright I won't tease you, but that's only cause I need you just as bad" he spoke as he finally removed your underwear, leaving your hoodie (that was actually his that you stole) on for the moment.
"Jesus you're wet, you've been all soaked around me and you couldn't say anything about it? I bet you felt so dirty thinking about me? How often would you think of me when you were touching yourself huh?" He asked as he continued to undress himself.
"more often than I realized" you shyly admitted
"god you don't know what that does to me" he shakily breathed out, moving you onto your back and lining himself up to push into you. He shoved his face into your chest to muffle the whine he let out when he pushed into you, holding your waist tightly as he often did. He used your legs for leverage to move deeper into you again and again.
Your eyes widened at the size, you hadn't looked at it much before he was in you, but you could clearly feel how thick it was.
"you don't know how bad I've wanted to do this all these years, it was killing me having you on my lap all the time but never being able to have you" he uttered before he let out a string of groans and whines. You were starstruck, letting your head fully fall back as your hips needily met his movements. He took advantage of your distraction and quietly opened up your drawer, finding the vibrator you'd hidden under a few shirts, and pulled it out, switching it on.
You opened your eyes to the faint sound of buzzing and your face flushed at the sight of Remer holding it.
"This is what you used the other night huh? Why don't you show me how you used it?"
You stopped dead in your tracks as he kept moving lazily into you. He took your hand and placed the toy in your palm "just show me, I'm curious" he encouraged you. You nervously held the toy against your clit, immediately feeling ashamed at how quickly you were about to cum, between him stretching you and the constant stimulation on your clit. Your eyes were screwed shut as his tip nudged at your g spot every time he moved in you, you were so close and he wasn't far behind, shakily moaning and sloppier movements.
"look at me and say it." he grabbed your chin and made you look at him
You opened your eyes confused at his request. "what?" You tried to understand what he was asking "what you said the other night, please" he barely whined. You instantly understood what he was asking, he wanted you to look at him and moan his name as you came, just as you had a few nights before.
You quickly felt the knot in your stomach snap as you climaxed.
"fuck, Doug" you moaned out, sounding more desperate than you'd hoped to sound. As you squeezed around him you heard him groan, his mouth parted slightly as he came, neither of you worried about him not pulling out.
You both laid there, him still inside you, both of you holding each other tightly, arms wrapped around one another. "Feel better?" He mumbled after a while "yeah, a lot better..." You sighed at the comfort of him holding you.
After a while you both decided to head back out into the living room, lacking clothes, you only being in your bra and underwear and him being in only sweatpants. You both stopped, stunned to find coop splayed out on the couch distracted by the tv
"so you two finally figured it out" Coop nonchalantly spoke.
"Jesus dude did you hear everything" Remer laughed scooting Coop over to sit with him on the couch
"only your bitchy moans, you really sound like a chick"
"shut up" Remer rolled his eyes, smacking Coop lightly
"you guys are so immature" you said scooting in-between both of them.
Nothing had changed, it really was like it always was.
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