Without Sacrifice There Is No Growth
A while since my last entry, almost seven months…what transitional times we have all had to endure, and still enduring.
We had the blue moon just pass by a while ago, not to mention at this moment in time, vibrationally speaking, all things are becoming more intensified. Personally i find it all to easy for the birth of fear during such times, when, looking directly ahead does nothing but paint obscurity.
So a little about my last seven months of learning, i made a pilgrimage to what one may call one of the most beautiful places in canada, subconsciously pushed away loved ones, and lose someone so dear to me that trying to articulate these feelings would do no justice.
The residence i lived at during this pilgrimage, while in its first stages seemed fruitful, turned out to be as poisonous as my behaviour towards my lover…
This magnificent universe leaves no room for “mistakes”, “errors”, or “would haves”, only learning. If we shall fail recognize these lessons for what they are, we remain doomed for repition, to say the least..
Although the heart ache is ever enduring, the pain presently within apparently insurmountable, we realize these situations for what they are.
The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over with hopes of a different result. I know we may rise above our conditioning, i know more than i ever have we are more than our emotions, thoughts, even choices. In the end all these things help us to salvage our soul and set it free.
Unhinged from mental constructs and preconceived notions, we liberate our souls to learn, experience and grow at full capacity.
This is a choice. This is my choice