GO MY FALCON!!

I think the lovely thing about Ayrton and Alain is that I (and many others) was lured in thinking this is just a tragic (love) story but nobody prepared me for the genuine insanity and horror these two had going on on track because to be honest it takes a special kind of insanity from both sides for them to come this far.

Like, what do you mean you think it’s a good idea to leave the door open and close it on someone you know would go for the gap and literally willing to kill or be killed for an championship.

What do you mean next year you ran at an ungodly speed right into your ex teammate while both of you could have died (and put others at extremely high risk).

What do you mean in the end they worked it out because honest to god like I love Alain but I would never understand how he did not hang up on ayrton when he was calling him. Like. That man could have killed you. HE DID COME VERY FUCKING CLOSE. You know what he is like and you still picked up that damn phone up and do not even get me started on Ayrton insisting Alain to come back because man you literally almost committed manslaughter because of your beef with fia and Alain.

The crazier thing is Alain actually tried testing for McLaren. I actually need to know how the hell Ayrton managed to get Alain to even think about coming out of retirement. He must be having insane game or Alain might be a bit crazy about him too because how the hell do you get someone who you came very close to killing on track to be on friendly terms on you again. I think had he given more time he would actually make sure Alain is back on the track.

Personal side note I think it’s unfortunate that because of what happened to Ayrton he kinda gets “purified” in a way because he’s really something else on the level of being intense and because of what happened to him being killed young and stuff his intensity and a lot of his more aggressive and downright borderline unacceptable traits were overlooked and so is Alain don’t get me wrong as much as he endured he is not the complete victim as it seems. It takes two to tango.

And do not get me started on his unreliable narrator status being erased because of the things he endured and all the people he lost like love. We know you’re leaving a lot of things out but if it looks this fucking intense and insane from an outside perspective let’s just imagine what actually went down.

Don’t get me wrong they are indeed one of the most tragic thing that we would ever see but. I think high time we need to acknowledge how insane these two are. As silly and fun and as tragic and romantic as they come they in the end are two extremely intense men (Ayrton a lot more) that put each other in genuine danger and hellish situations. Absolutely a hundred percent soulmates but personally I cannot help but want to see their less than savory sides being explored more. It is indeed a beautiful story but as beautiful as it come it comes with a whole lot of insanity and to remove it it would not be so complete and beautiful as it actually went down.

with a liiittle bit of passive-aggressive: