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happy new year everyone ! i know the kids say new year, new me but really it’s all about that new blog feeling. all of this to say : i have finally set up jay’s new blog and it can be found here. i will be starting over with drafts/inbox/all of the things (besides dynamics of course and a couple of starters i have yet to reply to). i really want to keep this blog to people that i can actually see myself interacting with, so please only follow if you are genuinely interested. cheers to 2023, and see you over there. 💛

#i even set up a carrd like WHO AM I #i'm so excited it's so clean and fresh and it really is motivating so #getting all settled over there and am very very VERY excited to write #BIG LOVE TO YOU ALL XOXO

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happy new year everyone ! i know the kids say new year, new me but really it’s all about that new blog feeling. all of this to say : i have finally set up jay’s new blog and it can be found here. i will be starting over with drafts/inbox/all of the things (besides dynamics of course and a couple of starters i have yet to reply to). i really want to keep this blog to people that i can actually see myself interacting with, so please only follow if you are genuinely interested. cheers to 2023, and see you over there. 💛

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happy new year everyone ! i know the kids say new year, new me but really it’s all about that new blog feeling. all of this to say : i have finally set up jay’s new blog and it can be found here. i will be starting over with drafts/inbox/all of the things (besides dynamics of course and a couple of starters i have yet to reply to). i really want to keep this blog to people that i can actually see myself interacting with, so please only follow if you are genuinely interested. cheers to 2023, and see you over there. 💛

#reblogging for the morning crowd!

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happy new year everyone ! i know the kids say new year, new me but really it’s all about that new blog feeling. all of this to say : i have finally set up jay’s new blog and it can be found here. i will be starting over with drafts/inbox/all of the things (besides dynamics of course and a couple of starters i have yet to reply to). i really want to keep this blog to people that i can actually see myself interacting with, so please only follow if you are genuinely interested. cheers to 2023, and see you over there. 💛

#queueing this for the later/earlier crowd ( gotta love timezones )#FIND ME OVER THERE MY FRIENDS xo

so jay’s blog is in fact moving (surprise surprise) but i want everyone to know that if i do in fact make this the header, it’s entirely rika’s fault

#callout post for tumblr user @ dinopunching #OPTIONS.......OPTIONS.........#ooc /#tbd.

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i just think he deserves to be kissed

#i’m moving blogs i swear i just got stuck in tags so here we are #it’s almost NYE someone smooch him is all i’m saying #ooc /#tbd.

if anyone wants to know how my brain is functioning, i just tried to make a new blog for jay and freaked out when i couldn’t use this url for a solid 15 minutes before realizing that i have not archived this blog yet and it is in fact, i, who is using my own url

#good signs of productivity really #ooc /#tbd.

hello hello you lovely humans! i’m headed to get both my c*vid booster and flu shot, but other than that i have absolutely no plans so want to finally start the blog moving process. of course depends on how i feel (pray for my arms but also the experience of getting both shots together i hear is 50/50). hope you are all having a wonderful wednesday! 💛

#also i (like jay) hate needles with a passion so not looking forward to this for those reasons too but #MUST BE DONE SO HERE WE ARE #ooc /#tbd.

gooooood morning! whether you celebrate or not, hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. 🤍 heading out with the fam to do some boxing day shopping (pray for me) and then the world juniors start tonight so will be taking it easy but i am off until next tuesday so expect me to be around more. will be moving jay’s blog over the week for a fresh start so stay tuned for that too. happy monday my friends!!

#also will be playing apex tonight perhaps we shall see that too #if you need me hit me up on discord or find me on sav’s blog because it’s a cleaner space and all that jazz #ok sending love xoxo #ooc /#tbd.

gooooood morning! heading home today so packing up and spending the last few hours with my grandpa. didn’t write this weekend as planned but this break was much needed and so so very nice. i have an extremely busy week and a half starting tomorrow but will pop on sporadically for some things leading up to the holiday break. hope everyone has a wonderful week 💛

#also switching to sav @ writre on mobile because planes and the entire travel process gives me even more muse for her so #also x2 can i just say that i love my dash so much #my mutuals are such good supporting wonderful humans and i adore you guys #FEELING THE LOVE ON THIS MONDAY #ooc /#tbd.

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the amount of joy sitting in my grandparents’ backyard with some coffee and a book and looking up at palm trees brings me……

#MUCH NEEDED AND GOOD FOR THE SOUL #i am so simple to please ok what a nice saturday already #hope everyone’s having a beautiful one 💛#ooc /#tbd.

still here, still kicking, in the middle of the busiest time of the year but i am heading to florida tonight for a few days to surprise my grandpa and i am so so excited! it’s a forced break from work too so look out for me a bit more. sending big love to the dash 💛

#reports and presentations and also our holiday party and client events it has been a TIME #but this is the first i can go back to visit my grandpa since my grandma passed earlier this year so it’s going to be great #and he is so excited it makes me 🤧#can’t wait to sleep and relax and be in nicer weather too #gotta leave for the airport in 4 hours and i am still working and i have to pack but 🤠#ooc /#tbd.

hi guys, i just wanted to thank everyone so much for the kind messages and reaching out after last week. whether it was on here or on d.iscord, i saw them all and it really means so, so, so much. a few of you know but it’s been an incredibly difficult year with so much loss and it’s very much this deep exhaustion, and this last one is an ache on another level.

that being said, i am so grateful for this community and the amazing humans on here — especially this year. beyond the character building and the writing itself (which i of course love), i am so happy to be surrounded by such good souls and, again, really can’t put into words what the little check ins have meant to me. i’ll be around between blogs again slow and steady (year end at work isn’t going anywhere lbr but writing is my favourite outlet). sending love and light, always 🤍

#i get that when it rains it pours but damn A LITTLE MORE SUN WOULD BE NICE #getting out with my mom for a few hours but maybe today i'll be around maybe tomorrow idk not sure #i actually don't know what to tag this as but 🤍🤍🤍#ooc /

my dog passed away this morning, won’t be around for a bit

#pet death /#animal death /#death /#she was my whole heart and it is aching and empty but she’s finally not in any more pain and she deserves that peace #idk what else to say but yeah this one hurts so bad

good morning and happy sunday, my friends! was pretty mia last week and it will probably continue this week with work being crazy and multiple people on vacation. hoping to do some writing throughout but will definitely be sporadic both here and on d.iscord. sending lots of love, and hope everyone’s doing well 💛

#and my dog has been Not Great so it’s just a lot but !! Anyway #i have a few hours of work to do today too ON THE WEEKEND I HATE IT 😭#but we did surprise my dad with leafs tickets last night for his birthday and they honoured his fave player so #a good weekend overall while anticipating a beast of a week ahead #HOPING to write a bit tonight but we shall see #as always d.iscord is the best place to reach me just pls be patient as i am slow !!#ooc /#tbd.

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good morning and happy sunday apparently

#scruff + hands + glasses + arms + tongue…………#HE IS SO ????? AND FOR WHAT !!!#it’s fine i’m fine ( i’m not ) but look at him hello ??#new content lately has been all beard-y and i am just ☠️#ooc /#tbd.

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SO THEY HAVE SOMETHING IN COMMON , more in common than usual — something the two men can understand in full . getting out . breaking through the restrictions and expectations set before them , leaving a dangerous space in the hopes of finding a better one . sebastian’s lips twitch in a faint smile , but he doesn’t interrupt him , nodding along , absorbing what he can before he finally gives his answer . it’s strained . despite jay’s reassurance that this space is safe , sebastian has a hard time grasping with his instincts , resisting their weight . ❝ congratulations on approaching that choice , jay . REALLY . it’s not as easy as people think it is . some people think — they think you can just up and leave and there’s no mental or physical repercussions to it , when in reality it’s like digging yourself out of a VERY DEEP HOLE . you’re brave for even considering it , and i’m proud of you . as a friend , i’m very proud . ❞ a thick swallow . sebastian tries to find the right words , tries to conjure up the way he should voice this . IT’S DIFFICULT TO DO . ❝ i think … i think i’m trying to leave because i’ve woken up . there are people i love , things in my life that deserve better than this choice i made . i was pretty much brainwashed into thinking that this was my only path … not realizing i was living someone else’s life in the process . MY FATHER’S LIFE , MORE SPECIFICALLY . ❞ he finds jay’s eyes again and nods . ❝ you leave because you deserve better . you leave because you’ve LEARNED better . and you leave because life’s about more than danger and death … AND WE DESERVE THE OPPOSITE OF THE PAIN IT BRINGS US . does any of that make any sense ? ❞

HE FINDS HIMSELF GRATEFUL FOR LOCATION even moreso now , while processing sebastian’s words and with the lull in conversation that follows . the sizzle of the grill , the bustle of the kitchen , the clink of glasses and the gentle hum of chatter — for jay , it’s a comfortable sort of non - silence . and for a while he doesn’t speak , really taking the time to consider the breadth of explanation that he had been offered . “ it does . it does , i guess i’m trying to just ........ figure out what that means for me . ” from looking past the other to now allowing gaze to settle , he brings his hands together on the table , thumbs tapping against each other . “ you ....... everything you’ve been through , what you’ve had to experience ? it hasn’t been like that for me . sebastian , the strength that it took for you to make that choice —— to take a step back and re-evaluate the situation you were in ....... i’m proud of you . ” he pauses , shaking his head and exhaling . “ and see , i — i asked for this . since joining the cpd , this was what i wanted . i took a bullet and the only thing i could think about after was that i wanted intelligence . but i didn’t think i’d be forced to challenge my own damn morals once a week . it’s too much — it’s become too much . ” he hesitates again . “ people keep saying voight is good for this city , y’know ? and maybe he is , at times . i guess i can see why they’d say that . but he’s not good for me . sometimes i feel like i’m losing my damn mind . ” shaking his head , he expels a long breath and musters a smile . “ i’m sorry , i didn’t mean to just unload like that . we can —— you want anything else ? this’ll be on me , so . ”

#gunbash #» — threads .#» — verse / main .#this got to me a little i won't lie i said it before i will say it again IT IS SO IMPORTANT AND I APPRECIATE U FOR EXPERIENCING IT W/ ME #tagging the Hot new blog because yes xo

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