patetická

im bore. does anyone want to shoot each other until one of us hits something vital

i feel like a doll sitting on a shelf waiting until someone wants to play with me in order to feel alive again

any other bpders get possessive over their symptoms? like, your friends or people in public spaces show similar symptoms and you suddenly get really insecure because now your problems aren't unique or special anymore, so you're at risk of people not paying attention to them. then you get the urge to have those problems but even LOUDER to prove you're worth sympathy?

I have abandonment issues so i give "please don't leave me" head.

i feel like i’ve lost so much of myself to this illness. this version of me is not me, it’s a twisted, deformed version of who i once was. it has taken my hobbies, my friends, my passion, my interest in life…gone it’s all gone.

"You'll be fine" - Dude, it's been 10 years...

told her to ruin my life and she actually did wtf bro