I Hate Me More

“and at some point I thought to myself: ‘no person deserves this,’ and I realized that includes even me.”

“Mental illness has ruined my fucking life, don’t ever tell me that it’s a choice.”

“Stay away from people that make you feel like you’re hard to love.”

“Eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. And slowly you try to create a life you want to live, just gotta start there.”

“I’m exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel.”

Does anyone else miss when they were like 10, and it was the night before Christmas and you couldn’t sleep because you were so excited, and you sat on the couch and watched the snow fall, and it felt so calming and magical to you. Or being filled with so much energy everything moved too slow at the time.