...i guess

So the time is now. What will your name be? Eleodo Ambrogi. What does it mean? It means a gift from the Sun. I’m more active during the daytime and even linked to my old name. Ambrogi is simple. Immortal. I get the feeling that even if I am killed, it won’t be the end of me. What is your goal now? You had a dream, a vision, did you not? It isn’t possible. The team I put together had too many doubts, too many questions and not enough want to be out of the system. Now the admiral is out of the equation and I have to take more and more. My old friends would be so disappointed in me. Wueyah, Aritoa..your head hurts. How many trolls have you talked to; entities you’ve spoken to and the memories vanished. You can’t even remember your first matesprit’s face anymore. The only one you recall is her mother’s face and that song that calmed your anxiety. It turned into pain then but as the memories faded, it was like magic. Everything slowly ceased and your heart was made anew. That meathead....why is his face coming to mind now of all times? Even he wormed his way into your life. It was...impactful for sure. Maybe you’ll seek him out. You can’t start a new life without tying up some loose ends. First thing’s first, you need to change your physique. This form is only for the ones you trust but is he trustworthy?

How old are you? 12 sweeps old (26 years old in 2023). I hatched on what is commonly referred to as “24th of March” in the 925thsolar sweep (2005 equivalent year) What are your other two sizes? I’m 7′4 (226cm) and 257 pounds (116kg)

I’m busy, I don’t have time to describe myself to you.

Anyway-

Your eyes are a bit odd. Your iris is a brilliant, prominent blue but its as if your iris is being encroached by your pupil. There’s a dark ring around your pupil acting as a barrier between the iris and the pupil. It shimmers each time you blink. On your face could only be described as a light beard, fading as it gets closer to the center of your face. You only shave it off very rarely. Your hair is long, curly black hair covers your forehead, but is cut off sharply at your shoulders. You typically wear a long, black winter coat with white buttons made of deep blue velvet material. Underneath, you have taken to wearing silver/gray scale flannel with dark blue jeans and black boots adorning your feet. Space is less and less of an obstacle as time goes on. You could be just you in the north or, a begger lowblood in the south by simply shifting your appearance ever so slightly around the eyes. Stature doesn’t change with blood color after all, and wanted posters would only be a doppelganger of someone who never existed. Like this, you’ve been biding your time and seeing just how much of your past was real. It’s hard for the authorities to capture a deserter if he’s a shape-shifter, and even harder for a traitor to betray you.