no one ever fucking cares and they never will

I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

I think of childhood and my chest hurts

I crave to feel safe.

i will never stop being fucking bitter and grieving everything i lost when i was a child. if no one will mourn for me, i will.

i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking i need to stop thinking