Welcome to my mind

no matter how many times I type it, I always write “spanich” instead of “spanish”

I didn’t realize until now that I actually hate myself

I know that racism isn’t really a horrible thing at this point in time, but I really feel the urge to change my skin color

and here I am talking with an English major about American psycho 

I feel so inferior to everyone all the time but especially when they talk about their cool cousins or an adventure they had when they were five and I’m just here like “hi I've eaten a stick”

the one time that I realized I was someone else’s type, they already were interested in two other people prior and they were way more good-looking than I was so I was like “welp even though I'm their type I still will never be able to live up to others”

when I don’t like a quality about someone it’s most likely a quality that I have so it’s not against them it’s actually against me