Long time no see. I guess this is an update. I’ve been a lot happier lately, the disordered thoughts are with me always but they’ve been getting quieter and easier to silence. I make mistakes a lot, both in bingeing and restricting, but I’m ok with that because overall I’m on a healthier path. I’ve been doing well in school again and mending relationships that I nuked. I’ve even met a boy who doesn’t treat me like trash, and what a wonderful time it’s been getting to know what self worth and autonomy feels like. It’s not all good, I still have some pretty bad days, but the highs are higher than they’ve been in a long time. I’ve even been putting energy into my community in the form of protesting and spreading awareness via social media, which is not something I think I would have had the energy to do if I was still stuck in the hole that brought me here to ED tumblr.
I hope you’re well, especially under the circumstances, don’t forget to take care of yourself.
