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One of the ways transmisogyny manifests is in default-uncharitable interpretations of ambiguous meaning.
Last week I was at a meetup where I was the only transfem. I checked the groupchat when I arrived and there was a message from the organiser: "We have a newcomer called X, can you look out for him if you get there first?" I located X, introduced myself, sent a message to the chat say, "I have located X," and continued to talk to him until the organiser arrived. When the organiser arrived, she was not happy with me. It turned out my phone had autocorrected, "I have located X," to, "I had located X," which the organiser interpreted as me passive aggressively telling her that I had already done the thing she was asking about. Her conclusion: I was unreasonable and aggressive in responding to her reasonable request. My explaining what had happened didn't convince her otherwise.
A different occasion last week: in a local trans groupchat, a trans man sent a link to a drag event happening in our town. A few people said they were already going, some said they might go. Then a trans woman replied saying, "Thanks, but I don't really like drag." Her tone was immediately called into question. Her words were assumed to communicate: "I think you are a terrible person if you like drag," even though she never said that. Several non-transfems who had never even heard that drag might not be universally-beloved by everyone were upset to discover that fact. A trans woman simply saying she didn't like this thing became A Big Deal.
Meanwhile, at a different event again, a trans man told a group that he was straight and attracted to women, but he wouldn't feel comfortable bringing home an "AMAB woman" (yes he actually said that). It was quickly brushed over, and after he had left even trans women tried to defend him by saying "he probably didnt realise people would be offended" etc etc. In contrast to the examples above, he is not even aware that anyone was upset by what he said, never mind worrying about what consequences he might face.
Whenever I go to an event, I often spend the next 24-48 hours ruminating over every single thing I said to check if I did anything at any time that could even vaguely be construed as annoying to anyone. I have often put this behaviour down to severe anxiety, but I think I am realising that it is actually a rational response to a world where even the slightest social misstep could be blown way out of proportion and result in my later social exclusion. It's one of those things that existed long before I was aware of my own transness but while I was nonetheless transmisogynised by society, a crippling fear of the slightest imperfection that I assumed everyone else felt too but apparently they don't. I guess when other people go out of their way to smoothe over the damage your words or actions might cause, you don't need to stress about that damage because there are no consequences to it! It sounds very nice to be able to live like that.
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hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii . did u guys hear itโs pride month

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JACOB ANDERSON for THE VAMPIRE LESTAT: BACKSTAGE PASS
Zone used a real childโs voice in his pedophile porn
Imagine you have a twelve year old child. Now imagine an adult man who draws toddler rape porn takes a recording of your kidโs voice, alters it so it sounds like your kid is giving a blowjob, then adds the recording of your kid to one of his childporn animations so pedophiles can masturbate to the sound of your kid choking on dick.
Now imagine the guy who did that to your kid gets hired by Cartoon Network to work on Ok Ko, and also gets roles as a character in popular games like Indivisible, Skull Girls and Friday Night Funkinโ because heโs buddies with the pedophilic developers. Would that be cool with you?
Thatโs Zone for you. If you donโt think it would be cool if Zone released a porno of your kid sounding like theyโre choking on dick, then donโt support him. Because he did that to at the time 12 year old Jessie Flower in his Toph from Avatar porn animation.
Also, five minutes into this video Zone says he loves Shadman:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2X3ssgLP9Cs
The guy who draws porn of real children.
(is shitman gonna be the next pedo to get hired by cartoon network? who knows lol not like they have any standards.)
Zone also jacks off to toddlers and has drawn porn of Rugrats and Lisa Simpson, along with Potemayo (sourced from rule34).
Zone himself stated that Peter Murray Hill was his name on his website, thatโs why some of his porn is signed PMH.
Egoraptor and Harry Partridge are both giant fans of Zone, despite Zone being a pedophile who sexualizes real children, and have been featured on his youtube:
https://youtu.be/b3WlUWF3TS0?t=237
https://youtu.be/3VqHam7nOR0&t=354s
Vivziepop is also friends with Zone (credit to Wubboboi11 for alerting us to this):
https://archive.ph/DFsRq
https://archive.ph/AQcTH
The voice actor for Charlie from Hazbin Hotel, Elsie Lovelock, is also a Zone fan (again, credit to Wubboboi11):
https://archive.ph/bWa5N
Wubboboi11 writes that Joel Guerra, creator of the ENA series, also follows Zone and has drawn some weird stuff involving minors.
As of December 2022 Frederator (makers of Adventure Time) are still partnered with Zone and promoting him to children, despite Zoneโs pedophilia and how they got called out as far back as 2017 by this blog for it:
https://supercalloutfragilistic.tumblr.com/post/161931813304/fucking-sick-of-pedophilia-in-the-animation
https://youtu.be/Ib2piJO39zI?t=1144
Zone depicts himself as a young girl of indeterminable age and hires a pedophile approving woman to voice him. Heโs not trans, heโs just a revolting adult man who knows heโll get more attention for his pedophile art if he pretends heโs a girl who looks underage:
Zone-tan is just his shitty original character, it is not Zone. Zone himself considers them separate people, note how they have separate twitters and how he refers to Zone-tan as his mascot:
Would u say hi to the cool punk borzoi
Has your blorbo killed someone?
-no
-yes, intentionally
-yes, accidentally
-they might (i havenโt watched or read all of their media)
-they seem like they would but not canon
Has your blorbo killed
No
Yes, intentionally
Yes, unintentionally
Unsure
They would but they havenโt
I think I might go to my localish dyke pride event. Do you have any advice with not being scared of interacting with new people?
You are beautiful and wonderful and the event will be better because you're there.
Most of the people there are just as nervous as you are. You're gonna say something you think is unbelievably awkward (they won't notice). They are going to say something they think is unbelievably awkward (you won't notice). You can choose to spiral about it, or recognize that this mutual embarrassment is small potatoes. Were you friendly? Did you compliment them? That's all they'll remember.
Take your tits out. (remember sunscreen)
It'll be over before you know it, cherish it while it lasts.
Take plenty of pictures.
Make a sign! That will give you something to hold in your hands that isn't your phone.
Stop at the tables afterwards. Sign up for things. Take fliers. Start going to local events so that next year you're not going with new people, you're going with friends.
This is *your* community. It belongs to you. Act like it's yours for the taking.
Talk to the organizers. Thank them for what they do.
Run! Dance! Scream! This is a celebration! It's hard but you did it! You made it another year! I'm so proud of you!

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"I will never swim again until and unless I get surgery."
"This is why I try so hard to protect my trans sister, she has to deal with so much of this all of the time."
"And this is why I will never learn how to swim"
"I never go swimming, unless it's an event that explicitely mention that Trans Women are welcome"
And other such tags I am vaguely paraphrasing are ones I have had the horror of reading on my post. The trans girls are not swimming. It feels like there is a hole in my body where my heart should be, through which all my blood is pouring. I can't.
This is just the tiniest fucking window into how transmisogyny affect people. This is about a space that was held by trans people and for trans people where the transphobia targeting a transfeminine person was prioritized over everything else.
If anyone doesn't believe how badly transfems want to swim and how badly they fucking don't get to, don't feel/aren't safe enough to do so, whatever the fuck else, just look at the comments and tags. I thought there were already too many for it to be random on a post with, at this time, about ten times the reach of this one hereabove.
And yet I have ten times as many tags and comments on this here post about trans women and transfems not swimming. Heartbroken doesn't fucking cover it. I am trying to stay sane in the face of this but I am seriously not doing a great job at it. Fucking hell.
i miss swimming.
still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.
we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?
I also think that the strength gap is at least partially manufactured women would in fact be stronger overall if little girls were encouraged to do physically taxing games and activities and eat their fill while theyโre growing vs having to constantly diet and be sedentary indoors (or god forbid do intense cardio while under-eating). The amount of adult women honestly afraid to lift weights bc they think theyโll get bulky as though bulking isnโt a full time job that athletes have to spend all their time on and anyone on earth gets shredded from just using their adult muscles for their intended purpose, girl your bone density ๐ฅ
if you say women are intentionally nerfed from birth in 2026 people look at you like youโre insane and start condescendingly telling you about how women are just better at different things (but not during their periods haha) but this was a completely basic feminist talking point I grew up with like โgirls can do it too! [shot of little girls climbing and running with boys]โ nickelodeon commercial tier base level I hate it how is everyone suddenly dumber than the average 7 year old
so funny to see so many guys into forcemasc who seem to think smoking is a necessity for transitioning as male. what the hell is so masculine about a fucking blunt
i may have my father's worst traits but i am more ethical & virtuous with them than him

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trans women fucking hate you for being a trans man. stop lighting yourself on fire to please them. they will never be satisfied
i love this anon because he is one of the few willing to be honest. he didn't say "*people* hate you for being a trans man" or "you're oppressed for being a trans man". his problem is, specifically, with trans women, and he has no qualms admitting that. yeah i'm not surprised to learn no woman has ever liked you.
#what's so revealing to me with anon is the ''they will never be satisfied'' comment.#what constitutes ''satisfaction'' in his mind is clearly ''never complaining about or expecting better from men ever again''#in his mind women must give up all rights to complain about men or they are ''man-hating''#at the end of the day the misogyny that tMRAs engage in is some of the most regular hegemonic misogyny in the world#it's the kind of misogyny their great grandfathers engaged in
great tags by @closet-keys , and i'll add that, when i got this anon, to me it felt like yet another instance of assuming that whenever a man says something against misogyny it must be because he wants something in return from women (implied: usually sex, though not exclusively). these guys truly CANNOT comprehend i use this blog to post things i earnestly think -up to and including when i post about transfeminism- no matter how many times i say it (funnily, i've talked semi regularly with a grand total of ONE person i met on tumblr, it's simply not what i use this site for). either way, it is frankly a sad indictment on how their relationships with women must operate that they cannot conceive someone just. caring about this stuff.
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hiiiiiii it's j ๐
yesterday i quit my job due to mistreatment from management. i was hoping to have a lot more time to figure things out before it got to this point, but things hit a fever pitch and i had to get out of there. i'm finding myself back at square one very suddenly, a lot more disabled than i was last time i had to job hunt, and frankly i'm. scared :')
i'm very thankful that my partner, their parents, and our roommates are willing to be flexible in helping cover some of my expenses while i rest and recover and find a new job, but i still need some extra support to make ends meet.
trying to build up savings so i can pay rent and our utility bills over the coming months is my main concern right now. any help at all is deeply deeply appreciated ... even just reblogging helps a ton. thank you all ๐
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thank you to everyone who helped me make rent last month ๐๐
i currently have enough money in my bank account to pay for rent this month, but we need to get groceries this week and the utility bills are coming up as well.
setting my goal for making rent since i'll most likely have to pull from what i currently have saved to pay for everything else:
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almost there already! y'all are the best, thank you ๐๐
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